TT, BL & BA - uh. Why do i have a pooch? -VA

26 year old mommy of 2 (5 year old boy, 6 month old girl). I've never had pretty boobs, but pregnancy did NOT help! I gained the most "pregnancy" weight with my first, but my second is the one who made my boobs deflate even more =[ I always wanted to get my boobs fixed but after i had my son, and saw the stretch marks (and extra skin from the cesarean), I KNEW i had to get a TT.

I actually found my PS on YouTube! I found his work AMAZING, and decided to look him up. Surprise surprise- He was only 2 1/2 hours away from me! So i made my consultation appointment! Figured out- FULL TT, anchor BL and *at first* 397cc silicone BA (changed it to 457cc). I never thought i would actually get this done though.

Three weeks away!! Wow, im so nervous! Everything is paid in full, i have everything i need for when i go home... now i just wait for the surgery. Ill update as i go... But wow. Its scary and exciting at the same time. I'm so worried about being lop-sided! lol. I just have so much extra skin on my boobs... I feel like so much can go wrong. (yes, i worry too much) I quit smoking ONLY because so much can go wrong there! In the long-run, I'm awesome cause i ACTUALLY quit smoking... But man, with all these nerves flying everywhere, ITS HARD! Anywho. Ill post more when i can =] Ill keep everyone updated.

Im only 16 days away from the big day... But i still find myself freaking out.
I think google can drive you crazy... Hell, so can this website! But, i have 110% trust in my doctor. I just hope my body heals correctly.

I was freaking out so bad yesterday, i called the doctors office to ask questions, but pretty much to be reassured that everything will be ok.

I found out

-Its 457 cc (for some reason, i could never seem to remember that)
- UNDER the peck muscles
-Mid range.

Now, with it being mid range, that game me something else to freak out about. As soon as i got off the phone with the woman at the office, i google searched my size and mid range. So far i can't tell the difference. I thought mid range was like, the tear drop kind? But the doctors office said they were round shaped. So im confused. If anyone has any info on that, or experience, let me know?

Another thing i've been thinking about - People who get MM for the first week or two, their skin looks like it cant breath. Like some pics i've seen are SCARY cant breath lol. I know thats healing, and itll happen. But i dont want it to scare the [RS bleep] out of myself... OR MYSELF at that! lol.

High hopes... but damn. I needa chill out. I'm gonna be ok...

ALSO! Ill inform yall a little bit more about myself.
Both of my kids were c-sections. Before i got pregnant with my son, i was 150 lbs. A week or so after i had him i was 237 (so i must have been 240? 250?). Anyway, at that time i was a 38DDD. Tried nursing, and yeah... that wasn't happening. So i worked out like 3-4 times a week, and ate correctly with portion control. 9 months after having my son, i must have been 160 lbs? maybe? And a year after having my son i was 150 again.
Somehow i got down to 135 lbs, 36C breast size, size 3/5/7 jeans. I was TINY for my height. I loved the attention. I loved all of it. EXCEPT the stretch marks and (even more) saggy boobs. If anyone has been in the situation- Clothes can cover up A LOT. Ill post a pic of how i looked before i had my little girl.
Anyway. I got pregnant with my little girl, SWORE i wouldnt gain much weight, and sure enough... i did. I was 137 when i got pregnant, the morning of the c-section i was 217!!! And now, my little girl is 6 months old and im 142. I worked out 8 times a week, doing double of what i did the first pregnancy. Sure did work too. And a lot faster! BUT. For some reason, when my milk came in when i had my daughter... my breasts got heavier, and harder than they did with my son. So now, they sag A LOT worse than before. But still anywhere from a 36C to a 36D. I got up to a 38DDD with her as well.

Anyway... that's more of an update, i guess. Kinda filling everyone in.

Ill post soon =]

Wow the typo's lol.

*gave - not game
*scare the [RS bleep] out of my hubby and myself. Not scare the [RS bleep] out of myself and myself LMAO!!!