Excited and Nervous at the Same Damn Time (revised) YILY in this thang!

This is by far the best website to stay in tuned with before and after your surgery date. These dolls on this site give it to you straight from the best garment to wear to when sit on your new booty and when not to. This site should be required for any and all surgeries because most of all it helps you OWN. Own what you got and enjoy all of your moneys worth. I am so excited for my new and enhanced donk and I look forward to keeping up with my realself girls every step of the way . Now from now until February im going hard in the gym, build up all that muscle so when the fat gets taken away my new body will shine like a star in the night lmao. Everytime I turn around I nee people to say "Oh yea...she DID THAT."

Hey BBL fam, just want to throw it out there that this website is so stupid when it comes to writing reviews. Ive written two and they didn’t even post…they just disappeared. Fortunately the second one disappeared before I had gotten a chance to finish it so I didn’t have to write the whole thing. So now I have learned to type my reviews on a word document (something with an undo button) until management fixes the kinks. I will try and rewrite it for the third time and hope that it is better than the first and second round.
So last week I received some sucky news so I was bummed for about an hour then went back to being excited again lol. So my cousin and I were supposed to be doing our surgery together (same day, same doctor) but she decided against it for self-conscious reasons that clearly DID NOT APPLY TO ME. She mentioned that she needed to really reevaluate her thought process and figure out what she is really doing it for; she also said financially the time wasn’t right and I could totally respect that. But yea I was bummed only because in my mind we were going to go through the process together BUTTTT now that im looking on the bright side things are actually better this way. I spoke with the patient coordinator and she said she will schedule my surgery to be the only surgery in a longer time frame that way I can have double the in house recovery time and the Doc will also have more time to work on my perfection lol. And my cousin also volunteered to take care of me for the first three days so I don’t have to pay for a caregiver which is AWESOME…that’s why I love her so much. I have a feeling that once shes sees how much more of a baddie ill become she will schedule her date and then I can take care of her.
While at the doctors office yesterday I solidified my surgery date and I will be beautified on February 21 2014 and I cannot wait. This first time I went in when I was going into various consultations I exuded a different type of excitement, now that I know this [RS bleep] is going down ive become strategically excited ( if that makes sense). Ive created a BBL journey calendar book that begins one month pre op and goes as far as 6 months post op. This calendar book is everything. My BBL boo’s on here have given me so much insight and advice and this is to show that your stories and comments don’t go unnoticed. With a combination of prevalent issues expectations regarding the BBL I created a little book for myself. It has things such a research page: where I look up different things that I should either look up or ask my doctor about. These topics can range from how effective the boppy pillow is to whether or not to use a faja vs a compression garment. I also have a To Buy section which lists everything im going to need from arnica gel to pineapples, watermelon and greek yogurt to speed up my recovery process while keeping the swelling down. As I go into day 1 I have documented everything I should do as well as things I should be prepared for ( ie: pain level, medications, sleeping positions etc). I also documented the days in which I should tighten my garment, add a squeem, start using an abs board etc. Now of course many of these ocumentations will be customized to my specific body but this helps me actively and mentally prepare for the bombness that will be taken place on Feb 21 and 6 months after LOL. Im a hospital administrator so during my daily life I deal with a lot of deadlines, projects and paperwork so organization is EVERYTHING to me; and this …well this is the most important project of them all. Ass Ass Ass Ass Ass LMAO.
Im going to post some wish pics and I have to give a special shout all to all my BBL dolls who have been kind enough to lend me their booty to wish upon. Im so excited and I welcome any and all comments you guys have for me, from the ones who have done it to the ones that are soon to come. Love Ya’ll ttys.

Hola Chica's so I'm finally posting some body pics. It took me a while bc I'm so self conscious and I had to edit and do all that stuff so here they are. The pictures aren't in any type of weight loss order. The photos in which I look the smallest ( love handles are smaller ) would be the most recent photos as I go to the gym 6 days a week now :-/. I think that is going to be one of the biggest challenges as well. Not being able to go to the gym for a while, I'm definitely going to take advantage of walking and getting some exercise. While I'm down and out. Does Anyone know when the appropriate time to return to working out? At least light work out like max incline speed walking ?