34 Years Old, Mother of 2, Looking to Bring Back Volume Lost (And More!) Due to Breastfeeding - Colorado Springs, CO

I never really had any major issues with my breast size or appearance, but I always wondered what it would be like to have bigger breasts. I just figured I'd leave well enough alone. However, after breastfeeding my two children for 36 months combined, I lost enough volume to feel flat chested and slightly saggy. I don't have the most curvy/feminine figure so it kind of messed with my femininity and self-confidence. After deciding that we most likely won't have any more children, it finally became feasible to move forward with BA. I started researching last year when I moved to Colorado but I was still nursing at the time. After my son self-weaned, I cranked up my research and set a goal to have the surgery within the next year. The time has finally come! So far I have met with 2 doctors and both came very highly recommended. I put down a deposit and scheduled the procedure for later this month with one of the Drs (Dr Aaron Smith) because he was just amazing in every way. He was very thorough, professional and reassuring about achieving my goals. His credentials speak for themselves and he has a wonderfully supportive staff. Below are a few photos of my dream boobs/boob goals (Mia Khalifa). I was a 34C at my perkiest and have been as big as a 34DDD when I was engorged... I know cup size doesn't matter but I'm hoping to end up around that same size. I'm 5'6 and 150lbs. Both of the docs I've seen agreed that my frame can carry 600-650ccs without looking like bolt-ons. I want them big but my priority is for them to end up as squishy and fluffy as possible. Right now that looks like it's gonna be 600. I'll let you all know for sure after my pre-op appt next week.

I'm going to try my best to document this journey. Both for myself but especially for others that may benefit from it. Paying it forward, because this site has been very helpful to me. Here are a couple of "before" pics. My pre-op is in 3 days and I'm getting very antsy & nervous! I can only imagine what that last week before surgery is gonna be like.

Thursday morning feels like a million years away right now! So many thoughts and emotions going through my mind. Mostly praying for a smooth and seamless procedure and a quick recovery. I know the surgery itself is less than an hour but the general anesthesia scares the heck out of me. For some reason, I always wake up screaming and terrified. Dr. Smith assured me that the anesthesiologist will take that all into consideration. I'm sure everyone has these crazy last minute doubts but it's still nice to hear that I'm not alone. I think being a mother makes it all that much more difficult... Mom guilt! As in, what if something happens? Did I risk everything for something selfish? I'm reassured in knowing that my surgeon is very well-qualified, I'm a healthy individual and it's a pretty common procedure. Ugh! These nerves suck! I just want it to be Thursday already. I guess the only thing that'll make me feel better is... MORE WISH BOOBIES! :-) *Feel free to send over any extra good vibes you might have laying around. Even though we're all strangers, I take great comfort in your words and encouragement. ??