Nearly 40 with 40 DDD

Haven't been on real self a lot .. Just been really busy and tried to stay off cause I was having so much anxiety and I. Stayed here too much wanting to guess how I would turn out .. My left nipple still numb but some of my incision areas are too ..still hoping feeling will come back . my insurance paid my Dr but I'm still waiting for anesteisa and hospital to file ..then they will refund my Dr and then he will refund me .. Of course they are all dragging their feet so I called BCBS yesterday and explained it all and they called the other places .. Dr bakers office hasn't even told them to file it Yet I was so mad .. They been paid since May ..which means I paid them and BCBS paid them .. That's fraud if they don't pay me and it's almost August m.they been paid since the 11st part of May .. Anyway I know they aren't committing fraud just dragging their feet. You know how drs are .. Sheesh even my regular doc . I call over and over and leave messages but they never call me back.. Just gotta keep calling . so annoying I hate how they do


Anyway right a tad smaller than left but still a huge improvement..

After surgery I had some issues with anxiety , and it caused me to freak out about a lo my nude pictures on here . I just freaked out really bad . That passed a while back but I wanted to be suse before I posted anymore.

My breasts look really good my left areola is way bigger than my right I think I may have a small seroma in my left bresst right under my areola . But it's definitely swelled at least a little . don't kmow how much this will go down . But if it doesn't it can be fixed easy enough . I'll be 6 weeks Monday 3-30 I think is the date but whatever Monday is close to then .. I'll post a few pictures

Also I'm mad at my old dr , he sent me bill I documented that he never requested to anthem bcbs like they were suposed to so I wrote a letter and sent back the bill . Well I got a letter from bcbs approving my surgery on both breasts last week ..ugh that makes me mad .. it took less than a week to get approved and for both breasts when he was said only one would be covered .. anyway my surgeon says we might can get paid back so we will see .

Though I think it's jerky of real self not to remove those nude pics of me when I explained it's adding to me severe anxiety I realize they don't have to . As if I knew I'd start having these strange thoughts right ? like I knew I was going to turn into a basket case after suregry . I read one review where the lady pointed out a reduction messes with your hormone too. Well maybe that's adding to it I don't know .. looks like they could make an exception when someone is about to go over the edge .. plus I had no idea it was possible my pictures might show up in a search engine .. yep better read their disclaimers .. I thought only members could see them . Anyway what's done is done .. I still can't breathe yesterday was better and today was too but tonight I can't breathe it's the only symptom I still have


On my breasts , I'll be 2 weeks Monday it's Saturday now , my left one is bigger but I think it's swelling cause my left nipple protrudes out just looks like swelling . My left nipple is a tad taller too 1 cm taller to be exact but it looks more stretched out from swelling . So hoping it will go down and nipples will be closer to thr same size and breasts too .. not even 2 weeks surely I have some swelling still .. other thna that they look great perky and cute about a D maybe a DD of course thr bra calculator says I'm a 38 F which is nonsense .. well that's all its Saturday time changes so I gotta get to sleep gotta teach SS in the morning so I need to be fresh not falling asleep .. pray my areola /nipple will settle down to the same size thanks