Tummy Tuck!! - Concord, CA

Well.... I guess I'm really doing this! Deposit paid, my name is written down in my PS's calendar! Ive been on the fence with this procedure for years! I had a BA in 2012, I chickened out on the TT then. Since the BA I've been on a war path to get my stomach in the best shape I could with diet and exercise. Well, I've lost 10 pounds and work out 6 days a week.... I do believe I've done all I can.
Everyone thinks I'm crazy... I'm a size 2 and yes my stomach is flat with clothes on, it's just this skin! I hate it! And the stretch marks... Oh, the appendix scar I've hated since I was 10... Let's not forget the cool c section scar to! Everything must go! Hahaha!
I'm not gonna lie, I am extremely nervous about the TT scar! My stomach isn't that bad, I hope the trade off will be worth it ( please let it be worth it!)

With my BA, I was so excited! I never had any doubts. With this TT I'm so worried I'm making the wrong decision. What if the trade off isn't worth it? Some extra skin, stretch marks, c section scar, and an appendix scar, for a huge TT scar. My stomach is for the most part flat already. If this scar isn't low enough, I think I'll hate it. For the most part, I'm fine rocking a bikini, I'd love to look better in one though. I don't think the TT is going to change the way I look in clothes. I'll be happier with my appearance naked, as long as my scar is ok.
Ughhhh..... So many doubts! Why can't I just be excited like I was with my BA? I hear if you're already in good shape, your results are even better. I think the scar is what makes me the most nervous.
Oh my PS also said I'll have a vertical scar. I'm having a hard time finding pictures of this. Any help? :)