YAY!!! 450cc Saline Unders, through Areola ( @ )( @ ) - Los Angeles, CA

So I went in for my 6 month check up on October 25th, because the good Dr. is off the market ladies! I'm happy to announce Dr. Taneja is now a married man. I'm so happy for him, he seems like such a nice down to earth guy. :)

Ne-who, I went in for my appointment and was anxious to ask a lot of questions. He was patient as always, helping me t understand the healing process and individual body shapes and contours. So he said I am looking great! I shouldn't be worried about CC because they are soft and mobile. He said what I thought, I am really thin and tall so It is taking gravity some time to take effect. He said continue massaging, which I feel I have to do EVERYDAY anyway. Like they feel kind of stiff sometimes or are not sitting right so when I massage them a bit, they soften up and sit better.

I also asked him about the hyperpigmentation and juvederm in my laughlines. He gave me a sample of some gel named HYDRO-D and it is AWESOME!!! I have only been using it for about 2 weeks and it is doing wonders.

Thought I had a job but things didn't pan out, so I'm back to looking again. But at least with my scars clearing up, I won't feel the need to pile on the makeup. The Juvederm seems a good idea now, so I won't need to get like 3-4 syringes. Now i might get away with 2. About $900.

Well that's about it. Kisses and well wishes. :*

Wow! Time sure flies! I can't believe it's been 9 months since I got my girls! I really wish I had of done this YEARS ago. I hope anybody reading this will not waste anymore time, do it. Find a surgeon, and if they are on here they are probably pretty good, and do it!! Don't waste time wanting or wishing.

I finally have my days free and have been REALLY looking for work. The only thing is now finding interview/business wear that looks appropriate for work. I have a lot of tank tops and skinny jeans. All i HAD to wear to school was a lab coat and closed toed shoes. So i'm rocking my church clothes.

Sleeping has still been iffy. I try not to sleep on my back but I end up that way anyway. I think that is what is causing my gap. I try to sleep on my sides but I wake up on my back. And now that I can TRY to sleep on my stomach but its like sleeping with two big balloons on my chest.

What have I been doing about the gap?
So I have figured out my gap is because I was soooooooooo flatchested and skinny before that when my implants were placed they settled the way my boobs would have if they were big but with the same chest structure. So because I am bony with a wide sternum, viola!
So to combat that I have been wearing a size B bra and shoving the girls together. It kind of hurts in the middle but I think that's a good hurt. lol.

What do they feel like?
They are softer than a couple of months ago but by no means as soft as a real breast. Hubby says they are softer and I noticed he couldn't keep his hands off them which was cool cuz he never touched them that much before. :) I don't quite know what to make of that. Does this mean he was into boobs and was just lying about being a legman? Is it like a new toy, a temporary distraction? Is he now a boobman and does he look at other women's boobs now? Guess that's just my brain going into hyperdrive, lol.

They bounce and jiggle but I can definitely say that after about 5 years if I have no complications, I will be upgrading to the silicone. I initially was concerned about leaching and MRI costs but my aunt has silicone and hers look awesome. They are softer too. She has had hers for awhile but I think they have always been that way.

Well I hope you are all happy and enjoying life in your new selves. I promise, getting sober, getting my boobs, graduating college, it's all been like a new life. I really wish I hadn't been stuck inside myself for so long. So much time lost. If you have a teen or someone young, I know this will be hard but try it anyway. When you see them, tell them, "I love you, do you know that?" and keep asking until they say yes. then tell them "Do you know you can do anything?" Keep teeling them until they believe it. Finally just listen. So many times, I just wish someone would have took the time to do that for me, back then.

Ah crap!! I am gonna die of worry. Like a little hamster running its little wheel at top speed til "Plop!" down she goes. I promise. I had an anxiety attack my oldest daughter's first day of day care. So I emailed Elxy at the Dr. office and then I thought, "Oh no, not again" in my Coldplay "Trouble" voice. I got out of my own head and asked for a lil help. Well, my aunt who had hers done was so helpful. She told me I should gain about 10-15 lbs, do some squats and wait it out. She also said that one boob should be in a different place since it was before and he filled them equally. She said I look great for my place in recovery and its just me being my worrywort self. Also she was like you take terrible pics. You have to be in the right lights because shadows can freak you out. So I feel a lot more secure about my girls.

So I have noticed this morning boob thing. What is this strange phenomena? Ihave to wonder is this the same thing that happens to guys in the morning? I will inquire with my male counterpart for more details. But 4 real, this is something no one really explains. So I'm gonna give it a shot. So after about the second month when your boobs are dropping and you think you're going in the right direction, you wake up and it's like starting all over again. They are hard and a little misshapen. I notice every morning I wake up, I have to immediately massage and grope them so they will reconstitute to their soft jiggly selves. They are like they felt the first month. My theory: Since your body is still or not at standing and moving, the blood and muscles get used to not moving. The same way you need to stretch your arms and legs when you wake up. But what I have noticed is that progressively they are getting softer every morning. I think that by the time I get to 6mos, I won't have to do that anymore.

I really don't like that space in between. But I have been wearing size c bras to push them closer. I hope and it seems that the space is trying to close itself. I also love to put my hand on my lumps, lol. Like I think because I was only feeling ribs and skin I didn't like to put my hand there. In that "For me?" kind of way. Now I love the feeling of soft round lumps there. Once again, I will refer to my male counterpart to find if this is what guys experience when they touch a girl's booty.

I CANNOT STOP BRA SHOPPING!! And I haven't even starting ordering online. BTW, VS annual sale ends 6/23/14!!! I love the way my body looks now. Just gotta tone up and get my booty back.

No one looks at me weird anymore cuz they sit low and look normal. I couldn't be happier now. I hope they will continue to impress me more over time. Dr. Taneja really does great work and is a real true Doctor who cares and not butcher looking to get paid. I would trust him with anything I need done. :)