1 year Post Op from Part 1 of Mommy Makeover! Not what I expected, final review!

It has been officially a year with my boobs! I really don't like them. They are ugly when I move my arms, lay down or basically do anything involving my arms. They are saggy and still have lose skin. I hate how my underwrite for my bra now digs into the top of my ribs now. I believe this is happening because of the new pocket that was created for the implant. It moved everything so far down that, my boobs sag. Oh well! My left implant is also not in the whole pocket and slides to my armpit when I lay down. I was going to have it fixed and have something done to help the ugly puckering of my boobs when I use my arms, but the doctor wanted another $2,000 and something for it. I couldn't afford it and want to save money for my tummy tuck. I think overall they look ok in clothes if they are covered, but have to be mindful tank tops because my skin wrinkles up when I move my arms. Very disappointed. I ended up being a 36C, wanted a bit bigger and wished they could have stayed the way they were when I first had them done. They were perfect then!
Lipo, it was uneven and I had a dent, the doctor wanted to fix this in the O.R. when he fixed my boobs, but I said no and opted to have in done in the office. It looks ok. I really wished he would have rolled me over and got more of my muffin top, instead of tilting me. Not what I had hoped for. There still is a difference from left to right in size of hips, but the indent is gone now.
I was really happy at first and loved my reaults, but as time passed and healing and settling took place the results were not what I expexted.
I feel embarrassed to be on top of my husband during Sex because of my deformed boobs when I flex and move. He says it is ok, but it is because he loves me. I have really battled writing this review because I don't want to sound like a whiny [RS bleep] and hurt anyone's feelings. I have decided to stick the the facts. The fact is, I look mediocre and I guess that will have to do if I like it or not.

Thank you to all the wonderful people on here for sending your kind words during this sad time. I love how this site builds people up, instead of tearing them down. Thank you all again! {Hugs}

A little over a year ago I found out my mother in law had cancer. She died this morning. She never smoked, drank, did drugs and cancer attacked her lungs, then her bones. It took the most amazing woman and influence in my life. I was raised by my father and never had a mother. She took me under her wing and called me daughter. She taught me how to cook, how to sew, how to love the Lord and turned me into the woman am today. She went to church every Wednesday and Sunday and praised the Lord daily and spread the good word. She was the walk the walk and talk the talk lady. She never faltered in who she was and was an exceptional example of how to be a wife, mother, friend, grandmother, human and Worshiper of Christ. I will strive to walk in those foot steps. I will honor her name and memory. It was the best 19 years a girl could ask for and such a blessing to call you mom. I love you! She was asleep and surrounded by love this morning. My poor father in law lost his wife of 44 years, his high school sweetheart and best friend. This last week has been an emotional roller coaster, but there are no regrets. We all got say what we needed to say and so did she. Being away from our home and living down here the last few months has been wonderful! Our last holidays were spent with all her children, grandchildren and great grandchildren surrounding her in love. Hug those people you love a little tighter today! Life is too short not to.