Do I still want this? I am not so sure. March 4th Aventura, FL

Why?
That's easy. Why not is more of a difficult question. I have one life to live, and I deserve to get what I want. WE ALL DO. If an ass makes me happy- consider it done. :) The only thing that has given me doubt at times is the reactions of others. Do some some people that I love think I'm crazy? Yup. I have heard some people close to me say things like "Why would you feel like you need to do that. You are beautiful- and that's not what matters anyways" Then I have other friends say "I'm jealous. I wish I would." You see? If I listened to others I'd be more confused than clear. That is why I blocked out the noise and paid for that back baby!!!

If I need some support I will talk to you ladies :) Anyone going the same week I am? We should chat and plan together!! I haven't book anything yet but the surgery. My sister is coming with me for support and post surgery care.

Now that is paid for I'm OBSESSED with this website.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!! XOXOXO

So I am so excited about this surgery. Its a few months away and I can't stop thinking about it. Work productivity...way down. lol

Today I was imaging what it would be like to wear shorts again. After gaining weight, and then losing weight I am not able to wear shorts. They just do nothing for me. But after my surgery I will be able to wear them again, right? Has anyone had a big problem (pun intended) getting that booty into shorts? Are there shorts for girls with back like that? I have read posts about jeans being a nightmare, so are shorts just off limits because they usually aren't stretchy? hmmmm

I am spending some time picking my wish pics too. I want to really pic some bodies that can motivate me to dream big :)

So I cannot have the TT and BBL together. No one can. He is splitting them up! I am blown away. I would want to have the BBL first, but then you have to wait 6 months to do the TT. If you get the TT first, you only have to wait 3 months. I am the maid of honor in a wedding a year from now. This is crazy. What could the benefits be of splitting them up? Maybe it will produce better results? It better! The price is now a LOT HIGHER considering I am coming from VA to have these procedures done- so thats two trips, two rounds of hotel and everything. Im upset. Where is the bright side? Why isn't everyone else on here getting the same information I am? Are some ladies still getting both together? Should I push for that? ahhhh! Im overwhelmed.