5'8", 138 lbs, 35Y/O, Mom of 2 - 485cc Moderate Silicone Unders - New York, NY

Long story short, always wanted them but never even considered surgery because I was afraid of all the risk and putting myself through it. After doing research and finding the risk reasonable, I figured after 2 kids that it's now or never. Feeling optimistic about the decision and looking forward to welcoming the girls!

Hey there! I’m still a month and a half away from surgery and focusing on fitness. My PS already told me that I will not be able to work out for several weeks and I’m afraid of gaining weight. I still have about 10lbs to get to my goal weight. It’s funny because one of my fears with the losing weight was the little bit of boobs that I already have and now that I know I’m getting them I’m gunning for my goal without hesitation.

My nutrition is on track and I work out every morning… determined to keep it up. I decided to tell only a handful of friends and family about the surgery because I find that it is something I’ve already decided and only value my and partner’s opinion. I’m blessed that he’s unconditionally supportive as he knows that it is something I have always wanted to do. I told him he might just get to play with them… ha! Today I needed a strapless bra and went to Victoria’s Secret and got measure: 32C… I have no idea how I am even a C but needed the bra nonetheless! Happy to share my journey and experience so if anyone has any questions, feel free!

Almost three weeks away and it’s getting real! At this point:

- I have received paperwork from the PS confirming the date and instructions along with PreOp Instructions, list of medication to stop taking, Final Bill, PostOp Instructions, and PreOp Testing.
- I have an appointment schedule for the testing this week. I hope that everything goes well and I’m cleared. *fingers crossed*
- Feeling nervous, mostly surrounding recovery. I plan to go back to work on Day 6 PostOp. Wondering if the amount of time is too short but (at this point) not willing to lengthen it and lose vacation time and take away time from the kids. Ideally, want to bounce back ASAP. Trying to stay as realistic as possible with the expectations.
- Another aspect I’m worried about is people close to me noticing the change. I decided not to tell many people because I find it to be personal. I already had an instant where I told a close friend and her boyfriend brought it up. I am pegging that one to the risk you take when you tell people your business. Still worried about the conversation if someone asks or brings it up. Depending on the person, I’ll decide whether it’ll range from “Sure, they are all mines” to “Not too comfortable chatting about it.” I’m cringing even writing this because those are just conversations I do not care to have. I’m direct so it’s all or nothing with me.
- I remain happy with the decision to do it. Mainly because I want to feel feminine and not be afraid of the things I wear because I’m too flat. Feeling extremely blessed to have a close friend who has already had them for several years, this community and FB community to help understand all the things this process entails. I even found a girl that had the surgery with my PS and it’s been such a comfort to see her progress.
- I’m told that Arnica Montana tablets are good for the bruises and soreness and I’m currently testing that theory with all the bumps and bruises I easily get all the time. Supposedly taking it ahead of time improves your chance but it’s just a theory. I went all over the place looking for them and finally got them on Amazon.

I highly recommend Snapchat as a source. Unbelieve that you actually get to see surgeries in real time. Not for the faint of heart… they are some I just can not stomach!

More planning to come as the day approaches. Until then, hope everyone is enjoying their summer! ?