People could be so mean!!!!!

Well It basically goes like this! i've always wanted to feel better about myself after losing so much weight i decided i was going to start making myself feel like i always thought who i was suppose to be.. I recently got a bbl done a week & four days ago! Although i love the shape that i got i think i might have to get a revision done when i am healed i hope & pray that my doctor doesnt charge me anything because i simply cannot afford it! i saved $8g in a year and sacrificed so much to start my journey to love the skin im in!!! Hoping & praying everything goes great!!!

Hello ladie's of realself! i am sorta new to this site & barely started reading & looking around! I can't believe how many women who look amazing after getting bbl's like Dr.Perry's patients i think from florida. Dr.kim from beverly hills Dr.Salama from miami i think as well just amazing!!!! i wish i were one of you's!!!! I recieved a bbl two weeks ago today & it's disappointing. its not at all what i expected! I saved so much $ within just one yr & sacrificed all i had to give & i feel like a complete fool!!!!!! i cannot believe this mistake i made! i am a single mother of a four year old boy & a legal guardian of my 14 yr old sister i am 22 yrs old who lives in chicago illinois i spent $8050 & it just slipped through my fingers & went down the drain with the rest of the [RS bleep]!!!! i cry everyday & every time im on this site! some people are just not that lucky! It alway's happens to the people who have nothing to give but do so much to be happy & still aren't! i never been happy with my body i was very big as a teenager & after giving birth to my son in 2010 i started to excercise & get my life on track i lost over 100 pounds i felt great about that but now about how your body looks after! i need a tummy tuck & breast lift with implants but this is reality & things cost $$$$$$. i decided i was going to start saving to make my body better & to really feel like a complete women! i am so dissapointed i cannot believe this happened to me i was so damn excited to get one procedure down & only have two to go now i feel like i've never even started!!!! Back to square one :,( I hope when my 6 month healing is here that everything will work out & that i get to where i deserve to be!!!!! I thank Dr.William Bruno in hollywood who has greatfully said he will try to help me out when the time comes!!!!! Praying everyday!!!!!!!!!! I do not criticize my surgeon i just wish he captured more of what i wanted!!!!!!

Hey There!!!! i have a serious question that i need to be answered... my surgeons office says its ok to take off my garment at my two weeks mark is this ok to do?? & my major question i have lumps all over my body my stomach my legs & a few small one's on my arms i've been massaging them twice a day in the shower because the soap helps since it's so soapy & goes over it soothly rather then rough oww! will these lumps go away??? i am terrified