25 Years Old, No Kids, 370cc Anatomical Breast Implants

Hi everyone!

After reading so much reviews on this useful website, I feel like it's my turn to start one!
First of all, I apologize for my english, I'm French :)

So I'm 25, and I'll have my 2nd breast augmentation in less than a month now! I'm so excited concidering that I've been really desapointed with the first one I did 5 years ago.
I went from a little Acup to... a full Acup!! I felt really bad because I lost money for clearly nothing!
But now I'm determined to achieve my goal! A full C cup with a new surgeon who seems to understand my needs way better than the last one!
Fingers Crossed!

A friend of mine gave me the name of the surgeon who did some reconstructive operations on her mother. She told me that this doctor was really understanding and professional, so I decided to meet her, as she was also doing plastic surgery.
During the consultation, I told her my will to get a “real breast”, the one that I’ve always wanted. I clearly encourage people to love themselves the way they are, but for some reason, I’ve always been feeling uncomfortable with this part of my body.
When I looked at me, the only thing I could see was the frame of little girl, not a women. But again, it’s just the way I feel about myself.
So, when I told her that I wanted a full C, she looked at my breast, which was 30/32AA, and said that it won’t be possible for me to end up with this size because my skin is not elastic enough, so she won’t be able to put a huge amount inside it.
I was a bit sad (clearly more than a bit). But she told me that we could go to a full B. As I didn’t have anything, she said that it would be better to use teardrop implants, placed behind the muscles. I trusted her, and accepted her proposition.
When I woke up after the surgery, I directly looked down to see the result… There was a huge bandage on my breast, but I started thinking that it looked small and hoped that it was just the effect of compression due to the dressing.
When she came in my room to change the bandage, I saw my breast. I was disappointed. From my view, there was no projection. I asked her to take a picture for me to see it squarely. It was very swollen, and I hope that when it will take place, I’ll keep at least this volume, but better “distributed”.
I’ve been crying every day. It wasn’t what I wanted. And I felt like I did all this for nothing else than losing the money that took me so long to save.

I think the implants she put in my breast are one of the smallest!
The references are:
Allergan MM-410185: 185g, width: 10.cm5, Height: 9.6cm, Projection: 3.8cm

Now it’s been five years and half since this operation, and I’m still motivated to get MY breast! Changes are coming soon ?

I was looking for some pictures to add, showing what I like... but it's seems that my taste are a bit different from I thought it was!
I've always wanted to get a 32C (which is 85C in FR). But the breasts that I find the most atractive now are in fact bigger than this size!
Still, I'm for a natural look. The only thing is that I'm not sure I could feel confortable having so much fullness considering that I'm not that tall (5'4, 120lb or 165cm, 54kg).
Taking the 370cc won't give this size. I think it'll bigger than what I wanted at first, but still harmonious with my body!

I was happy today cause my boss agreed on my days off! I'm gonna take 2 weeks to recover from the surgery. I really want it to go well! That's why I'm already using organic rose oil to make my breast skin more "flexible" and also thinking of a list of homeopathic products to help prepare my body for healing!