I'm So Anxious - Dominican Republic

Lord knows I can't wait to get this done lol. I am literally on real self every chance I get and Instagram surgery pages. I changed by Doctor and I'm going to stay in the states because Duran never answers and I'm afraid of what if!!! Better to be safe than sorry. Now I'm try n get my 500 dollars back. By next week I'm make my deposit to the next Doctor . I'm going to get my surgery done in Miami like everyone else lol by James mcadooo he does amazing work and I love his work. I like the he is personal I can text him ask any questions I want. I already heard of the mishap that happen with the 3 doctors and his name was involved but he said that his nothing to do with that. He has never had any mishaps before that I heard nothing but great things plus his work shows how great he is. He is done thousands of bbl so I'm excited to go with him. A lot of girl on here had nothing but great things to say about. Super excited n can't wait. Every night I look in the mirror n pretend like I'm talking to Doctor to tell him how I want my body Lmaooo. Does any of you girls do this as well ? Lol

So I got a new jobs so I'm have to change my date from December of this years to May 2017 ????. Honestly I already send Duran 500 dollars but I'm still so confused if I want to stay in the states only for a peace of mind,but anywho having surgery there is honestly no peace of mind until it's all done. I'm so in love with Duran work ya. All these ladies are going out so damn bomb I'm so jealous lol. These ladies look amazing which even make me want to follow through with it even more. Everyone now a day have their Goddamn body done and I'm like over here like it my time now ????. But no rush at all. To all the ladies heading to DR save travels I can't wait to see all the bomb results! Don't worry it definitely happening over here that's all I talk about and I have been saving so hopefully all works out when it's my time. Peace love and happiness! I will keep u ladies and guys posted on my journey. Here are my pic by the way.

Before I started this journey I was about 125 lbs I went on the scale the other day 150 something lbs I'm not feeling sexy at all I'm overall a confident girl but I don't feel sexy at all I'm really annoyed by my weight and so ready to change this damn body I think about it 24/7 now. I might have to change my date to may ugh! Because that's when I get my 2 weeks but I'm not 100% sure yet! I'm so annoyed lol if I change my date I get to save a lot More so no rush but I wish I never a gain all this damn weight but I have been working out so my plan to lose 10 lbs and I'm good lol. And recovery to all the dolls going through there recovery