im going to be a duran doll.....hopefully!!!1! - Dominican Republic

So my flight is all booked and my date is officially locked in. Im still debating on a RH. I hooked up with a few girls on Instagram that i found have the same date as me....2 going to the same doctor and others going to a different surgeon. They are staying at Armonia but something about that place just sets me off the wrong way. Everytime i speak to Myra there seems to be a miscommunication of some sort. I would really like to stay at Contreras guest house to be close to him but i still cant find any reviews on his guest house yet. And considering that there is going to be four of us at Armonia in a room that means that the price per night will go down...cant really argue with that. The girl that hooked me up with her room said that once she gets there and she doesnt like it that then she will contact Contreras and we will stay at his guest house. I have some decision making to do.

Okay so after my little meltdown I hit up Dr. Contreras. Even though I emailed him two months ago he said he would still honor the quote he gave me of $2,500. I asked him if he had anything for the end of February and he said he could get me in on Feb 19, 2015. That was a little too soon for me, it would have only left me with one week to book flights, get my hemo up, etc. So I asked if he had something for beginning of March. He was able to put me down for March 3, 2015 but I have to hurry up and book my flight to lock in the date. Im going to book my flight tomorrow and get some supplies from my job lol. I would like to stay at his guest house, that way I know he is close by. I keep looking at his pics on instagram and these ladies are looking soooooo good. I hope everything works out. My sx is only 3 weeks away. I have been taking the SSS Tonic which tastes horrible but I have only 3 weeks to make sure my hemo is good and im not taking any risks. Wish me luck.

So ladies once again i did not have my sx. I had to cancel on it again. This is the second time. To the ladies that tried to get in touch with me to buddy up....i sincerely apologize if you think i blew yall off. Ive just been so upset about not being able to get my sx that i just shut down and didnt feel like talking. If any of you still went around the date i was suppose to go then i hope everything went okay with your sx. Maybe this is a sign that i shouldnt do this....i dont know. Im going to try and see if i can get a date beginning of march. We will see how it goes :(