7DAYS TILL **IM A DURAN DOLL** LA REINA OF BBLS :))

Just to vent.. Noticed quite a bit of negativity on RS... Ladies ignore the negativity we are all ADULTS and can make our own choices! Im grown and have done extensive research with MY doctor to know I'm in good hands! So that's it and what happened with another doctor isn't my concern because my only concern is my doctors credibility and I do not doubt hers at all at this point! We all have different reasons for doing this and for someone who is wanting to get a BBL who does that same someone bring themselves to judge other women on here for getting BBLS? Its not just about a [RS bleep] and if thats all it is to you maybe your the one with the problem not us. To think we are taking a huge risk for the sake if shallowness alone you are sadley mistaken. A womans essence is essentially about feeling good and radiating love. It's hard to do that if you look in the mirror and feel dissatisfied if you look in the mirror and don't feel beautiful EVERY woman wants to feel beautiful this is NOT a crime and anyone who tells you different is full of it. The same kind of person who says " don't complain about how you look if you don't like it do something about it" is the same person who will then turn around and insult those who ARE doing something about it. This is not SELFISH! If I am not my best if I am not feeling my best I CANNOT be my best I cannot live up to my best and I cannot GIVE my best to my family if I am not satisfied with my self internally and externally. Ladies I'm gonna try and avoid reading anymore blogs on here for now because I am annoyed with the immaturity and uneccsary ugliness. If anyone needs ENCOURAGMENT or support I'm all ears!!! Not here to put any RS sister down! This is hard enough as it is! This is YOUR life and YOUR change! Don't let anyone make you apologize for it!!! Love yourself WITHOUT APOLOGIZING!!!!

So everything is all set and I'm cleared for surgery God is good and I'm just leaving it in his hands!! I'm so excited and just trying to mentally prepare myself. I'm getting a full body wax on Friday and then flying out Sunday SX on Monday. My hemoglobin 12.9 which isn't great but as long as it doesn't drop until sx there should be no delays. I ordered a professional message kneeling chair google it you will see why it's perfect for bbl TT combo procedure recovery. Comes in a bad it's portable but my man will be there to assemble it. Cost me 60 bucks on amazon. Hopefully it will be here by Saturday at the latest. Also ordered my inflatable tube for sleeping lol. I'm so excited so is my boo. Things have been much more calm around here so I think the dust settled with the bad energy. Those of you who prayed for me thank you! Sunday can't come any faster!!! :))

Ok ladies I have had ALOT going on which is why I have been not updated in a little while. Now let me just say before I share the following please don't judge me lol. I do believe in and love Christ very much but I'm not into fundamentalism and I keep an open mind and am also very realistic. But those of you who do have spiritual relationships let me tell you! The enemy is trying to [RS bleep] with me. LITERALLY. He's terrorizing my dreams and even my poor fiancée who's practically agnostic so for him to be spooked something is not too happy about the positive direction my life is headed. I believe in the power of prayer and I need all of my sisters to PRAY FOR ME AND MY FIANCÉ and if you don't pray send me LOTS OF POSITIVE VIBES AND ENERGY. I know God is with me and I will be persistent with my plan! I KNOW God will heal and rid any and all weapons and afflictions made against me. I don't mean to sound so religious but ladies this [RS bleep] is real. The enemy trying to afflict my health my stomach is swelled up been so for two weeks strait and I go to the bathroom never had this happen so swelled I have a lump under my rib now. But I know he's doing this so I know GOD will fix it. And the only reason I know the enemy is Responsible is because he showing himself...literally. But F him cause she aint [RS bleep] with The Lord backing me up and with me power of prayer this whatever it is will be nothing serious when I get my labs back tomorrow. And once everything comes back clear I'm GOING to DR I will recover to the best of my health AND I will be happy and marry my fiancé and continue to build our lives. Thank you for any support you girls have given me I truly appreciate if!!! On a lighter note, I am prepared. I have supplies and I'm going to rush order a message kneeling chair for recovery PERFECT for the combo procedure! Can't wait to meet duran I just know in my heart that regardless of the attempts to put fear in me I know that everything will be ok. I am lucky to have such a supportive fiancé who will do anything to see me happy. I just want to be my best so I can give my best to him and my son. Pray ladies pray for me!!!