At last Ive taken the leap!!!!

Well I can't begin to tell you the emotions that I've gone through in the last week, I think I've hit them all!!!!. I've had excitement followed by doubt then guilt , terror even a few tears I have to be very careful not to show my emotions too much though, as although my husband is in full support he would still rather I didn't do it, and would encourage me not to if given the chance. I have actually wanted this doing now for over two years and have talked about it non stop, so to show any doubt at this stage would be crazy!!!!! Please tell me I'm not the only one that goes through these thoughts.
I think like many of us on this fabulous site I have avidly read and re read each and every review, to not only calm my nerves but to reassure myself that I am doing the right thing, and like many before me I am hoping that I too will be thrilled with the final results.
I fly today to Asheville to have my consultation tomorrow afternoon and my procedure Wednesday. Wish me look Real Self family, and I will keep you all posted

Well fellow readers, after nearly three years of deliberating I have finally done it yeh!!!
Well when I say done it, I actually mean that I have my surgery booked. The 12th April is the big day!!!
This you may think is nothing, but let me tell you if you knew just how cowardly and scared I am of anything to do with blood or needles you would know for me what an achievement this is.
Probably like many of you I have read and re read so many reviews over the months, each week searching for for new ones. I have searched all the fabulous results and even braved reading some of the not so fabulous ones. I have looked at the many local surgeons close to home (Orlando) however every time I have gone onto this site one man has jumped out. Dr Harley in Asheville. I have seen many pictures of his work and read every review from the many of you that have been so kind to share your experiences. All of them have been so positive, that even before I made the initial phone call to Dr Harley I was quite confident that I had made the right choice.
He only confirmed my decision when he was so helpful and listened as I bumbled my way through the call. I was quite nervous and forgot to ask many of the questions that I had for him prior to the call. I have since called his office a couple of times and spoken with both Juanita and Lori, and they have both been so patient and kind explaining everything clearly.
I am not worried about the surgery itself, I am just very anxious about being awake or waking throughout the procedure as I have read from a few previous reviews this can happen. I do have a plan though lol. I am going to stay awake the night before the surgery so that I am so tired that when I have my cocktail of tablets I will quickly fall asleep (fingers and toes crossed). Unfortunately I am unable to stay the full 7 days so will have to have my stitches taken out by another Dr at home and was just wondering if any of you Harley girls out there have done this too? Thanks again to you all for posting on this site it really has helped with my decision and has given me the confidence to do this.