ReAdy to retire this BoDy and become a Yily GoDDesS! 25 days and my HeMo is Straight TripPing @ 11.2! - Dominican Republic, DO

So I been trying to occupy myself with other things, but the closer I get the more I eat, sleep, and think about my new ass! Especially all the fun I am going to have this summer being free to wear what the hell I want without fat over spilling everywhere! I am 25 days away and still haven't gotten my life together as far as this trip, supplies and tickets! Instead of panicking I am taking it one day at a time. So I has my doctors appointment and got my result on Monday, so my BMI is 32 which is good considering it needs to be under 35, but my hemo is 11.2 wtf, I need that ish to be 13 and higher I need Yily to LIPO the hell outter my upper body. So my Dr put a prescription in for a stronger iron and I am going to stack up on some liver and eat it 2-3 times a week with steamed spinach! So I hope it's not yucky, ladies feel free to share some tips on how to cook it, my family is from the southern part of the US and they smoother it in gravy. I also need some ingredients for some fruit juices to help increase the iron as well so somebody help me please Baby Jesus!!! I haven't reached the nervous part yet, just trying to remain cool calm and collective, and pray everything fall in place financially wise! I've been through so much throughout the years that I feel as if I am well deserving of doing something for me that only I will benefit from! I am always doing things and putting others before me, I just finally want something ONLY FOR ME!!!

Happy New Years sistas!!! The countdown is on!!! I cannot tell u how excited I am! I am purchasing my tickets on Friday and just playing the waiting game. The closer I get the more obsessed and anyicipation I get, with sucking in and pulling on fat to see how my body would look, reading and waiting for updates. Post op sisters u have to understand that us pre op baby sistas hate to stalk and get on ur nerves but we just so damn curious and ready to be where u guys are. I know me I look forward to certain updates and pics and I be pissed when I be stalking for an update and it be like last updated 7, 10,18 days ago lol.All I keep thinking is damn I am so close to my dream body I am freaking out. It's so aggy not being able to wear what u want, or not feeling comfortable or sexy enough in your own skin, don't get me wrong I am not one of those insecure chicks I am confident and content with who I am mentally as a person and could care less about what ppl feel about me, but reaDy to change my physical appearance! Blah blah blah! Lol just give me some hips and ass....oh and a flat tummy.