First of all let me introduce myself. I'm a 28 years old french tall lady who always wanted a beautiful an full natural looking breast. But mother nature decided otherwise. Plus, being tall have always been a struggle, to find clothes, to feel comfortable in various places, and to find a surgeon also, for sure...
The result of my first surgery was a disappointment. Here in France,surgeons rarely wants to go over 500cc.So that's what i got for my first attempt to get the breast of my dreams, an it was a nightmare at first. The implants it received was unsuitable to my frame, so too narrow and not projected at all(i got 500cc low profile silicone implants) and the left implant was implanted lower than the right one so my breast is assymetrical now with a double bubble effet on the left side.
So I learned to love myself, covering the imperfection the way i can depending on the circumstances, even in front of my boyfriend.
But now 9 years have passed , and I think it's time to have a revision since my left implant causes me pain an discomfort.
So I met Dr Plovier, at BeClinic in belgium. And i'm little disappointed, not because of him (he seems to have a really good reputation, and he was really understanding with me), but because of the possibilities that can be offered to me. I don't really have the choice for the result...
Let me explain: I'm really broad in comparison to smaller women so I need broad implants.Actually I have 15.3 cm diameter implants and ideally i need 19cm.
So the doctor have just 2 choices fo me:
1050 cc standard implants who are narrower than my actual ones (15cm) but with more projection, or made to measure ones who are 1600cc, 19 cm ans 9.5 cm in projection.
As i want a natural looking breast, with not so much projection, I don't know what to do... The first implants, for me are a "no" because of the diameter, I want a larger breast but not so much in projection, I don' know if that make sense...it's hard for me to explain. And i'm afraid that the projection will be too much with the 1600cc ones...I feel stuck...
The price for the surgery with 1050 cc standard implants is really reasonable,no one is surprised.But the price of made to measure ones (surgery included)... ... ...I don't know if I will be able to have such a crazy amount of money...(9000euros)
I'm just feeling bad one more time not being in the norm, but that's the way it is...my health is good , that's all that matters after all.