Removing an entire beard transplant - advice? (photos)

Hello, i had a beard transplant surgery that made me depressed a lot, my face is still red and i can see some pitting inside + i pass my days in websites searching for answers, i am really really sad and i lost everything in my life in less than 45 days. I can’t talk to my clinic because they blocked me. Please i need an answer, have you ever saw someone taking off his beard transplant (not mustache) with an acceptable amount of scars after fue out the grafts ? Laser can help after ? Thx