26 YO, No Kids, 5ft 2, 119 Lbs, 32B/34A with 375cc Smooth Round Silicone, Submuscular, Inframammary Incision - Bethesda, MD

I’m not entirely sure where to begin. Like many of you here, I wasn’t blessed with full sized breasts and it does take a toll on one’s self-esteem. Once high school was over I’ve contemplated breast augmentations since but decided to brush the desire aside and thought hopefully I could learn to love my body as is. College came and went but the feeling of dissatisfaction still lingers from within. The reality is that I’m unhappy with the size of my breasts. Being that I fit a 34A/32B Victoria Secret (push up) I’ve always desired to be a full C cup. I weigh about 119 lbs with a height of 5 ft 2. Now that I’m 26 years old with no children, I have decided that it’s now or never. Upon intensive research and obsession I’ve decided to reach out for Dr. Jabs at Cosmetic Surgery in Bethesda, MD for a consultation.

There were many reasons why I chose Dr. Jabs as my surgeon. One of which was because of his presence. The level of comfortability was clearly evident from the moment I entered his office upon meeting him for the first time. He answered all my questions patiently and offered me very helpful inputs for trying to achieve a natural looking result. Dr. Jabs also has many 5 star reviews from Realself.com and after visiting his website/reading the experiences of his prior patients, I’ve gained confidence that he is the right surgeon for me. My coordinator Christina was amazing and helpful as well. I called several times due to my excitement and uncertainty to size and just to have my questions answered. She picked up Everytime and was very patient with me. During the consult, I brought along my 22 year old sister for a second opinion on size and having two females there really helped me with my decision. I initially wanted 350 cc silicone implants but decided to go with a 375 cc instead. From what I’ve read you apparently lose 25 cc once going under the muscle and the difference between the two is pretty unnoticeable. I figured if I’m going to get it done, might as well up it a little. Heh.

So I had my initial consultation on Friday, June 26th, 2015. I then immediately booked for my surgery date on Monday, July 20th, 2015. As I am writing this today is Thursday, July 16, 2015. I can’t believe how fast the weeks are flying by. The doctor recommended that I don’t drive for a week. Therefore, I requested a week off from work and used my 5 day vacation to recover. Words cannot fully express the level of excitement and anticipation that I am feeling right now. It intensifies as the days approach my surgery date.

My boyfriend initially did not like the idea of me going for a breast augmentation. He fears that it will change me. I could not agree with him more. Indeed I will be a changed woman and I will be happier with more confidence. I never thought that this day would come. It hit me when I was reading a comment from a 60+ lady on real self who commented that she wished she had gone through this process in her youth. Yea I didn't want to picture myself in her shoes. Life is too short to be unhappy. Therefore, I'm doing this for me and my future happiness. I can't wait!!!

Anyhow, I’m sorry I wrote so much. I had a lot to vent. I haven’t even told any of my friends or other family members about this procedure. I’ll just let them find out once I’m healed and recovered. Been laying low since work invaded my life. It feels great to know that for once I’m doing something for me. I apologize for not posting any pictures of my current breasts, I promised my BF no nude pics online. Thank you to those brave girls out there who actually did their reviews, your experiences really do help people like me who have been contemplating this procedure but was hesitant. Again, thank you.

Eh, surgery is on Monday coming up. Thought I was confident about my size of choice but now I just don't know. This is such a tough decision. Maybe I'm losing it.