Fixing Saggy Breastfeeding Boobs/ Inner Thigh Lipo

I had my kids very early. Always had nice perky C boobs, after having them they went up and down and finally settled on a 36DD. While they aren't huge, its enough to be annoying and I'd like to return to my pre-baby figure. I work out a ton, boobs are always spilling out and I'm self conscious about their size. I'm tired of my nipples pointing downward, having rashes underneath my boobs and having my shoulders burn when I wear a bikini because they are holstered up. The reduction includes a lift and a little lipo of the bra back fat. This is my birthday present to me, hopefully it turns out.

So I'm heading to my pre-op appointment for my surgery. I have so many mixed emotions.
Part of me is excited about this, parts of me are really nervous and think I should just keep these old ugly boobs, they are scar free, do not hurt so why bother. I bought and have been taking all my vitamins prior to surgery to aid in healing. I'm also a bit concerned about being down for so long. How long will it be? Will I be able to get around after 2 weeks or will I feel like crap for 6 weeks? Is this really worth it. And of course I'm super nervous, the minute I leave the house for my appt the skies open up and the major highway to my docs office is shut down. Part of me wants to just turn around and say forget it.

Had my pre-op with Heather the RN. I ended up getting there about 10 mins late thanks to the rain and highway shutting down but the doc's office was so understanding.

Heather also had a reduction and lift, she assured me everything would be ok. She also told me stay off the internet because it would make me crazy. I also started taking the arnica tabs per the request of my doc. I've been taking vitamin A, bromelain, slow fe and vitamin C.

I'm going to go on the bikini prep diet I did when I lost weight two years ago. So Sunday when we get home from San Fran, I'll pre cook some meals that hubby can bring me.

In a few days I will have smaller higher boobies yay!