Newbie! A Little About Myself

I have about 2 weeks left before b I leave. This is going to be a physical, emotional, and spiritual experience. My family has supported my decision, and I can not thank them enough. They have all huddled to see who was going to do what, and the kids are even taking part in how we are going to take care of mommy when she gets back. My oldest said she is a little scared for me, but i told her everything will be ok. I will be in the best hands. So, now my nerves are done! I have packed and unpacked. I have taken things out, added things in, and still thinking about things to buy. Lol I am a mess! That is okay though. I know when it's all said and done. This time next year (god willing) I will still be at peace with my decision. I will post my before pics, the day before sx. Not quite eager to share my shame.

I have 51 days until I become a beautiful butterfly! I think I have all my supplies. How many pads will we need? I have purchased 4 bags so far,but I have the notion to buy more?!

Hope all of you ladies had a wonderful Christmas with your loved ones. I have decided to post my pre op pics. I will try to get those up today sometime. The new year is right around the corner, and my time is vastly approching. I am starting to feel the excitement, the reality, and anxieties all at once lol. Thats okay though it will be well worth it in the end.