34 Years Old, Round 2 with Dr. Stanton - Beverly Hills, CA

Hey ! I can't believe that i'll go for buttimplants again!!!!!
2014 i had buttimplants done by a GERMAN ps and i think he's Never done Implants before, cause he didn't Show me any befor and after pics of buttimplants. Instead of being sceptic i just had a nice Butt in my mind:(:(:( well, i had to pay my Lesson.
After one week i had an infection and they had to be removed and i payed 11.500 euro for nothing.on top of that he quot me another 2000 euro to have them removed!!!!!!!!
I was done with the wish of having a big round butt for almost a year!!
But then i really started to get very sad about probably never be like all these sexy curvy behinds from rs.
So i started to read every single review of buttimplants here ON this page. And it Looks to me like Dr.stanton is the Butt King!
I emailed mindy my story and about how scared i am to have another op cause i think i could not handle another dissapointment. He quoted me 9.500$ and i think comparing to Germany it is kind of cheap.
I planed to go in April 2016 to have the buttimplants with stanton.once in my live i visited L.a before, so it scares me a little to go all by myself across the Ocean get operated and fly back. In case of complications where should i go to in berlin! Since it's not a common surgery in Germany.so i planed to stay at least to weeks in town after i 'll get my Implants. Do u guys think it will ne enough to be on the safe side???? I am soooo scared that they get infected again!!!!!!! And than what should i do? Fly all the way from Germany to the us?? My Five Kids are still quiet small so i really have to plan evrything properly.
Sooo excited and hoping so much that everything will go Fine.

Yesterday I talked to Dr. stanton's patient
Coordinator mindy lendino..she is so lovely and u feel immediatedly familiar to her.
We set up my op Date and i asked if it's better to do a little lipo on my love handles to achieve the best result in the end.since i am quiet skinny Dr.stanton will decide it when he Sees me in person.now i want to ask you experienced women what is really neccessary to bring with me to LA ? I can't believe that i will have a sexy butt soon!!!!!!!!!!!!! On the otherhand i'm scared that something will go wrong:( and nervous about zu reaction of my husband :(:( he doesn't like the idea that my butt will be bigger at all.hm,now i have to wait wait wait wait!!!!! I ordered the booty buddy, hope it gonna help me sleeping ON my back, it is uncomfortable for me to lay on my stomach ,i have 700 cc in my breast.
Another thing which keeps me awake at Night is, which size or shape will look good on me????? I want a change, my behind is so flat but i don't want like a comicbfigure:(:(:( no one has buttimplants here in germany, soo don't want everyone to see straight away it is fake...uuuggghh!!! On the otherhand i don't want to go through all that and in the end it is barely noticebel.

Hey Girls, i have met this wonderful lady from UK who wants to do the same procedure with stanton. I originally booked my trip with my husband but I kind of forced him:) to come with me and he was soooo happy when I told him there is a Girl also from Europe going to the US.i called mindy and asked if we could get operated the same day and they SAID yes!!!!!! It feels very good ,knowing there is someone by your side who is going through the same thing:):):) our new Date will be 11th of march! Way better so I only have to wait less time till surgery will be. Someone suggest a nice hotel close to stanton's office??