11/29/14 will make me 2 years post op!!! figured id give a lil update :-)
Well where to start...let's see I'm a 30 year old...
Well where to start...let's see I'm a 30 year old homemaker with 3 crazy boys 11, soon to be 10, 6, and one giant baby my hubby. I had my babies young and my first two are only 18 months apart, this really did a number on the stomach :( . I am 5' 4" and 178 lbs BLAH! I am the biggest I have ever been in my life other than pregnancy of course! I normally always weighed between 140-145. I work out and eat well but to no avail. Losing the weight in my stomach just will not go away. Let me add all my children were born via c-section and I have a wonderful overhang from it. Exciting NOT! No matter what size I am I can not wear the cute low rise jeans because it hangs over the top! So disgusting! I lack confidence and it sucks! I really just want to feel good about myself and wear cute clothes verses the t-shirt and jeans I always wear! I hate it, I just want to look in the mirror and not want to throw up by what I see! Just wish to be comfortable in my own skin!
With all that being said after reading through tons of others experiences I realize we all feel the same when it comes to the money, shouldn't I spend it on my kids? But ya know what my husband is super supportive and let's me know I deserve to do this and its not selfish to make yourself happy and let's face it when Momma's happy everyone is happy lol. I haven't told anyone other than my parents and brother. Of course they all think I'm crazy but support me anyways! I love em! But I don't plan on telling anyone because really it's only my business and don't feel like being judged! Which is exactly why I love this site, there are so many women who feel the same!
My surgery is scheduled for November 29, 2012 I can't wait today I have no anxiety over it and am ready to get it done! But everyday is different and some days I think what the hell am I doing!? My pre-op is Monday the 12th so I'm sure that day the anxiety will fly!
As soon as I figure out how to upload pics ill get...
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Not having the greatest day, uploading these...
Also the fact that I accidently made my fatness my main profile pic and have no clue how to change it to something else bothers me :( BLAH. I hope to add better before pics as I had to take them myself because I will not allow my Hubby to see me like that! I know he loves me for me but still not the most comfotable feeling in the world...but I know many of you understand!
Anyway I hope today will get better, which I know it will just got to turn my frown upside down right? And know the frown my belly button gives (LOL) will soon be gone!!!
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