Botched Eyes Left Me with No Confidence

Botched surgery has left me with severely rounded outer eye corners and scleral show. Ive lost the almond eye shape I had for wide, round ugly eyes. I look awful. I have lost all of my confidence. I've since seen three oculoplastic surgeons who each told me far too much lower lid skin was removed. I'm looking at a hugely expensive revision, which I'll never afford.