600CC HP Mentor Gel Silicone: So Breastiful! - Harrison, NY

My birthday was yesterday! Officially 26 years old lol. Anyway my boobs are coming along boobifully! They look amazing! They feel amazing! However I don't think I'm going to get any bigger than a 34 DD which is what bra size I've been wearing and buying lol. I just can't imagine them getting any bigger. They have dropped a lot! and they fill out my body sooooo nicely! I'm absolutely in love! I was afraid I couldn't pull them off because I'm only 5 feet and 120 lbs (so sad lol) now, but they do look almost natural to me!

So it's been 10 days since I've had the procedure done. I went to my post op appointment on Monday and I started this breasticize where I have to squeeze my breasts together for 10 seconds 10 times 5 times a day. So approximately 50 squeezes throughout the day. It actually helps A LOT with the tensing of the breasts.

I went back to work 1 week after the BA and it was a horrible first day because I had to drive to work and it takes approximately 40 minutes from my house to drop off my daughter and to get to work and not even counting the time it takes to find parking in Manhattan. This past monday gave me so much tension on my breast and it gave me a lot of back pain. And I realized I've been having a lot of upper back pain because I had slept wrong for the first week after the BA. Currently I just sleep on my back and I haven't even attempted to sleep on my side yet and I don't think I will for a while lol. The pain goes away more and more each day. Whenever I feel tense on my boobs, I always find a place and do my breasticize and it eases the tension.

Anyway, back to my boobies! My right side is still high and my left side has dropped a little more and is more fuller. I really hope my right side drops soon because the unevenness of my nipples drives me crazy. And I can't wear a shirt that shows my CRAZY cleavage because I can see the unevenness and I don't want it to be obvious to other people. Oh so during my post op appointment, the doctor said everything looks great and also I have to wear an underwire bra during the day and a sports bra at night when I sleep to prevent bottoming out. I found my bra when I was breast feeding and it's a 36D and I fit it pretty well. I also fit into a 34DD which is its sister size but I'm liking the 36D much better for the comfort. But so far I am LOVING my girls! I love that it's huge and so does my husband lol! He can't keep his hands off them lol

I finally passed a BM todayyy!!! The relief I feel is beyond satisfying lol. I also managed to fit in my very expensive Victorias Secret front close sports bra. (60 but i paid 30 after coupons) I've been wearing all day without connecting the underwired bra underneath. I feel better today, I finished all of my muscle relaxers and my antibiotics and I feel a little more energetic too. The only pain I feel is from my upper back and the tightness around my right boob.

My husband showered me yesterday and it was disastrous, but I feel better. It felt so weird without a bra, I couldn't breathe, and I actually started getting an anxiety attack while he was showering me that I had to get out. I then started crying so bad and I couldn't explain why. But it felt like everyone was so against me and I felt all alone. But I'm glad I'm over it today. I woke up today loving my girls :)