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So im 52 days post op. ..and im still to stiff and sore to return back to work..I have been off of pain meds for about 2 weeks now..I will take some aleve every blue moon..just to think it might ease some of the pain..but in actuality it does nothing for me..this has honestly been the hardest and longest situation I have ever had to deal with..im so depressed right now..sometimes I wish I never had this surgery. ..will I ever feel normal again? ..I just want to feel like myself...Lord please heal my body..don't know how much longer I can take this pain..PLEASE GOD

I was 2 weeks post up in this picture. .

Hello everyone. .today is Friday. .and I am 9 days post op..had kind of a rough recovery the past 8 days..drains kept getting clogged. .and everything else on top of that..but God is good..and a healer. Today is the first day Im feeling half way like myself..its rough ladies. .really rough..recovering from this surgery. .its no joke..so please please be prepared. .everyone is different and do recover at different paces. .but I can say i am officially done with surgery. .especially after this experience. .pics coming soon..