39 y 5' 4" 123 lb (421cc) Mom of 3 Ready to Get my Big Girl Boobs - Albany, NY

Mother of three finally deciding to take the plunge. I have always had a small chest 34 except when pregnant and breast-feeding they were a double D , I swore I would never stop breast-feeding just to keep those babies. I'm tired of padded bras gapping bathing suits and not feeling proportioned. My husband keeps trying to reassure me that it's not necessary he loves me the way IM but it has nothing to do with that it's how I feel and how I have always felt. I just want to fit in a bra fill out my bathing suit and look great in my shirts, and who does not want a little cleavage. I took the step and I saw two doctors they were both great but the second dr was just amazing he answered every question I think he would've sat there all day talking to me and reassuring me he answered a question that I was going to ask him even before I set it that reassured me. I'm a gym rat I'm there five days a week so not being able to get to get my workouts in will drive me crazy. after a week 1/2 after ACL replacement surgery I was back in the gym just trying to do things that didn't involve my knee . I was set on Saline under the muscle but after talking with my doctor he reassured me that silicone was the better way to go. I am 5 foot 4 1/2 , 123 lbs , my doctor recommended between 391-421 cc which he said would be proportionate to my body. Now that this is really happening I'm starting to get a little nervous. Am I making the right choice with silicone?

So yesterday I got the call from my pre-op nurse going over all the questions and information and the do and do not before surgery. This phone call made it real I can't believe I am finally doing this.15 days to go .I bought A comfortable sleeping bra that hooks in the front from Amazon for 10 bucks I guess fashion is not going to be a factor at this point. I have my fiber and laxatives which is something that is a necessity after my knee surgery from all the anesthesia I was not able to go to the bathroom for five days so I am not going to take that chance again.

I'm not sure if I'm just getting nervous that this is actually happening, or the fact that in 10 years or so I may have to do it all over again.. I was reading a lot of blogs from Women who had their implants taken out. It's kind of scary do I really want to do this everybody on this site is just having them done so everyone is excited about it I would love to talk to people of had them for 10+ years is it worth it?