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46 Year Old, 2 Kids, 4 Abdominal Surgeries and Previous BR - Fayetteville, NY

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This isn't about vanity. Yet how do you convince...

Ree86
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This isn't about vanity. Yet how do you convince others of that. And why should you have to. In the end, it is a decision you make for yourself.
Guilt...yes. Over money (other things are always more necessary); over recovery time (someone else will have to handle daily tasks for the family); over vanity (how do you teach healthy body image to your preteen).
I had endured 2 CSections with vertical incisions, 9 years apart; a umbilical laposcoptic tubal ligation; and a recent hysterectomy via davinci robot. I had a breast reduction 18 years ago. They are bigger now than before the first reduction!! I continue to have neck, back and shoulder pain with nerve impingement.
In 2010, I had a consult for TT with a local medical spa. However, I didn't feel comfortable or confident with the doctor or facility. Glad I went with my gut because they closed a short time later.
Last summer I saw a local board certified plastic surgeon. I left his office feeling awful about myself. He made comments about not doing the 2nd BR and how I didn't have enough to remove for insurance purposes and while manipulating my abdomen, commenting to the nurse about visceral fat like I wasn't there listening. Never once did he consider that I would be a self pay for whatever insurance didn't cover. I felt dismissed.
I finally went to another doctor who specializes in BR and TT (mommy makeovers) and felt completely comfortable after my consult. Surgery is scheduled for September 10, 2014.
I'm fighting the feelings of guilt on a daily basis. But I know it's not about vanity, my overall health will benefit, and my self confidence will increase.

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August 4, 2014
Hello, guilt is part of this process, you will be just fine! Congrats on your decision! Can't wait to see your pics & results!
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August 5, 2014
Hi there, congrats on your decision and I know exactly how you feel. Let me ask you, and pardon the question, but do you work? I'm having a hard time trying to take off from wok without having to tell everyone and their mother what I am doing.
August 5, 2014
I am fortunate to be self employed with my husband, owning a small local business. I, too, wondered what we were going to tell people. Then realized it really is a private personal matter and there really is no need to tell anyone anything. For close friends and family, I'm simply telling them I'm having a "procedure" and leaving it at that. I'll go off the radar for a bit to recover.
August 5, 2014
Thank you. I decided I will post the before pics along with the after, at the same time. I think the image impact will matter most then (at least to me).
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August 5, 2014
I agree totally, I too had was in same situation long ago, I should have done it when I had the time, flexibility and more money. Good luck!
UPDATED FROM Ree86
1 month pre

Obstacle overcome....phew

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I had a recent mammogram and breast ultrasound as a regular checkup just before my surgery consult. My consult went great, I am very comfortable with my PS and the office. Surgery scheduled.
Then I get a letter from radiology stating they are monitoring a finding on my mammogram/ultrasound. So I immediately get an appointment with my breast care specialist. He reassured me today that he feels it is just some cysts and that all tissue removed during BR are checked by pathologist anyway.
Geez, that was close....

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August 5, 2014
I agree with Jctmnbes that guilt is very common. Especially as moms it is so hard to give ourselves permission to do something cosmetic, but I am glad you are going for it. Please keep us posted!
August 15, 2014
Thanks. I plan on posting before and afters when the surgery is done.
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August 7, 2014
Funny how much we have in common, don't know if you can tell from my pics but I also had a previous reduction when I was 16. That was horrible. The teasing the back pain. Kids are horrible at that age. Then motherhood came and they grew back, and man did the scars get ugly. I sure hope Dr. T can make them look a lot better. Getting so excited... You go before me so I'm hoping to see some before and afters.
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August 7, 2014
Glad your mammo was ok. That's must have been nerve wracking. Your getting closeeeeee. Have you run the scenario thru your head a thousand times?
UPDATED FROM Ree86
27 days pre

One must be strong enough on your own....

Ree86
One thing about being self employed is that you are so busy that time just passes before you know it. In the days/week since my last update, my husband has dropped the other shoe in his support. Now I get " do you have to get both the breasts and the tummy done ?" Really?! You have to ask. Say what you mean. Yes it's a lot of money. Some tears and emotion on my part of feeling like the only one I thought was in my corner fully, really isn't. This is for me. I will not back down because of someone else's reasonings. So I have to be strong for myself. I believe the end result will be well worth it.
On another note, I received my hospital surgical paperwork today. This is really happening . I have preop appointment with surgeon on 25th. Surgery on Sept 10th with a calendar packed agenda until then.

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August 14, 2014
Hey there, just checking up on you. You doing ok?
August 15, 2014
Hey. Yea. Finally posted an update last night. Super busy with work and the older child off to college. Mostly preoccupied and it hasn't really sunk in that it's only in a few weeks!