I am a 28 year old wife and mother. I breastfed both of my boys for about 3-4 months each. I know that's not a very long time, but it was definitely enough to deflate my breasts. I wasn't very well-endowed to begin with, but what I had was nice. I'm 5'7" and 110 lbs. Pre-pregnancy, I wore a 32A, and got to 34C while breastfeeding. Now, I have sad pancakes that measure at 32B or 34A. My goal is to have the largest breast size possible that will match my frame and still look natural.
I've been considering this surgery for about 8 or 9 years. Now that I'm nearly thirty, and my husband & I are done having babies, I think it's time to make it happen.
I am in the military, and my dilemmas at this point are choosing a good time that works with my schedule, and options to pay for my procedure. My initial thought was to save and pay cash, but I'm too impatient to wait for that. I've been looking into applying for Care Credit, but I've also been considering getting financed through a credit union for a line of credit.
So far, I've been to 2 consultations. I had a consult via Skype with Dr. Jennifer Walden in Austin, Texas, and a traditional consultation with Dr. Laura L. Bennett in Abilene, Texas. I'm about 85% positive that I'll be having my surgery with Dr. Bennett for the convenience of my family because she's in town and I wouldn't have to secure additional childcare. On the other hand, I'm not entirely sure that I want to use a doctor based on that fact. I plan to have another consult with her before I make final decision. I'm actually certain she does very good work; I've been referred to her numerous times. I guess ultimately I'm still apprehensive about having the surgery. I've been researching plastic surgeons that use the cauterization method because I'm very interested in any method that will minimize the pain of recovery and the possibility of complications. It would definitely be better for my lifestyle.
As of right now, I'm looking at having silicone between 275-325 cc's placed behind the muscle. I'd like to have my surgery in June or July. If all goes according to my plans, that shouldn't be a problem. :-)
Updated on 17 Apr 2013:
Today I'm on the fence about the surgery. I keep going between weighing the pros & cons and being totally sure that I'm going through with it. I'm still looking around for doctors...mostly in the Dallas area. I was thinking about giving myself another year before I did anything. I'd like to see if my metabolism slows down. If it does maybe I'll gain weight and have breasts. I'm underweight, but I always have been. I thought after my second baby things would change. The only thing that happened was that it took longer for the pregnancy weight to fall off than my first pregnancy. It was all gone before my baby turned a year old. Apparently 25 pounds was too much to ask to keep. Maybe I should have wished for a smaller number like 15. I'm on the opposite spectrum of a very overweight person. A lot of people don't seem to understand it, but at the end of the day they don't even step an inch in my shoes. There's definitely such a thing as toooo skinny, and that's me.
I've been thinking about adding pictures, but I'd hate add them and then nothing ever happens. Still debating.
Updated on 22 May 2013:
Today, it's back on. I'm excited again. I found out that Dr. Bennett does use the cautery method. I called her nurse this week, and she said I'm the first person to ask about it. That makes me wonder just how many women are just having this elective surgery done without doing enough research. Anyhow, on Friday I'm going in for another sizing. When I went for my first consultation, the nurse was waiting for the ultra high profile sizers to come in and they finally have. I'll have my hubby take pics!
Updated on 22 May 2013:
A couple of before pictures.
Updated on 24 May 2013:
Went in for the final pick of my implant size today. I chose the ultra high profile at 320 cc, but sizer I tried on is actually 295 cc. Since the implant will be placed behind the muscle, I chose the next size up so that I will get the same look. I chose the ultra high profile implant because its the best fit for my body in terms of width, but I actually preferred the high profile because it offers a more natural, fuller look. I'll be sure to post my chest measurements that my PS took at a later date. Basically, the difference in implant profiles are projection and diameter. The more acute the projection is, the smaller the diameter will be. I don't know if it's the same for all brands of implants. My PS uses Mentor. Anyway, if you have a small build like me, you don't want an implant that's too big. You could risk the pocket being over dissected to make the implant fit if it's too wide to begin with. My PS actually gave me a choice of what I could have; she set what she would and would not put in my body. I'm okay with that. I appreciate a surgeon that has my best interest at the forefront of the procedure.
My pre-op is set for June 5th. Surgery is on June 11th. I'm supposed to check in at 5:45 am, should be in surgery by 8:00 am, and out between 9 or 9:30. A tiny part of me can't believe it's scheduled. It's getting real. I went to pick up some sports bras today. I bought 6 from the Academy that are the Champion brand, Under Armour, and bcg, which I think is a store brand. I'm leaving the tags on until I know whether or not they'll fit. Next up for purchase will likely be Mederma, and maybe some silicone sheeting.
Updated on 25 May 2013:
This evening I spent nearly $60 on ScarAway silicone scar sheets, Scarguard, and Bio-Oil. I know I won't be using these items until my incisions have fully closed, but I'm just gathering items here and there. I'm trying not to go too overboard with buying stuff, so I'm just getting the things that I have no doubt that I will need. Anyway, back to the scar treatments. When I was trying to decide what to buy, I had no clue. I passed up the Mederma because the ones that I appealed more to me offer some type of permanency...like, they aren't going to rub off (except for the Bio-Oil).
I honestly don't feel like I'm going to need much else besides meds, water, chapstick (because if my lips get dry the world has to stop until I find something to moisturize with...true story), bras (I actually don't even know if my PS recommends bras after the surgery), maaaybe a laxative of some sort, and sleep. Let me know if I missed something. I've heard some ladies say they buy a bunch of stuff, and end not needing a lot of it. I'm the queen of returning or exchanging things, but I know I won't feel up to it. Texas is already too hot for surgery in the summer. I can't be bothered with anything extra.
Updated on 26 May 2013:
My PS measured my breast width at 11 cm on the right, and 10-10.5 on the left. I am a bit asymmetrical. The information below is from the Mentor site, and its based on the MemoryGel, high profile (hp) & moderate plus (mod+) implant styles. My PS will not let me go higher than 275 cc with hp because that's the biggest size that my body can safely accommodate in terms of width; diameter. As I said before, I chose the ultra high profile (uhp). It gives me the ability to get more volume due it's smaller diameter, and course there will be more projection. I didn't see the measurements for the uhp to be able to show the difference in measurements, however, I did insert the stats for the mod+ for the purpose of illustration. The lower the implant profile is, the wider the diameter will be, and the less projection you'll get. Let's reference 275 cc for both profiles. The diameter on the mod+ is 11.7 cm, but 10.8 cm on the hp. If I wanted to go with the mod+, at the most I'd be able to get 225 cc with the diamter being 10.9 cm.
HIGH PROFILE
PLEASE NOTE: Individual implant dimensions may vary slightly in products of this type. Unit dimensions are nominal.
Catalog # Vol. Diam. Proj.
RSZ-1254 125 cc 8.3 cm 3.5 cm
RSZ-1504 150 cc 8.8 cm 3.7 cm
RSZ-1754 175 cc 9.3 cm 3.9 cm
RSZ-2004 200 cc 9.7 cm 4.0 cm
RSZ-2254 225 cc 10.1 cm 4.2 cm
RSZ-2504 250 cc 10.5 cm 4.3 cm
RSZ-2754 275 cc 10.8 cm 4.4 cm
RSZ-3004 300 cc 11.1 cm 4.5 cm
RSZ-3254 325 cc 11.4 cm 4.6 cm
RSZ-3504 350 cc 11.7 cm 4.8 cm
RSZ-3754 375 cc 12.0 cm 4.8 cm
RSZ-4004 400 cc 12.2 cm 5.0 cm
RSZ-4254 425 cc 12.5 cm 5.0 cm
RSZ-4504 450 cc 12.8 cm 5.1 cm
RSZ-4754 475 cc 13.0 cm 5.3 cm
RSZ-5004 500 cc 13.2 cm 5.3 cm
RSZ-5504 550 cc 13.6 cm 5.5 cm
RSZ-6004 600 cc 14.0 cm 5.6 cm
RSZ-6504 650 cc 14.4 cm 5.7 cm
RSZ-7004 700 cc 14.8 cm 5.8 cm
RSZ-7504 750 cc 15.2 cm 5.9 cm
RSZ-8004 800 cc 15.5 cm 6.0 cm
MOD+
PLEASE NOTE: Individual implant dimensions may vary slightly in products of this type. Unit dimensions are nominal.
Catalog # Vol. Diam. Proj.
RSZ-1001 100 cc 8.2 cm 2.7 cm
RSZ-1251 125 cc 8.9 cm 2.8 cm
RSZ-1501 150 cc 9.5 cm 2.9 cm
RSZ-1751 175 cc 10.0 cm 3.1 cm
RSZ-2001 200 cc 10.5 cm 3.2 cm
RSZ-2251 225 cc 10.9 cm 3.3 cm
RSZ-2501 250 cc 11.3 cm 3.4 cm
RSZ-2751 275 cc 11.7 cm 3.5 cm
RSZ-3001 300 cc 12.0 cm 3.6 cm
RSZ-3251 325 cc 12.3 cm 3.8 cm
RSZ-3501 350 cc 12.5 cm 3.9 cm
RSZ-3751 375 cc 12.8 cm 4.0 cm
RSZ-4001 400 cc 13.1 cm 4.0 cm
RSZ-4251 425 cc 13.4 cm 4.1 cm
RSZ-4501 450 cc 13.6 cm 4.2 cm
RSZ-4751 475 cc 13.9 cm 4.2 cm
RSZ-5001 500 cc 14.1 cm 4.3 cm
RSZ-5251 525 cc 14.3 cm 4.4 cm
RSZ-5501 550 cc 14.6 cm 4.5 cm
RSZ-5751 575 cc 14.8 cm 4.5 cm
RSZ-6001 600 cc 15.0 cm 4.6 cm
RSZ-6501 650 cc 15.4 cm 4.7 cm
RSZ-7001 700 cc 15.8 cm 4.9 cm
RSZ-7501 750 cc 16.1 cm 5.0 cm
RSZ-8001 800 cc 16.5 cm 5.1 cm
I hope you learned something you didn't already know, and that this was helpful.
Updated on 26 May 2013:
I see a lot of other women who have the same bra measurements as me, but who aren't as deflated as I am. I really look like 32AA, but I measure at a perfect 32B. I just don't fill the cup. The little bit of volume that I have is floating at the bottom of my breasts. If you're feeling generous, go ahead and say a little prayer for my sad pancakes.
Updated on 11 Jun 2013:
I have something to clear up. I don't know where I got that my doctor wanted me to wear a bra with underwire for 6 weeks. I only have to wear a supportive sports bra without underwire 24-7. I went to Walmart to get the front zip sports bra from Danskin, but the smallest size wasn't available, plus, the smallest size is still too big for me. So, I ended up ordering two Champion sports bras from Amazon which were twice as expensive as the Danskin brand, but the sizes are easy fit or something. They're measured small, medium, large. I can dig it. I didn't have to guesstimate what size I might need to accommodate the swelling, or worry about if I was wasting $30 bucks on something I won't get good use out of.
Ok, so now for the surgery. I went to the hospital at 5:30 this morning, taken back at 8-something, woke up in recovery around 10:00, and sent home in an ace bandage around noon. Dr. Bennett used the Mentor MemoryGel Smooth Round Ultra High Profile implants. She placed 320cc on the left, and 295cc on the right to correct my asymmetry. For pain, she prescribed Norco (Hydrocodone + Acetaminophen), Advil, and an antibiotic called Kefles. I alternate between the Norco and the Advil, so I'm taking meds every 3 hrs. I'm also taking Arnica and Bromelain. I've been keeping up with pain management pretty well so far, but a lot the numbness around my chest is wearing off and I'm feeling more discomfort even with the drugs. The pain really does feel like a lot of pressure. It's somewhat reminiscent of engorgement while breastfeeding, but I can't quite put my finger on how to describe the rest of it. I'm having a hard time projecting my voice, which is no bueno when you have two small boys running around whom you can't run after to keep them in check. I've been able to hold down everything I've, and the most uncomfortable aside from feeling the pressure has been not being able to burp when I need to. Easy fix, but still annoying. I'm also very bloated. I look about 3 or 4 months pregnant when I was carrying my second baby. Tomorrow I can shower, and I have the option to continue to wear the ace bandage or a sports bra.
Let me get back to you ladies with more tomorrow. I'm ready to go to sleep. Meds are kicking in.
Updated on 11 Jun 2013: