I can't stand to look at myself naked anymore! I'm done having children and want a fresh start so I can start my life with my new husband. I'm 5'1 and 140 lbs. My breasts are deflated and I'm looking for some volume and also a size boost. My abdomen has been through it and it shows. I want to be rid of the skin and fat hanging over my panties. I want to be able to like the reflection of my nude body in the mirror. I have already consulted and found the doctor to do my procedure, done my medical photos, reserved my hotel suite and scheduled my pre op and medical clearance appointments. My surgeon is part of the residents program at Lenox Hill hospital. He has dual medical licenses in NY and California. He made me feel very comfortable and is very responsive to my questions via E-mail.
My surgeon answered all of my questions with certainty and confidence. I have already got my surgery haul. Complete with toilet seat riser and shower chair. I also bought leg elevating pillows, back rest pillows, guaze,bandaids, scar strips, peroxide, Lysol wipes, Lysol spray, vitamin c drops, compression garments (3) throat lozenges gloves,bio oil, ....I think I'm ready! I can't wait to see the new me!
Updated on 20 Jan 2018:
I just received the medical photos on a CD today.......I BURST INTO TEARS! MY BODY LOOKS WORSE THAN I THOUGHT!!!! PROFESSIONAL CAMERAS CATCH EVERY FLAW :( My husband tried making me feel by telling me that he thought I was very sexy, It did not help, but I appreciate his kind words. I am so anxious, just want to get the surgery done already!
Updated on 27 Jan 2018:
A little over 4 weeks before my surgery date and I may have to push my date 2 weeks! I am scheduled for 3/1 and surgery has to be paid in full by at least 2/21, funds will not be available until 2/27 the earliest! :( My heart is set on 3/1, I have everything I need! Don't want to wait an extra 2 weeks!
Updated on 3 Feb 2018:
I had my pre op on 1/31 and my medical clearance appt is on Monday 2/5, I am having my bloodwork done!
I have ordered 2 breast stabilizers and 2 sports bras that zip in the front. I have decided on 335 cc silicone implants! I'm excited and nervous at the same time!
Updated on 3 Feb 2018:
Hi,
Here are some 9f the things I bought to prepare for my surgery
Updated on 4 Feb 2018:
I have seen that alot of ladies buy recliners for after surgery, I don't have enough space for a recliner and they can be costly. I have found something that can be used as an alternative and can also be used after recovery as well to show off your new body while relaxing on the beach!
I got the set of 2 chairs for $55 on Amazon, and they told flat for storage!
Updated on 9 Feb 2018:
Pre op bloodwork and EKG done! Results sent to doctor and nurse, hotel room has been reserved.
There's nothing left to do but wait! 3/1 cannot come soon enough!
Updated on 10 Feb 2018:
I forgot to add these. :)
I will show my face when my surgery is done.
Updated on 19 Feb 2018:
Omg! 11 more days until new and improved ME!!!!! So excited and nervous and scared all at the same time! What will I look like ? Will I like my results? I hope so
Updated on 22 Feb 2018:
Anesthesia is paid in full and my procedure will be paid in full tomorrow! So excited! I have a few loose ends to tie up and I'm all set!
Updated on 23 Feb 2018:
I know it's wishing for a lot! Lol, but here is my wish body
Updated on 23 Feb 2018:
My procedure is officially paid in Full!
7 days until my procedure! This weekend I clean the house thoroughly and prepare food for the next 2 weeks, this is really happening!!!! I feel like this is too good to be true......Did anyone else feel this way right before their surgery????
Updated on 24 Feb 2018:
6 more days!!!! Excited, nervous and anxious!
Picked up some protein drinks and peanut butter to get extra protein for my recovery
Updated on 26 Feb 2018:
My doctor cancelled my surgery about 30 minutes ago! So upset!!!! I want to vomit right now!
All my preparation wasted time and money!
Updated on 3 Mar 2018:
Saw Dr. Cohen today and he looked at me again and confirmed what I wanted. He says I will be getting between 350 and 400cc's I go back 3/7 to sign consents and do blood work (AGAIN) and take before photos (AGAIN). Then I wait again anxiously for 3/23!
Updated on 10 Mar 2018:
Had my pre op appointment yesterday along with my blood work. I also signed my consents and had my photos done( I will post,FYI they are graphic)
And I think I look horrible! I picked up my meds and Hibiclens soap today too! It's feeling real now!
Updated on 14 Mar 2018:
Feeling anxious today and hoping we do not get another nor Easter, I don't want anything interfering with my surgery! Looking forward to warmer weather soon!
Updated on 17 Mar 2018:
7 more days until my procedure I've been drinking oj every day to keep my immune system up and running. I have been 3 month cigarette free. I'm anxious and ready to see the new me!
Updated on 21 Mar 2018:
Omg! PS office just called to confirm my Surgery on Friday 3/23
I have to be there by 6:30am and my surgery is scheduled for 7:30 am!!!
Updated on 22 Mar 2018:
Tomorrow is the big day!!! I could not sleep last night and I know I won't sleep tonight either. I've had other surgery before so why am I so nervous!
I'm scheduled for 7:30 am, which means I have to be there by 6:30am
I will update tomorrow!
Updated on 22 Mar 2018:
I am having pb&j and a cup of tea. Nothing else to eat or drink after this. I will try and sleep(not) lol
I'm scheduled for surgery at 7:30 am, I have to get up at 4 to shower and get ready, leave at 5:30 and make it by 6:30am
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
Today is the Day! It's 4:38 am and I'm up showering and about to get going. I'm nervous and hungry, but ready for the new me!
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
Well, I'm here waiting for my Doctor to arrive and Mark me up. I've given urine and changed into my stylish surgical gown with lovely head, feet coverings and compression socks to match
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
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Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
Hey ladies....I have been home since about 1 pm.
So far my pain is tolerable. I took 1 muscle relaxer for my breast nothing yet for my belly.....anxious to see my belly. I must admit that my drain site burns a bit but it is tolerable and my upper back in between my shoulder blades hurts a bit but tolerable. My nurse told me that I did really well and that when I was coming out of the anesthesia I was talking before I actually opened my eyes. Lol
I go back to seed my PS tomorrow so he can check on things and make sure everything is going well
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
I know I wasn't supposed to but I snuck a peek at my belly while cleaning myself! I look grea! My scar is low and think I only have 2 small bruises but I feel great!
Updated on 24 Mar 2018:
Waiting for my PS to come in to tell how everything is looking
Updated on 24 Mar 2018:
I woke up from my nap feeling like I was run over by a train!! Everything hurts including my throat and it feels like my belly has swelled.....is this normal?
Updated on 25 Mar 2018:
I had my first shower today and it was wonderful! My husband was so good with helping to the shower chair.
I'm still concerned because I have not pooped yet...should I be concerned?
Updated on 26 Mar 2018:
This binder is so itchy, I put a tank top on and I feel
Much better, I can tell some of the swelling in my belly has gone down.....happy for that I just can't tell if my breasts have dropped any. My drains get pulled on Thursday so I will post more pics then
Can't wait to be able to sleep on my side and back again
Lol
Updated on 27 Mar 2018:
I'm so happy I finally pooped after 4 days. I even feel a little less bloated. My husband went back to work today so I am alone today, I'm a little nervous. I'll just stay in bed and only get if I really need to.
Updated on 28 Mar 2018:
Just wanted to share a few day 5 post op pics. I think I am still really swollen.....what do.you think ladies?
Updated on 29 Mar 2018:
I'm so happy, drains came out today. Tapes came off as well. I was also given the green light to start scar treatment. My scars look great. I also received my compression garment too!
Updated on 30 Mar 2018:
I made it! 7 days....
I'm feeling better everyday and walking straight.
Compression garment is pretty comfortable. I went outside for a few minutes today to get some air and I will be returning to work on Monday.
Updated on 31 Mar 2018:
I was able to sleep very carefully on my side last night. It was so much better than the recliner position! I checked under my CG and my belly is looking flatter and my breasts look as though they are starting to drop! I am very pleased with my results and I can't wait to see my final result :)
Updated on 2 Apr 2018:
Today was loong! My first day back to work and I wished for 1 more day off. I sit most of the day on my job, I work in a pharmacy but that seemed to drain my energy even more. The snow we had today did not help either. I'm hoping for a better day tomorrow. Oh quick question....I notice that every time I go outside my breasts do this thing where they tighten up, is this normal? I don't have pain my breast just tighten up . Has anyone experienced this?
Updated on 6 Apr 2018:
I cant believe that it's been 2 weeks since my surgery!!! I must admit that I am anxious for this swelling to go away. I want to see what my belly is supposed to look like. Right now I feel bloated and fat and my boobs are sore. I posted some pics , feel free to comment honestly......I am not sensitive, I prefer truth over everything else. :)
Updated on 21 Apr 2018:
Hi Ladies!
I've missed you guys. I just had my 4 week follow up appointment this morning and my PS is very happy with my progress, he says I have good skin and that my TT incision looks great, also that my breasts are very pretty . I also took my "after" pictures today. My PS also said that I only have to wear my CG during the day, I'm allowed to sleep without it. He also cleared me to have sex with my husband and light exercise at the gym but no ab exercise yet. I see him again in 2 months!
Updated on 27 Apr 2018:
I was bored today and decided to play dress up! Lol
Updated on 29 Apr 2018:
I bought this cute swimsuit for $10 yesterday,
What do you guys think? Honestly....lol
Updated on 1 May 2018:
I just wanted to share some pics of my progress at week 5, not sure if I am progressing as I should be or if I'm healing slowly
Updated on 7 May 2018:
I took this today, I was kind of bored. Lol
Please forgive the dirty mirror and my messy husband. Lol
Updated on 23 May 2018:
Boy. 2 months goes by quickly....I must say that I cannot wait until I am completely free of compression garments.....ugh so confining. I would also like to wear a regular bra. Tired of sports bras. My scar seems to be doing ok. Although it's been really itchy the last few days. My boobs are still a little tender but not bad and they seemed to have dropped. I will post pics taken today so you guys an give me your opinion. My doctor did say I could start wearing spanx if I wanted and that I could go to the gym. Have any of you guys had a period of time where nothing seemed to fit and was uncomfortable? Lately I have been feeling kind of down and I'm not sure its normal....Has anyone felt this way? I know I sound like an ungrateful brat and I really don't mean to, I am happy with the work my doctor has done but it just seems that I will never be able to enjoy it because I am always In a recovery garment of some kind.
Updated on 10 Jun 2018:
Hey ladies! It's been a while, but everything has been going great! My birthday was yesterday (6/9), I got a promotion at work! I start tomorrow and I'm returning to school to finish my Bachelors degree in human services! As for my healing, things are going well. I still have swelling, but it's not terrible. My incision itches so I guess its healing as it should and it's getting lighter (still using Biocorneum) I have included pics from my birthday. Let me know what you guys think!
Updated on 5 Jul 2018:
Hi ladies!!
I hope you had a wonderful 4 the of July.
I haven't posted in a while as I've been busy with school and work. I hope everyone is well and healing wonderfully. I haven't been wearing my CG lately but I am not having too much swelling and my scar is healing well. I have posted a pic taken yesterday and some from my birthday. I will post pics of my belly and scar this weekend.
Updated on 31 Jul 2018:
Hi Ladies,
Summer is flying by and I've been busy working and going to school. I hope everyone is well. I saw my doc about a stubborn fat pocket on Saturday so I may be having another procedure. We are waiting until October to be sure. Here is an updated pic, what do you guys think?
Updated on 25 Dec 2018:
Happy Holidays! I hope everyone is well!
Just wanted to post and updated pic. What do you guys think? Work and school has me exhausted.
Happy holidays everyone . I cant believe its been almost a year already, time flies