Breast Implant Exchange (Smaller), Breast Lift, Lipo of Sides, Thighs, Arms Abs and Back. And Scar Revision - Fort Lauderdale, F

So I loved my 1200's I definitely got my monies worth out of them. My husband deployed in 2013 and when he came back I was ready for baby #3. I practically begged him for it. And so... I got it. Word of advice- don't get pregnant after a tummy tuck! He didn't ruin my boobs or my tummy, but damn it was uncomfortable to carry him! Instead of carrying him outwards, I was carrying him more up and down, if that makes since?
Anyway. Had the baby, la de da.... He's my little sweet angel who gave me reason to live... But j gained weight all over he place! My arms, hips, back- it was gross. Not to mention the back pain and the sharp pains throughout my boobs. So after my attempt to work out (started out strong) we moved to NC and I kinda started slacking.
Sent an email to my good old friend dr Revis. He said the boob pain was most likely from being pregnant and the milk coming in... Cause nerve damage. And quite honestly, but that time I was sick of getting eye fucked by every man within eye sight! I mean example- maintenance man came over my and made sexual comments to me! Literally couldn't exes be in my own home without getting sexually assaulted in one form or another! I mean I had baby puke on me for Christs sake!!! So dr Revis agreed that I needed lipo, he was okay w doing the dog ears and was ok w the breast reduction and implant exchange!
So I saved up what I could and waited the 4 month long waiting list, and headed for Fort Lauderdale!

I'm post op just 1 day shy of 3 weeks today. I'm exhausted so I'll update tomorrow with the deal of what happened. But damn post op depression is kicking my ass!!! Bad!

I'm going to be 4 weeks post op on Wednesday. I start to feel so proud of myself cause I'm off pain meds, but then I get some pain somewhere! And it's not just aches, it's literally pain!

My nipples look nonexistent. Like my skin is pulled so tight that my nipples aren't there. I specifically asked to somehow make my nipple stick out, and he said the downgrade alone should make my nipple pop out more... I've still got time, so I'm hopeful he is right. My first time looking in the mirror made me cry... So they better pop out. If not, I'll have to go somewhere local to get something done to my nipples. I need nipples.

So as of right now, my boobs are still puckered. And my right boob is leaking what looks like iodine, but Dr. Revis said it's completely normal. He said its old blood, and sometimes it happens A LOT. So I'm going to take his word...

Also, my left dog ear incision got opened back up on accident when I was putting on my spanx. So that's lovely.

I know eventually I'll like what I see in the mirror... But as of right now, I feel hideous. I cry so much because of how I look. I feel like I got lipo for no reason because I'm still fat. I feel like my boobs are so Frankenstein like, they'll never be what I want. I know I'm just freaking out... But damn. I'm ready to look normal again. I'm ready to get back to work. I'm ready to feel attractive (even in the least).

Anyway. I'll post my 3 week pics, as well as my little boo boo w the dark blood.

Does everything look ok?

Where is my nipple?!?
If I would have know I wouldn't have a nipple, I wouldn't have gotten lipo and I would've told him to stick to making my boobs perfect!!!
I'm seriously sooooo upset!
And I'm soooo fat. When is this lipo supposed to kick in? Revis said 6 months I'll see the change, but I don't think that's how it was last time?

I've hit a huge depression right now.
Some feedback would seriously be appreciated.