26 yr old mom to 1 toddler. profile silicone moderate plus profile (**UPDATE 2 years later)

I've known I've wanted breast implants since I was 17 yrs old and realized that out of all the women in the family I was the flat chested one. I am now 26 yrs old and I'm so excited to be getting this done finally. On February 12 I had my consultation with Dr. Agullo. I did a lot of research for the past 2 yrs. He recommended 398 cc moderate profile sub muscular insertion. He pretty much said I didn't have a choice of over and under the muscle because I hardly have any breast tissue and if I went over the muscle it wouldn't look natural at all. After much thinking I think I want to go with 400 or 425 cc. Go big or go home lol. My main concern is that it will make me look like I have a big back. My chest measures a 36 my waist a 28 and my hips 38 so I'm pretty much shaped like a ruler no curves anywhere. I will post pictures soon. So very very nervous

So its exactly 31 days before my surgery and I'm starting to question my decision. I've been reading a lot of bad stories of women who've had complications. I've wanted this since I was a teenager but reading about all the bad outcomes is making me question if this is the right choice for me. If it's not broke why fix it. Some lady mentioned that " your new boobs are just being borrowed they don't belong to you, at some point you will need to get them out" . * sigh* at the same time I'm excited. I'm having different emotions . I wonder if this is normal? Maybe I should stay off the Internet for a while. I can't seem to stay off this site. I love reading reviews and experiences, I guess I want to see the good the bad I want to know it all.