Terrified of Needing a Revision, 37, Breast Lift, Tummy Tuck, MR, Mommy of 3 - Columbia, SC

I went to see my PS yesterday and things went very well. I got my first peek at the new me. I can't fully subscribe to an emotion right now. I kinda look like someone was playing with plays doh and took a break. Lol. No regrets... I can see my Cooch without effort which is really cool. My pain level is very manageable... I feel stiff, heavy, and tired. Swelling is ridiculous and has my Cooch looking like a baseball. It makes walking a huge challenge. I was able to take a shower. Can't say that it was pleasurable. I felt like I was going to faint after the binder came off. It got progressively worse the longer I tried to appreciate the water. I felt a little fresher after but the effort was overwhelming. I went out today with the family for about an hour and all went well with the exception of having a baseball in between my thighs. My breasts are interesting. No pain and I now have sensitive nipples. I haven't had that maybe ever. My chest looks like I've been working out non stop for years. After having saggy boobs for 18 years it's amazing to have boobs that don't hit my knee when I take off my bra. The left one has some leakage going on but they seem to be healing nicely.

Today was a tough day. Not too much pain... Just very uncomfortable. I learned the hard way that I can no longer eat the same size portion for now and forcing it is a bad idea. I also had no idea that the swelling would occupy every part of my body. I literally feel like I'm going to explode. My vagina is literally looking like a pair of testicles. Holy crap this sucks. I don't know if I should take gas-x, tums, or just pray about it. I was barely walking before. Now I have to gap my legs out to avoid pinching my
Cooch. First appointment is tomorrow. I have yet to see the results but I have no regrets currently. Looking forward to better days

Today was a pretty good day. I am super swollen, especially my thighs and who-ha. I'm starting to get itchy on my back and the back pain is so serious. Still can't touch the binder so I get to wonder a little longer. Something is oozing out of my breast and they are very hard and tingling.