Ready to Look the Way I Feel. November 28th Here I Come - Kirkland, WA

This waiting is killing me!!!! Tomorrow it will be 5 weeks til surgery day. I also can't wait to go shopping and get some new clothes I feel comfortable in and look good on me!! I still haven't bought any recovery supplies yet....I'm such a procrastinator. I was the same way when I was pregnant, didn't pack my hospital bag and came back and bit me in the butt (my husband had to do it twice).... Maybe it's psychological, maybe I don't want to get too excited too early? Anyone else like that?! So i haven't had blood work done, is that weird? Or does that get taken care of at your pre-op?? Probably should call the ps office tomorrow and figure it out.

So I had my first dream about my surgery last night!!! It made me feel more excited, anxious, and nervous than ever. The child in me has come out in me lately..."I want it NOW". Lol
I am such a procrastinator too. I haven't gotten any recovery supplies yet, or even decided exactly what I need. Well I'll write soon!

Certain situations reconfirm why I am getting this procedure... It's starting to get cold in my neck of the woods, and "jeans" season is here. I cannot wait until my jeans can fit good and if my shirt is tight it doesn't show my extra skin around the top of my jeans, ugh.... Most disgusting thing ever!!! Tired of covering up my body with a big sweatshirt. My insecurity that everyone is staring at my stomach and wondering if they are going to ask me if I am pregnant is overwhelming... It's the worst feeling in the world when someone asks you if you are pregnant when you not!! Well my venting is over for now, mostly likely won't be the last time. 7 weeks and counting, woohoo!!