Mohan V. Pillai

I was nervous about having the Liposuction Procedure and Dr. Pillai and his staff made me feel just like family. They were very patient with me and Dr. P explained the procedure in depth. I really enjoyed his office staff as well. I am excited that I found a wonderful Plastic Surgeon. Thanks Dr. Pillai it made my experience so much wonderful.

I just had mine removed 3 weeks ago and couldn't be more happier. I too was never really uncomfortable having them and always self conscious. I hated having them touched by my husband. I had silicone implants about 15 years ago and they had both ruptured and didn't even realize it. I had been having medical issues for a long time and never associated with the implants until my illnesses became extremely unbearable. I have been seeing numerous doctors for the last couple of years and had gone to emergency 3 times. They were treating me for high blood pressure, anxiety and depression but nothing was helping. It was my cardiologist during a cat scan that brought my attention to the implants being ruptured and probably for years.  My chest felt like it was on fire and every part of my body was feeling the pain from head to toe. My cardiologist made the appointment to consult with a plastic surgeon which turned out to be horrible. He refused to support the possibility that my implants had anything to do with my health. He didn't even want to take the time to look at the copy of my cat scan. All he wanted to talk about was appearances and sell me on new implants. I had already talked with my insurance provider and the indicated they would cover the cost of explant due to medical complications. The plastic surgeon wanted no part of an insurance claim and said he would do the surgery for a fee. He gave me a quote for $4,250.00 and the available dates. It wouldn't be for another month or so. I was in tears. I went home and looked up the plastic surgeons that were under my insurance plan. A couple of plastic surgeons would not even take an appointment under an insurance claim. Then I found one that would but his next available appointment wouldn't be for another week. By this time my pain was so extreme I was sobbing feeling hopeless.  My primary care doctor contacted the plastic surgeon for me and speeded up the process putting me on pain medication during the interim. A week later I was in surgery having my toxic breast implants removed. The waiting period was horrible. I counted down the days wondering if I was going to make it. I was required to pay his fees upfront in the amount of $2,800.00 and have to file my own insurance claim but he will support the claim for me along with my primary care doctor and cardiologist. I was at the point I didn't care and would pay whatever it cost to have them removed. It's been a long uphill battle finding our what has been wrong with me. I am feeling so much better now and have recovered nicely from surgery. It's kind of like recovering from the initial surgery of having them in except for having tubes draining fluids from the capsule area. They were really uncomfortable. Thank goodness for pain meds. My blood pressure is down dramatically and I'm on the lowest dose possible right now. It's amazing how much pain can cause your blood pressure to sky rocket. It's only been 3 weeks since explant and I'm amazed at how much better I feel. The plastic surgeon is treating me only for the surgery portion of my recovery. I had my post op appointment with my primary care doctor a few days ago.  I still have minor symptoms of fibromyalgia which she is treating with Tramadol right now. Having the implants removed was the first step towards getting better. I no longer have the extreme burning sensations. I was treated with antibiotics of course and did develop a yeast infection that was treated. I did break out with a rash on my back that was really itchy similar to poison ivy that I guess was from the toxins escaping from my pores. Beginning to heal now. My doctor wants me to wait a month before I begin any type of detox cleanse. I can hardly wait to soak in a tub with Epson salt to clean out my pores. I never realized how much my implants contributed to my bad health. It wasn't until my cardiologist pointed it out that I started my own research and am so thankful for reading all the brave stories of so many women with the same issues and grateful for all the support of this group. It was all these stories that got me through the waiting period and gave me hope and confidence. I love my breasts just the way they are now and am feeling wonderful again about myself. I don't have pictures to post yet but I will. The implants were awful looking and the silicone that had leaked out was yucky. Thank you all so much! Updated on 28 Nov 2014: Updated on 8 Dec 2014: Hi ladies, once again I'm sorry to hear of so many women experiencing breast plant illness. There are a lot of us and we're not alone. Done with my research and am now focusing on recovery. I'm happy now that I'm feeling so much better having them out of me. I'm dreaming of possibilities for my future instead of the nightmare of feeling hopeless with pain and thoughts of dying. For me the worst of illnesses over the past 5 years was my depression. The day after they were removed I could already feel a huge weight had lifted from my chest and shoulders. I know I was on pain meds but it felt awesome not having headaches anymore. I could write much more about my horrible experience but I'd much rather focus on the bright future I now feel ahead of me. Not to forget but to move forward. I do feel anger that there is no warning about breast plant illness when we get them. All the years of suffering and not knowing. It's not right! Show them the money! Moving forward. I joined a couple of breast implant illness groups on Facebook. I've never been one to be on the computer much nor paid much attention to on-line social groups. Yet here I am. My favorite sites are Pinterest and Etsy. Before my illnesses started to take over my life and I lived in California, I abandoned a business of Decorative Painting and as the Event Coordinator and Teacher at Michaels craft store. Prior to that I worked 15 years at California Institute of the Arts in Santa Clarita as the Student Loan Coordinator before taking on the position as Vice President for Administration for a collection agency specializing in student loans. Didn't like that industry. I have had a successful career. Moving forward, here I am living with my new husband of 5 years in South Carolina near Charlotte. My first husband passed away at a young age about 15 years ago. My 3 boys are now men and I love my life being a homemaker and wife. It's a little like retirement. I do miss working. My health has held me back. My husband has been wonderfully supportive and his love holds it all together. I've been wanting to do something again with my decorative painting and crafts. I have a beautiful art and craft room with a conference table set up. My husband had suggested offering classes for children from home here. Working with children is rewarding but at my age now it's a little more than I'd like to take on. My thoughts are to start out with Etsy and work forward from there. My business name in California was A Dynamic Dimension. I was thinking about resuming here with the dba name of Dynamic Dimension or maybe ChristinaDreams. That's where my mindset is now. What do you girls think? Thought I would just share some thoughts and look forward to my life without breast implant illness. I still have some physical symptoms although not near as bad as they were. This rash I developed on my left shoulder since surgery has been irritating. It seems to be healing but taking awhile. I've been able to soak in a bath of Epson Salt, Apple Cider Vinegar and Lavender. I remember reading this somewhere. It is better. My brain fog has lifted and appears like I'm better able to focus on matters. Getting my house cleaned up has been uplifting. I don't spend much time walking into rooms and then forgetting why I went there in the first place. I spend less time watching TV and am more productive. I look forward to life and am dreaming of a better future without so much illness that no doctor could diagnose and no traditional medical treatment was helping. I plan to be proactive in putting breast implant illness awareness out there. I don't have a picture yet. I am in love with my natural breast. I'm no longer ashamed thanks to all the brave women I've met through on-line social media. One month ago I thought I would skip Christmas decorating. I believe and am now getting into the spirit. Looking forward to celebrating with friends and family. My heart and prayers reach out to all the women in this community! May the spirit of the Christmas season be with you in Jesus Christ our savior. God bless and heal us all. I love you!

I have had Botox now for 4 years from Dr. Pillai. The staff there is wonderful ladies. They have always helped me and answered any questions that I may have had. I have always loved my results. I have also had the Tickle Lipo. What I really enjoyed about this procedure is I had it on my upper abdominal and was able to return to work within 3 days. The procedure was done in their office no anesthesia...I have always had a fear of being put to sleep but the staff was very helpful.

Hi Realselfers, i have been browsing this site for a few months; thank you all for sharing your experience. I have been wanting bigger breast since puberty, i am currently a 36a, I have always had a little pouch no matter how much i weighted. I am currently 159 pounds and 5.6 inches tall. Of course I am worried about the outcome. I have seen four doctors in charlotte prices were $18,000; $17000; $13000 and $10,000 from a tummy tuck, breast implant and lipo to flanks and upper part of my thighs. Updated on 14 Mar 2014: One month and three days pre op. I am trying not to think about it too much. One minute I am exited the next I am scared. I keep looking at before and after pictures. My main concern is the TT it seams to take the longest to heal. Updated on 23 Mar 2014: Today I can't wait to have the surgery behind me. Thank you to all for sharing your feelings and recovery journey. I will make sure to do the same. Happy healing Updated on 2 Apr 2014: I went for my pre-op visit, doctor Pillai said that I did not need lipo. He said my abdomen was basically skin. I will be having muscle repair. picked my implant size to be 425 cc gel high profile. I hope i did not go too big. but then everyone says that after the swelling goes down they regret getting them too small.All of the procedure plus one night stay at the hospital will come to $9115. I was curious as to how they go about their pricing. why are they lower than the other surgeons i visited. The office manager told me that she basically charges $1000 per hour plus hospital fees they don't mark it up. The offices that were asking close to double what i am paying all had there own operating room and wanted you to stay overnight in there facility. She also said that there office did not over charge for the implants. She was also puzzled because she has had people tell her they were able to find surgeon that charged less. There office is definitely not the most presentable but again , i will be in a hospital, the anesthesiologist is board certified DR. I have liked the pictures i have seen. SO! I am set and ready to go. Fingers crossed that all goes well. Thinking happy Updated on 7 Apr 2014: Well this is the last week before my transformed body, I feel like i have a ball in my stomach that keeps getting bigger by the day. Last week i picked my implant size 425 cc high profile. I want to end up with a c cup. I will be getting front closure bras, tops, frozen pea bags....my husband will be home to take care of my and kids for 6 days. I am just extremely nervous and pray that all goes well. Will update soon. Updated on 11 Apr 2014: Well I have less than a week to go, one minute I am scared the next I can't wait. My five year old girl caught me looking at pictures she asked me "are you buying white boobies?" I laughed and said "no honey I would look like a zebra". So I called her brothers 10 and 7 years old and told them that I was going to get a mommy makeover, that I will be going to the hospital and will not be able to help out at school for a few days? My middle one asked "what is a mommy makeover?" I said "you know how mommy's belly is big and my breasts are sagging, well I am going to have all of that fixed" my middle one said " mommy I don't want to make fun of you but you should make your butt smaller" there we go the take went well!!!! Happy healing ladies Updated on 19 Apr 2014: Hello every one, today is my second day after surgery. Had my surgery on the 17th I just remember talking to the nurse, I don't even remember being rolled. woke up all bandaged up.I ended up getting with a mentor 450cc. my pain was about 5 to 6 on a scale of 10. I have not seen my tummy yet, i hope it will flat. I am just taking it easy. My touch hurts from sitting down. Updated on 19 Apr 2014: got a couple of picture while they were changing my dressings. Updated on 20 Apr 2014: Had a quick shower today , drained my tubes. Still no Bm. Started with stool softener. My tummy is very swollen I hope I will be flat once the swelling goes down. Pain is not crasy as long as I take the pain killers. The doctor called to check on me. Updated on 21 Apr 2014: Every thing seems to be moving along well. Just like everyone I do not like the tubes but I know they are necessary evil. The most painful is my breast , yesterday I reached my arm up and think I pulled something in my back under my shoulder. Oh coughing is horrible it seams like all the stitches are going to pop open. Still no Bm. Took two stool softener yesterday. Belly looks less swollen today. Happy healing all. Updated on 23 Apr 2014: I didn't take any pain med yesterday , just my antibiotics. The tubes are cutting me I cannot move without pain. I am also tried of not getting out. My doctor told me not to drive for two weeks. My poor husband is doing everything . I my just pull the tube out myself. Updated on 24 Apr 2014: I am feeling good today last day for my antibiotics. Took some pain killer this morning, because of my tube. I am bloated but i really like the results i see. one side has extra skin but hopefully i can loose with extra weight lost. I know it is a few weeks before i can workout but i can't wait. I am going crasy sitting around and not driving. The other thing that bothers me a lot is the back pain, since i am still hunched a bit. So I have muscles pulling. Happy healing one and all. Updated on 24 Apr 2014: Updated on 25 Apr 2014: Just got back from the doctor, this was my first apptmt post surgery, I could not go back earlier my husband could not take me. I asked him to take the drains out, I think he agreed because my output has going down everyday and yesterday was less than 15cc. Dr Pillai has warned me that i might have fluid build up. He said the key is to take it easy, not be too active and think that I am fine and over do it. I asked him about garnemants he said to be careful that if it is too tight it might irritate me. Dr Pillai also said to watch out for my posture and not pull myself too erect, to give it some time.So I pray not to get any fluid build up and infections. I am done with the antibiotics. I am eating healthy, making fruit and vegetable smoothies, salades ....I believe diet is paramount. I will add pictures in a couple of days. HAPPY HEALING !!! Updated on 28 Apr 2014: Have not posted for a few days, i was enjoying the first weekend with my kids. Plus my periods came in and even without surgery the first couple of days i am useless. I had crazy back pain from hunching over and periods.The healing is still going. I forget that it has not been that long since my surgery. I started doing things around the house but my energy level will all of a sudden drop. My husband has been warning me not to do anything, i am just one of those who gets crazy when things are a mess. I took pictures of my scares, I have a couple of spots that are itchy and sore. I read from some of the posts, that people loose sensation on different parts that have been operated on. I have had the opposite problem specially my nipples, the skin around my incision is also very tender. I think it is because the incisions were not around the nipple but under the breast. The main thing is for me to take it easy, and hopefully will be cleared to work out in a couple of weeks. I have been taking protein shakes also. Updated on 7 May 2014: Hello ladies, I cannot believe it has only been 3 weeks it feels like a life time. I am feeling restless. I walked twice this week, each time it felt like I went through boot camp. They were only 30mn walks in my neighborhood. I also had my visit with my surgeon he took out the stitches around my belly button and under my breast. He said I can start working out in a week, slowly and build up to my pre surgery workout; which was 1 hour 5 days a week. I still get swollen when I do too much. I have been extremely sleepy I don't know if it is because of the surgery. Anyway just trying to listen to my body. I like the way I look under cloths. My left side has more skin. I asked the doctor if lipo would take care of it he said it was to early. To give it sometime to heal. I have been using bio oil and mederma. Updated on 15 May 2014: good morning ladies. I have been good overall, but the swelling is driving me crazy. My cg does not help anymore it seems. It still gives me support for my abdomen. I can only imagine what my friends that have lipo go through.The left side of my waist is bigger, i wish he had made the incision a little higher. I brought it up last time he said it was too early to think of doing any thing, so i wait. just hope a little lipo will help it. My spirits have not been the best, probably because i cannot do much without getting exhausted, I don't even want to get out :(. scars look good i think i need to start using silicon sheets.Some spots are more raised than other, more sensitive. The best of all of this are my breast i am glad i did not go bigger I don't think my back could have taken it, or even my chest cavity. hopefully i will go and get measured this weekend. I wish all a happy healing. take care Updated on 19 Aug 2014: it has been a while since i posted, i was prompted by realself. I am doing great did not work out all summer, eat like a pig and put on 6 pounds. Need to loose it asap. My scars are getting smaller and lighter. I don't know if I will be doing the revision on my left side. Still thinking about it.

Just went into the pre-op Dr. Visit for mini TT with lipo and breast reduction. Am very nervous as I've never had any surgery before. Will be spending the night in the hospital, then back home for recovery. Don't want to look like a super model, just better after two kids :) I've wanted the boob reduction for years, thought I would knock it all out at the same time. Will keep as updated as I can. Updated on 17 Jul 2012: One more day with the old body....will the scars look like franken-boobs/tummy ? Will it hurt ? How much ? Akkkkkkk....what have I signed up for ? Is it selfish to want to look like my "old self " after having my two children ? Who knows ? I will have more answers than questions athe day after tomorrow :) I have become an addict to looking at and following my fellow mommy makeovers/mini tummy tuck/lipo/ breast reduction sisters. Still not sure if I'm brave enough to post before and after shots, but am so grateful for the women who have. Fingers crossed ladies, I will need your good vibes in the next few weeks. Have made my list, checked it twice have pillows, ointments, poop pills etc..until the 19th. Peace and love. Updated on 18 Jul 2012: Tomorrow is the big day.....my stomach is in knots, hope I can get some sleep tonight. Will post the outcome tomorrow :) Updated on 21 Jul 2012: Had the surgery two days ago. Everything went really well. Stayed overnight at the hospital and was released yesterday to come home. Had a slight fever 101.5*, called the PS and he said to stand up and take deep breaths that it is caused from the anesthesia. Our neighbor is a nurse and said the same thing. I had bought a heating pad before the surgery and it is a huge help with back pain. Will update when the pain RX wears off :) Updated on 23 Jul 2012: Four days post-op, things are healing up and definitely feeling better. Still get tired after I'm up and active, so mostly sitting in the recliner with the heating pad. Haven't heard any from this community so that bums me out a bit, however I still enjoy reading everyone's reviews. Happy healing :) Updated on 9 Aug 2012: Three week's post-op, feel about 80% back to normal wich is awesome. The glue came off the boobs and belly and healing is going really well. The only issue is the left side over the belly scar has started to swell, I thought I would be in my normal shorts by now...hahahahahahaha !!!!! Anyone else starting to swell at this point ? I had the mini-tuck with ab & flank lipo, right after it looked amazing, now fatty Von faterson has started to occur ! Help !!

Hello all. I will soon be 50 years old and as a gift to myself I am having a Tummy Tuck (Upper & lower abs, back, sides and flanks) & Fat Transfer to buttocks. I have been trying to gather all of the information and tips from others that have had the surgery performed (thank you all for your wonderful advise). I am both excited and nervous. Here are a few things that I'm worried about 1) How do I determine how many cc's to have injected? I want a fuller bottom but I want it to be proportioned. 2) I've heard a lot of complaints about the pain level. 3) My doctor (Dr. Pillai/Charlotte, NC) said the surgery will last about 6 hours. I would appreciate any tips, suggestions for pre & post surgery, nutrition and general overall guidance. Again, thank you all for the wonderful posts and I will be posting & blogging along the way and sharing my experience with others as well. Updated on 15 Oct 2015: Hello ladies! I am currently trying to prepare for my upcoming surgery. Although my surgery isn't until December 2015, I want to have everything purchased and readily available. I have been on AMAZON looking at Compression Garments/FAJA. What is the best brand/kind to purchase for post-op? Should I purchase on that is thigh length, long (down to calf), with straps, w/o straps? Please HELP! I want the best garment to maximize my results (and comfort). Also, can anyone tell me if I need "foam boards"? My surgery is being done locally, not long travel time to/from surgery facility. One other question that's been on my mind. For the beautiful ladies that had TT, Lipo along with BBL, what was the most comfortable position to sleep/rest in? Updated on 16 Oct 2015: Soooo, I'm 2 mos pre surgery and I'm super excited! Decided to get a jump start on purchasing a few items I will need and thanks to all of the wonderful guides & preparation lists I think I've made a few good decisions. My current preparation list included: Bio Oil (Walmart 2 oz $9.88), Hibicleanse, Northshore Chux, Anti Embolism Support Stocking, Ab Support Flattening Board, Scar Away Silicone Strips, EZ Pee Urinal (all ordered from Amazon total of $93.24), Vitamin C, Iron & Multivitamin. I would like to purchase a second comp Updated on 22 Oct 2015: So.....had physical with my PCP. He is very supportative and went thru a lot of additional info with me. Everything looks great. Blood pressure a little elevated :( Taking meds and trying to tame this anxiety. Still keeping up with all the wonderful reviews and results. Wishing all you dolls continued healing Updated on 27 Oct 2015: Well ladies....had a visit with my POP today and that blood pressure is well controlled....EKG....excellent. Next stop will be the blood work! I'm wicked excited as time draws nearer. Still reading reviews and pics and lifting everyone up in prayer. I'll soon be joining all you Dolls on the other side soon! *All smiles* ~Charlotte, NC Updated on 9 Nov 2015: My how time flies...I can't believe I am now 31 days away from the "flat side" & "bootyland" lol. I am excited and anxious...not scared because I have been preparing for this surgery for a looooong time. I enjoy reading all of your stories and following all of your recoveries, success, and most importantly...advise! I will begin posting my pre-op pics on tomorrow. I didn't want to do it too far in advance because that's just doing too much...lol. I am hoping for your support and continued advise. I am getting a TT/Lipo and BBL. I STILL have a lot of questions and wonderings so feel free to plug in and hand out any advise that you think will be helpful. Happy healing to you all. ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 9 Nov 2015: No worries, my surgery date changed by just a few days. Mr new date is December 14th! Still filled with excitement. Will be doing blood work this week. As promised, uploading my before pics. Can't wait to do away with this old body and welcome the new/improved body. Updated on 11 Nov 2015: So, I've decided to juice for a couple weeks before surgery. My main goal is to get my body healthy and detox my liver which will take the hardest hit from the anesthetic. I also want to make sure the healing goes as smoothly as possible. I have been reading up a lot on the benefits of juicing pre and post-surgery. I don't think it would hurt to drop a few pounds as well for optimal benefits. If any of you beautiful dolls have any good juice recipes that include lots of dark green leafy veggies, please share them with me. Thank you and I'm constantly in prayer for everyone that's embarking on this journey. Happy healing to everyone. ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 12 Nov 2015: Just a couple of pictures of what I would like my results to resemble. I'm a pretty big girl (5"4"/200) so I would like fuller/rounder hips and nice projection. Trying to stay "realistic" about my results tho and definitely keep in mind that any improvement is better than my current situation...lol... Updated on 13 Nov 2015: Booty Buddy ordered! Updated on 16 Nov 2015: Time is winding down and it's becoming real. I'm too excited at this point. Still purchasing supplies and trying to drop just a few pounds. Eating healthy and taking my vitamins and extra iron. Praying for everyone. ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 16 Nov 2015: I have been searching for a second compression garment/faja. I was wondering which one is best, the buttocks enclosed or exposed. I came across a post by a fellow doll Hunnybee and I thought it would be helpful to others as well as myself. Here it goes: This is the best explanation I've ever seen for the butt-in vs. butt-out question: Sitting during the recovery period is harmful to the new fat grafts because it exerts a tremendous crushing pressure, up to 400 pounds per square inch in some areas on these tender cells and tissues. Even the areas that are not crushed are under such pressure that blood flow is shut off. Squatting and stretching are not as bad as sitting, but they can place significant wear and tear stress on the tissues. The blood vessels that keep the cells alive and the grafts themselves are held together by a mesh of tissue called the extracellular matrix. This matrix is composed of protein rods and cells that link together. In the beginning it’s a gel-like structure. It can get deformed by folds in the garment or constant low grade pressure. This matrix is only 50% as strong as it’s going to be at the 1 month post-op. This is why stretching, squatting, etc. is not ideal in the early post op period. A compression garment is very helpful during the recovery because the low compression prevents tissue swelling. Tissue swelling is the enemy of good healing. The pressure is not nearly enough to crush tissues or shut off circulation. A compression garment with the buttocks cutout would be the exact wrong thing as it would allow swelling in the buttocks and prevent drainage into the surrounding areas. As a matter of fact, it would milk swelling from the surrounding tissues into the uncompressed buttocks. Why 3 weeks then? These are the key things that must happen for a fat graft to be successful:*Blood supply must reach the fat graft before it runs out of nutrients.*Blood vessels must get incorporated into the graft successfully.*All the tissues- fat grafts, blood supply, and surrounding tissues must be knit together successfully by the extracellular matrix. It takes 3-4 days for the blood vessels to grow into the fat grafts. During the new few days, the blood vessels begin to strengthen. The extracellular matrix surrounding the fat graft takes another 2-3 weeks to reach enough strength to withstand minor stresses. This is why 3 weeks is the absolute earliest a patient can begin stressing the tissues. A patient should plan for 3 weeks mostly of rest on her stomach or sides, getting up occasionally to limber up the muscles, but avoid things that place stress on the healing tissues. The three week recovery is important in achieving the best possible long lasting result. Sitting on your buttocks during the first or second week will likely prevent some fat graphs from taking, resulting in less prominent buttocks than you could have had by not sitting. Thank you so much for this wonderful piece of valuable advice. Updated on 17 Nov 2015: I'm on the countdown. Like a kid at Christmas time (I've been extra nice). Still purchasing my supplies. Booty Buddy arrived today...looking all good and stuff. I want so badly to purchase a faja but I'm simply lost on this. I want to have at least two additional CGs at home before my surgery. Should I speak with my PS first? What is the best brand? What waist cincher should I purchase? Help! Don't want to caught unprepared. Prayers going out to all Dolls with upcoming surgeries and Happy Healing to those already on the "flat side" and "bootyland"! Lol Updated on 18 Nov 2015: When times get tough and I can't reach that itch....a some help from my little friend! Lol... Updated on 23 Nov 2015: Hello to all of your dolls! I am on the count down til my surgery date. Again, thank you all for sharing your stories on this site. I have gained valuable information from each and everyone of you. I am constantly praying for all of you. I am so excited to be getting a little boost in my confidence. I have a strong, loving and supportive network of people to help me get thru the recovery of this surgery and i am grateful of that. I'm also grateful for the wonderful advise from you ladies and this site that is a great network of support from all over the world. Continued healing to all of you that has made it over to the other side and many prayers for those of us that are just about to begin this journey. Hugs all the way from Charlotte, NC. Updated on 23 Nov 2015: How bout that Hemoglobin level is a 14! YAAAAAYYYY! I must say thank you to my Ninja (smoothie maker) and my new best friend SPINACH! YAAAAAYYYY! I am too happy that I'm actually healthier than I thought I was...lol Just goes to show that you can be a "big" girl and still be healthy. I'm proudly wearing that size 14...lol Forgive me....I'm really giddy today. Updated on 24 Nov 2015: Good morning/afternoon/evening to all you Dolls! I am up this morning praying for all of us currently in surgery, with upcoming surgeries, and those recovering from surgery. I pray God opens the heavens and rain upon us with His healing grace. He is the ultimate healer and I look to Him for his wonderful grace and mercies. The Word says "Verily I say unto you, Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them. We do not have to be physically gathered we can be spiritually gathered so I as all of you to take a moment as ask God for His healing mercies. Ask that He BINDS, death, pain and regret and LOOSE healing, prosperity and happiness. In Jesus Name.....Amen! Nothing but love for you all ~ all the way from Charlotte, NC Updated on 24 Nov 2015: Received my faja/compression garment "aka" CG. I couldn't wait. I didn't want to be without a "fresh clean" CG after the surgery. If I can't wear it immediately, I know I'll be able to wear it at some point. I ordered an XL according to the size chart so it shouldn't be too bad. I'm also going to order 2 more (medium and small).....wishful thinking, huh? Lol. Remember..., "ask and ye shall recieve" lol. Oh...asked I also received my 8x11in Lipo Foams as well. They're pretty thick yet very soft. I'm thinking these will help when I need additional compression or to prevent permanent marks from the CG. Anywho, I'll figure out something creative to do with them. I have just a few more items to purchase and I'll be all set. It's getting real! Hope all is well. Big hugs from ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 24 Nov 2015: I'm about to shower and turn down for the evening and I decided to post a lul update. I've lost 7 lbs....I know, I know not much however, I don't want to be skinny afterwards. I want to still look like a mature/seasoned woman...just have a few sexy curves. Tummy went down just a wee bit but it's still gonna produce some nice buttocks and hips. Sooooo, here we go.... Updated on 25 Nov 2015: God is good and all is well for me. My doctor (PCP) contacted me to day just to reassure me that I am healthy enough for this surgery. He has been such a blessing to me and definitely making sure I am 100% healthy to withstand this surgery and allowing me to contact him personally (i.e. cell phone) with any questions and concerns I may have. He told me my hemo level isn't 14 but rather 14.7! All other tests are well within range. I am going to continue to eat clean, no smoking, no drinking, little to no sugar, saturated fats and anything else that will hinder a successful surgery and healing process. Just wanted to share my little bit o heaven to day. Hope all Dolls are doing great. I can't wait until I am able to post my post-op pictures too !! Wishing everyone a blessed day. * Big hugs all the way from ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 25 Nov 2015: Had a few extra $$ in my purse so instead of buying a new wig, I've decided to buy a few more products after all, I have only 18 more days to go. I don't know if any of you Dolls have heard of a product called "Manuka Honey" which is actually produced by bee that pollinate the Manuka Bush (Leptospermum) in New Zealand. Apparently The Manuka Honey has been used for many years to cure such ailments such as sore throats, digestive illnesses all the way to Staph infections and gingivitis!. Well..., the product has also been proven to heal wounds! It is now manufactured under the name "MediHoney". It comes as a wound dressing (bandage type thingy), a gel, and a paste. It is pretty expensive (about $50.00 for 10 tapes)..I purchased the paste for about 7.50 (1.5 oz)...I ordered two tubes. I am going to speak with my plastic surgeon about it first and then try it if it's ok to do so (I don't have any allergies to Honey). I have my pre-op appointment on 12/02 and I will get back with you all to let you know what he says....but in the meantime, Google it and read up on it and check it out with your surgeon. Every surgeon is different and will design a recovery plan specific for you so don't go using nothing that has not been approved by your surgeon (my lil caution warning!) lol. Anywho..., here are a few pics of what I purchased today. Updated on 29 Nov 2015: Got the the Thanksgiving holiday just fine. No over eating for me. No weight gain for me. Eyes on the bigger picture. Wishing all of you happy holidays and happy healing! See you on the other side soon! Updated on 29 Nov 2015: When should i began wearing the ab board and back triangle? My surgery date is December 14th. How soon after should these boards be worn? Any help will be greatly appreciated. Updated on 30 Nov 2015: Couldn't sleep very well last night, mind all over the place. Why am I trying to get a sore throat?!?!? I'm trying NOT to put any kind of medication in my body over these next three weeks and my throat is scratchy this morning. Lord help me. What's a girl to do? I have a few more supplies coming in this week and I've been contemplating getting a walker for assistance for the first week(?) I also have to purchased some fruit and veggies for some smoothies. From what I gather, there is little to no appetite after surgery and I want to keep my strength up. I pray everyone is doing well and recovering well and for you ladies that are just about to go into surgery, I pray for safe surgeries with NO complications and may the hand of God be with you. Updated on 1 Dec 2015: Trying to think of absolutely everything that I need. A few more supplies arrived yesterday - training corset with bones & boy o boy it is a beast. Purchased the MediHoney for the wound treatment and some Bromelain and a few more Chux Underpads for my bed, chair, car, pillows anywhere I may need them to protect my furniture. What did I leave out? Please plug in if anyone thinks of anything that I may not have. I'll get the little things from WalMart such as pads, gauze, alcohol pads, citrate (for the big bm). I'm thinking about purchasing the Coleman Converta Cot and a body pillow(?) Don't know how necessary they will be. Just brainstorming on ways to sleep comfortably without resting on my sides and booty. I am definitely open to any and all suggestions and advice. As always, I am lifting everyone up in my prayers for safe surgeries, no complications, speedy healing and wowing results. ~ Hugs from Charlotte, NC Updated on 4 Dec 2015: Ladies please give me a hand. I am trying to find a faja (above the knee) with the buttocks out. What's a good brand? Does it run small? surgery in a week so I need one asap. Please advise. Thanks Updated on 6 Dec 2015: The Final Countdown....wooooo..yeeeeah! Ladies, I am truly on the countdown. My surgery is one week away and I don't know how to act. I think I'm good on the supplies, just waiting on a few more to be delivered. I hope I haven't left out anything. Last thing I have to do is my hair so I won't be looking crazy these few week I'll be laid up..Lol Please send up a lil prayer for me and everyone headed into surgery and I'll continue to pray for you all. Updated on 7 Dec 2015: Well ladies...I've done all I was told to do...can't do no more but just chill and wait for Monday December the 14th and I wiil be on the flat side with some booty. I am very excited and unusually calm. I can't wait to post my post-op photos. Well I'm gonna turn in and get some sleep. Prayers for you all. Updated on 9 Dec 2015: It's almost my time to shine!!! Went to my pre-op and everything is in place and we're all set to go. I will be the first and only surgery scheduled for Monday December 14th which I like because I know he will take his time and sculpt me correctly and afterwards I will have time to recover without being rushed off in a wheelchair to my car (no shade to anyone or any organization). I will be reporting to the surgery center at 6:30 am and it will be on and popping. I am asking for your prayers and continued support and I will do the same. For the Dolls that will be having surgery on the same day, I know you're excited as I am excited for you and thinking of you as well. Big hugs from Charlotte, NC! Updated on 12 Dec 2015: My surgery is on Monday 12/14. I wanted to take a laxative tonight. Is this recommended? I would use a magnesium citrate. Heeeelp!!!! Updated on 13 Dec 2015: Hello beautiful ladies and gentlemen. Tomorrow, December 14th is my time to shine! I am filled with so many emotions right now. I really can't believe it's about to go down. I've wanted this surgery for a very long time and to finally be getting it is just overwhelming. Thank you all for your wonderful advise, tips and sharing your experience(s). Now I'm asking for your sincere prayers for myself and all the other Dolls (female & male) that are about to have surgery. I will be posting pics AS SOON AS I can. Sending big prayers up for us all. My surgery time is 8:30 am and I should be transformed by 3:00 pm. Until then.............deuces! :) Updated on 14 Dec 2015: Ladies, I'm headed to the surgery center.Prayers for us all. Muah!!! Updated on 14 Dec 2015: Surgery was successful! Pain is an 8, will update when I feel a little better. Thanks for your prayers! Updated on 15 Dec 2015: Hello ladies. I'm doing surprisingly well. My pain level has been about a 2. I am taking my mess on time, especially pain meds. My surgery was a breeze. Dr. Pillai did a wonderful job. I am pleased with everything. I'm not too big and not too small...just the right amount for me. I received 800 cc's per cheek. He made my health and safety number one priority. Unfortunately the upper part of my abdominal was scar tissue and not useable fat. He cut that out and my muscles were fine. I have two drains which aren't put to good out very much but we're gonna keep them in place for a week. I'm doing lots of walking (slowly) and I'm almost standing straight. Buttocks are pretty hard right now and sitting up high. I suppose the fluff fairy will come thru one day. Again I say, I'm very pleased with my results. I thank God for His healing mercies and I thank you all for your prayers. Updated on 16 Dec 2015: Did number 2 with zero problems thanks to my spinach smoothies. If you ladies have a Nutri Bullet or a Ninja, I suggest you use it to get those raw nutrients. My smoothies are full of fruit and SPINACH. No hard pushing or calling on the Lord over here. Just SMOOTH sailing! Ha! Happy healing to you all. Remember to send up prayers for those going into surgery today. Big hugs all the way from Charlotte, NC. Updated on 17 Dec 2015: Hi ladies. Day 3 andn I'm still doing well. Still have a lot of swelling...legs, thighs, vjayjay, back, sides, tummy...everywhere! My doctor's technique must be different because he did not dress me in the "traditional" c and he does not want anything to touch my buttocks for now. My PCP told me to follow his advise because he knows what technique he has used. I said OK because so far so good. My results are coming along well. My butt is not as big as I wanted it but it "fits" my body structure very well. He encouraged me to just wait and be patient and assured me I would love what I see. My pain level is still a 2...just a little stiffness but a brief walk around the house helps that. Peeing and pooping very well and regular. My incision is low and straight (bikini cut). It is also extended on both sides to avoid the dreaded dog ears. My daughter and fiance have been a tremendous help and just wonderful to me. My daughter give me these delicate massages and my boyfriend can't take all the tape residue...lol...He is constantly rubbing it off. I have started a surgery frenzy amongst my friends and family! Now, everyone has something they want to tweak...funny. Anywho, I'll post pics later. My daughter and fiance have been taking them and they're slow to forward them *sigh*! I hope everyone is doing great. Many prayers to the newbies. Going back to bed now. Muah! Updated on 22 Dec 2015: Hi ladies. Sorry for hiatus been extremely depressed. Nothing is what I wanted and I can't believe it. I look exactly the same now as I did before my surgery. Buttocks small, no hips, no projection, no cuff , no volume...nothing! My tummy tuck is OK but I don't have that "snatched" look. My doc encourages me to be patient with the healing process. He insists that I will love my results once I'm healed. I've been dealing with extreme swelling all over. He only used a waste binder and not a "traditional" compression garment so only a portion of my abdominal area is covered so you know swelling is uncontrollably bad! I'm still very boxy looking. He didn't do half of what was discussed in out consults. After reviewing my body more closely I noticed that fat was only injected into one area (upper) of my buttocks which explains why there is no real change. I'm trying to remain optimistic and professional but I am really unhappy with my results. Now, I've decided to plan and save for round two of lipo and bbl and I plan to have it don't by June of 2016 in Miami. I've seen great reviews and the results that I want. Please give any suggestions for susurgeons and recovery houses etc. I want to get started ASAP to get the process going and over with. Thanks again for all well wishes and prayers. Updated on 31 Dec 2015: Contacted Dr. Osak's office for a quote. Definitely headed to MIA in June 2016 for round 2. There won't be any mistakes this time. Awaiting price so I can send deposit and make preparations. Any advice or suggestions would be greatly appreciated. My boyfriend and I are driving down so I'll be staying at a hotel for the duration. Are there any suggestions for a nearby hotel? Also, suggestions for lymphatic massages. I'm looking to have lipo to abs, back, and flanks with transfer. Please keep me in prayers.......again! Updated on 31 Dec 2015: Just a few pics to share my struggle right now. Got a quote from Dr. Osak's office for $3900.00. Thinking about a June date. Prayers, suggeations, criticism, compliments all are welcomed. Updated on 30 Jan 2016: Hello to all of you beautiful ladies. Just a little update on me and my continued journey. As you know, my first round of surgery did not yield the beautiful results that I'd expected (and paid for). I do, however look just a little bit better than I did before and I am thankful for the small improvement. I am still not 100% where I would like to be. I am going in for round 2 (lipo/bbl) with Dr. Osak at Spectrum. Emily is my coordinator and she is sweet and prompt. I have sent my deposit and signed a few forms to make it official. Surgery date will be late June and staying at the Assistance 4 Life recovery house. I am excited all over again and I know this time will be a charm. Thank you to all of you for your support and encouragement. Truly you have all put a smile in my heart. Of course you know the struggle with planning and execution of this surgery/journey so I still need your prayers. Any advice you have will be greatly appreciated. I will be traveling to Miami alone this time so tips/suggestions are welcomed for the travel. I still have quite a bit of supplies for previous so I don't need much this time but if you can think of anything new/different that may have helped you along...pass that info as well. Again thank you all and I will be keeping you updated on the second half of my journey. Happy healing to all of you and many prayers to those just going under. xoxoxo ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 29 Feb 2016: Well ladies, I am "at it again!" Preparing for my round 2/revision and I've chosen Dr. Ortega w/Spectrum. Of course originally I was gong with Dr. Osak but we all know that story. It's very unfortunate that he is going thru this trying time and we all have to lift him up in prayer. Dr. Osak has become a favorite amongst us all. Now, I've scheduled my date for June 28th and I'm working with Emily Ron who, these far has been efficient. I'm excited all over again as I have reviewed Dr. Ortega and I like his work and he is not afraid of the woman with a higher BMI. I considered going to DR to either Dr. Duran or Dr. Cabral (they're kicking out some bad-ass bodies BUT I'm not a fan of the"blue pill"...waking up during the procedure...non English communication....blood transfusions (out of USA), etc. So as good as these women look, my gut instinct tells me to keep my booty American made..lol. I know they're risks with any surgery but I just feel safer knowing that my mommy can get to me just a lil quicker. I am praying that this time is a charm and I need your prayers too. I want to come home with a nice well rounded plump ass with a little hips on the side. I'm also thinking about getting the infamous "thigh gap!" If anyone has any tips or suggestions or input please feel free. Peace and blessings to all of you Dolls! ~ xoxo Updated on 9 Mar 2016: Dr. Osak may be back at Spectrum in 30 days. ****Note: Not a sure thing but MAY be back in 30 days***** Per a Spectrum coordinator. Updated on 17 Jul 2016: So, I've decided long ago that I was going for round 2. I have had many ups and downs since round one and I've learned a whole lot of information I didn't know round 1. I am too happy to know that Hasan is back and I am going with him. I cannot take anymore chances and I don't have anymore money to waste. My round 2 bbl will be with Hasan. I'll be updating as I go. Updated on 12 Sep 2016: So, I've scheduled my round 2 with Dr. Orlando Llorente @ New Life Plastic Surgery. After careful research and reviews, I've chosen to go with him. I love his work and (per the reviews) his dedication and professionalism with all of his patients. It is also a major plus that he is board certified and highly trained in the area of cosmetic surgery. It is also a plus that my coordinator, Elena, is a dream. She has been most helpful (even after I paid the deposit) lol and she continues to stay in contact with me. I am so looking forward to this surgery (sx date 12/12/16) and I am sure round 2 will be a charm. I pretty much have heaps of supplies from my round 1 which was 12/14/15 so I will only add a few additional things as I will be traveling out of my home state for this second surgery. I'm at ease with my choice and I trust Dr. Llorente completely. Stay tuned as I will be updating as time draws nearer and I will be posting my current pre-op photos as well. If anyone would like to follow me on IG, my IG name is alldolledup2016. Say a prayer for me as I will be in prayer for you. xoxo ~ Charlotte, NC Updated on 18 Oct 2018: Hello all. I am headed in for a third and hopefully final round of BBL surgeries. My initial round was with a doctor here in the NC/SC area and it was a complete failure (in my opinion) so I went for round 2 with Dr. Llorente (of Newlife). He gave me a great foundation but once everything settled (2 yrs later), I'm still not sculpted as I would like to be, hence, round 3! This round I am going with Dr. Christine Dowbak. I love her work and her work ethic and her results, she is also with the NewLife facility. I am not going for the "vixen" look but just to make some corrections on the bottom of my buttocks where the fat did not survive. I knew going into this surgery journey that it may take more more than one round to reach my ultimate goal (considering where I started from). So, no sweat for me. I am very much looking forward to this 3rd round as much as the first and second rounds. I'd love to connect with Dowbak dolls to follow your journey here as well as IG. My Ig is alldolledup2018. Send me a request and I will follow back. Good luck to all of you beautiful dolls. My only advise is to be patient with the process, give your body time to heal and form as every day you'll look different. Don't compare yourself to anyone else especially the "wish pics" every person and their results will vary and lastly, keep in mind that it may take more than one round. Best of luck to you all! Updated on 31 Oct 2018: Hello all! I started my journey in 2015 at the age of 50.I knew my results would be far different from that of a 20 or 30 year old and maybe even different from a 40 year old but, we all have our expectations. My first bbl was done in the NC/SC area and I wasn't too thrilled with the results.My second bbl was done in Miami with Dr. Llorente of NewLife and he drastically improved my butt and gave me nice curves but I was slack on maintenance and diet and gained quite a bit of weight. I'm embarking on round three with Dr. Dowbak also with NewLife and I'm praying this is my final round (with bbl). My deposit has been paid and I am looking forward to a March 2019 date. This round I plan to be closer to my goal weight of 170 but I don't want to go below 180 to assure I have enough fat to transfer, considering I had a bbl in 2016. I am working on losing the visceral fat located underneath the muscle to assure my tummy is as flat as possible. I also wish to get rid of the back rolls or at least reduce them. My main area of focus is reshaping my butt and filling in the flat spots on the bottom where fat did not survive and hopefully get a "cuff." I have been following Dowbak dolls and have yet to see a bad result or a bad review on the doctor herself. If you are a Dowbak doll, please feel free to share your results and experience with me. My IG is alldolledup2018.