33 Yro, 5'6", 165lbs, No Kids, Grade II Ptosis, smooth 355cc MP, breast augmentation

Dr McFadden came highly recommended from clients and fellow coworkers who have used him for an array of services. I've had one consultation which made me feel good enough to sign the dotted line the following week. Size was never discussed too much- I just said I wasn't looking for stripper/pornstar breasts. I want to be proportionate to my body. I'm a bigger girl. I'm tired of my droopy breasts and my stomach protruding farther than my chest. I was told that I am in need of a lift, but that it will be performed in office 4mos down the line after my new breasts have some time to settle. I like that concept so he can see how they will drop rather than performing the lift the same time. Who's to say they will drop identically?!
I went in this week for my preop with the nurse practitioner. I've started the vitamin regime they've set out for me. Now all I can do is wait.
And in the meanwhile the Dr had also asked me to pick out boobs that are what I'm looking for and on women with similar build. Similar build is turning out to be much more difficult. Seems only skinny people sign up for this stuff or at least only skinny people post about it. Maybe I can help someone else out in my process who's in the same boat?

Nerves are beginning to kick in along with all the "what ifs" and "I should have thought the timing out better"..... Surgery is Thur morning 11am right before the holiday weekend. When I scheduled the surgery 3 mos prior this seemed like a perfect time so I could recover and go back to work, but now, I'm moving 500miles away just 31 days after surgery. I don't have everything packed, and I pray I can feel well enough by week 3 to atleast box up things under 5lbs without actually moving boxes around.
I've spent any down time from work reading up on how people feel and what to expect.... But honestly I think EVERYONE goes through their own experience it's too hard to gauge what it will be like for me. Only time will tell I guess.
I've come up with more photos to show Dr McFadden the morning of and I'm adding them now.

Welp, I did it. My surgery time was at 11am, but didn't start till an hour/hour and a half later. Never tried on any sizers..... The nurse was so sweet and kind. My nerves were a 12 on the 1-10 scale. She asked me for a picture of what I wanted to give the Dr to hang up for him to go by. I was taken aback; bc I didn't print anything out, I only saved pictures to here on what I was thinking about. I showed the nurse all the photos I had and the photo of me trying on the "400 rice sizer" at home. She asked if I liked that size and I said yes. I tried 350 at home- and thought they were too small. I tried 450 at home- and thought they were too big. She picked out one picture I had saved bc it had a front view and a side profile. That is apparently the most important photos you want so you can show the Dr. I emailed it to the nurse to print out. The Dr came in next and began to draw his guidelines on my chest. I was sooo nervous at this point if I opened my mouth to talk too much I worried I was going to start crying. Lol. But I wish I would have spoken up more...... ????
The pain after waking up was excruciating. Not to mention the feeling like I was going to be sick. They gave me pain medication immediately, but I didn't begin to feel relief till the second dose that evening.
I stayed clothed all evening and didn't actually unzip my jacket till late that night to take my first look. I was wrapped tight with my nipple exposed underneath.
Next morning I had my post op with another nurse I hadn't met yet. She unwrapped the ace bandage and my heart sank..... I asked if they were the most swollen they would be and get smaller later. She said yes. It crushed me. This is not the size I wanted. Actually up till that point I didn't even know what size they gave me. No one had even told me. They apparently stuck a small card in my bag of stuff yesterday saying I got 355cc on both sides. I was devastated. I had told the nurse I didn't like the 350's on me and felt the 400cc would have been just right.
I'm soo disappointed and heartbroken. The pain and the money. I spoke with someone else before I left about my concerns and sadness. She said that to give it 3-4months and we would see how they shape out.