Waste of money - smaller boobs after my so called augmentation

I had my first breast augmentation in 1998 and knew I was very overdue getting them re done. When I had my first consultation with Cosmedicare the main focus from the surgeons point of view was finding out what my already implants were like so I made arrangements to get an mri of them which cost me a further 1500 pounds on top of their fee. In my mind all I wanted was to go a lot bigger. My first implants were done on nhs so I had no option with my size and they were very small. This time as I was paying for it I really wanted to go big and get what I always wanted. The whole time I was in my consultation I never held an implant. I could see them on the table behind the surgeon, and every time I brought up size (even showing a picture that I had on my phone for last 10 years) it was dismissed because the main concern was finding out what state my original implants were. Safety was definitely paramount to him. I’ll give him that. Next consultation after my surgery was booked for over the phone and my surgeon said that I wanted to go smaller or stay the same!!! I never said that ever. Infact he barely had the size conversation with me, despite it being all I wanted to talk about. I tried several times during the first consultation to tell him what size I wanted. I did tell him. I also have several emails back and forth with Cosmedicare staff of conversations about size. There can be no argument from them that I never mentioned my main issue being going bigger. I have so many emails and text and fb messenger conversations about it. Then on the day of the surgery, again he says I want to go smaller or stay the same! Frustratingly I said no!!! I want big! Big big big! I walked out of there a few hours later with what I was told was 480cc. I told them before I went in I wanted a minimum of 560. I later found out, much later that I was lied to as I only got 410cc. I was also spoken to like a child when I rang the bed bell post surgery twice to get my needle out my arm after the op because I was having a panic attack because o knew just by looking at them that they were nowhere near what I asked for and I just needed to get outside. The nurse shouted over to me that she was on her own and would be with me soon and she was on her own. It was her tone rather than her words. She was very obviously unhappy that I’d rang the bell more than once. This was in a hospital! A private hospital! 1 member of staff! My complaint is I was not listened to. My money was taken from me and I didn’t get what I thought I was paying for. If I was told I wouldn’t get anywhere near what I wanted I would never have gone to them or given them a penny. I went In wearing a 36d bra. Almost a year later I now wear a 36c bra! 6500 pounds later to have smaller boobs after my so called breast augmentation surgery! I did complain and the surgeon admitted his mistake and said he would do the surgery again for free. Cosmedicare however still want to charge me thousands of pounds to use their hospital! I would never go back to Cosmedicare. The argument they have with all this is ridiculous. They should never have given me that hope when there was a possibility I couldn’t get what I wanted. This was never a conversation I ever had with them. They were all very excited for me after the many conversations we had about size to see the end result! Almost a year later and watching my breasts get smaller and smaller I am disappointed to say the least. I hate looking at myself. I avoid mirrors. I never look at my breasts in the bath or shower. I hate them! I may aswell have just given 8000 pounds to the first homeless person I saw. I’d be happier with the outcome Of my money I think. If your thinking about having surgery with Cosmedicare Edinburgh. I’d really make sure you get it through to them what you want and without an Atleast 99% guarantee that they can give you that, I wouldn’t let them take your money.