Yesterday I had abdominoplasty, breast lift, and implants done. The closer this date has approached, the more nervous I had become. But, after being underweight most of my life then having gained over 75 lbs with my second child, I decided to do what would make me happy in my skin again. My breasts took a hard hit from my pregnancies as did my stomach. I can't wait to be in a bikini again! Stoked! For those concerned, it is quite uncomfortable particularly getting in and out of bed and walking, with a hunched over back. I honestly don't feel pain in my breasts. I was very nervous and I think that my laparoscopic hysterectomy hurt much worse. I'll post more photos whenever I am able to get out of my garment Monday to get a shower. Attached are before photos and currently with the garment and drains. I am taking the pain medication still on day one post op. My doctors nurse said I shouldn't need it after one day but wow. I'm continuing to take it.
On the day of surgery, Dr Koo came in and did all of the markings on me. I could tell she was very knowledgeable and a perfectionist as she marked me.
Dr Koo and her assistant Joann have been wonderful to me. From what I am allowed to see under the garment, I can tell my breasts are exactly as I asked for and my TT scar is low and very straight. It's like a small pencil line: beautiful.
I can't wait until Monday to shower and take the rest of the cotton from my garment, and to see the results! My only issue right now is muscle pain while trying to stand up straight, getting up and down from the bed (I can get to the bathroom by myself), and having comfort while I sleep. I kept jerking around in my sleep last night and ouch!
I will keep you updated with "after photos." I cannot emphasize enough how excited I am to wear a bikini again and not have my boobs be deflated floppy messes!
Updated on 28 Oct 2021:
This hasn't been a horrible scenario aside from nights whenever I wake up, feeling itchy from the cotton under my garment and the tightness of my garment hurting my waist. I usually take my pain medication and am able to go back to sleep. I hope that after tomorrow, when I am allowed to shower for the first time and take the cotton out of the garments I will get more comfortable. This has not been incredibly painful. The garments have felt suffocating at times and the drains are annoying but I'd do this all over again. I still don't know what I look like under the garments and can't wait to see tomorrow!
Updated on 31 Oct 2021:
I’m moving around much better and my appetite has come back! Nausea was awful the first week but the last few days I have been on an uphill climb. I can now shower by myself (with my husbands help drying off since I can’t reach my lower legs well). I have been cleaning my incisions twice a day and keeping them covered as the incisions around my nipples have been bleeding on and off and get irritated by my compression bra. My tummy is healing up great, aside from some bruising. Honestly, my breasts are more troublesome at this point while they heal. My drains should be removed on Friday at my two week post op appointment and I cannot wait! I’ll say, they are so annoying to navigate around and always be concerned they’ll get hung on something or be pulled. At this point, I’m barely draining anything.
My breasts are less swollen… at first I thought we went too big. But they’re changing as the days go by. The first week is very hard and it is hard to sleep and be comfortable in general. But I’m impressed at how quickly I am healing and how better I am feeling as each day passes. I get ready by myself very slowly… but without help nonetheless and I also barely spend time in my bed. I am out in the living room with everyone and try to do what I can for myself that my belly and chest will allow me to do.
What I’ve learned so far is not to panic over bruising, bleeding, or strange colored substances coming out of incisions. My doctors office has been wonderful about answering my questions and being kind when I call. Joanne is the best and I can’t speak volumes enough on her patience and knowledge. I am now beginning to see the results of Dr Koo’s work as swelling and bruising is subsiding, and my review could easily change to a five star before this is over. I’m just waiting for the end result.
Updated on 5 Nov 2021:
So, I’m over two weeks post op now and I noticed my left breast beginning to look like the incision was splitting near the nipple. I called my doctor and was told to use neosporin. I was told it was normal. Now, my breast is opened up near the nipple and looks like fresh meat and is raw to the touch. Under my breast where the t incision is has also opened up wide and is bleeding. I’m using pads in my bra and have moved to a softer bra. I saw my doctor yesterday and she said it was normal and all superficial. I was told to eat more protein and make sure I keep the area clean. I have done everything right so far, and this is still happening. It’s very painful and horrible looking. My stomach is healing wonderfully and looks great. My breasts have obviously taken a turn for the worse. Idk how long this pain will go on but im going to do what I can to get my breasts to heal. I am feeling some regret now on even touching my breasts. We will see if things get better soon. This is a very scary and painful experience with my breasts looking like this.
Updated on 27 Nov 2021:
Since my last post, my right breast has also opened up, which is the smaller wound photo. My stomach also opened in two places but Is not as bad or painful. The left breast opened a lot more which was obviously scary and traumatic. My days are currently filled with unavoidable pain, bandage changes, and more bleeding than I like. I see my doctor once a week, aside from this week since she is gone for the holidays. However, she texts me every time I have a question. I’m unsure why this happened but I can say it has been a very frustrating, emotional experience. I’m waiting to see how bad I scar and how this plays out. I can say my doctor has been very nice and available when I’ve had questions or concerns. This has been a scary experience. She has also kept me in pain medicine as this has been a painful experience I could compare to having road rash. I can’t stand my bra or the gauze touching me, particularly in the area of my nipple where it is separated. I also hate dressing changes, as I bleed a lot and it tends to burn for a very long time during and after. Warm showers have helped me directly after a dressing change to ease the pain. I have hydrogel that I apply to the wounds and gauze. I’m still not performing my normal tasks, as when I stand, gravity hits and it hurts to. I’m frustrated, sad, and have some really bad days with depression. However, I see progress with my wounds healing and just have to tell myself to keep going. This can happen to anyone and I’m pretty damn sad that it happened to me. I did this to feel better about my body and currently, I feel like I was in a horror movie. I’m really hoping my doctor is right and that it’s all going to heal great.
Updated on 14 Dec 2021:
So it’s been the road from hell for me. My stomach has healed well, aside from a few small spots that opened but they closed quickly. My breasts, on the other hand, it seems as soon as I get scar tissue they begin to separate and open back up again. Words cannot describe my frustration. My doctor keeps telling me to be patient and I am taking great care of the wounds. But I can’t help but wonder if something else can be done to speed up this process… and how it couldn’t be normal for a wound to scar and then bust back open this late in the recovery game. I miss doing yoga, exercising, and not being afraid of being bumped when my kids lean in to hug me. I wish I could enjoy my new body and feel sexy. Has anyone else experienced this and if so, could you tell me about the time frame and treatments you used?
Updated on 3 Jan 2022:
My wounds are getting smaller. This seems to be taking forever and I am still using caution on not lifting too much or moving my arms too much. This is because the tissue coming in is very easy to rub off when it initially grows. I also am not looking for larger wounds. I am so over this. My breasts also appear to be somewhat lopsided. My right breast seems to go outward while the left breast remains rounded. My doctor told me they’re sisters and not twins. At this point, I am not seeking perfection. I just want to heal and be able to do yoga again. I am also ready to throw away the gauze forever!
My tummy tuck is healing well and I am standing up straight and have for awhile. I find sleeping on my back most of the night while slightly sitting up is still more comfortable. I am usually a side sleeper. But this could also be partly due to the fact my breasts are sore when I lay on my side still. I am hoping to be healed in the next month. I can’t believe it has taken this long to get healed up.
I am thankful that I never got an infection and that I have had family members who have supported me. If I knew I would have had to face this, I would have never done it. But, that’s not to say I won’t enjoy the results. I just wish I hadn’t had to have such pain and depression to get there. I’m still unsure why this happened and I have to say I am very hesitant to have any elective procedures in the future.
Updated on 3 Jan 2022:
I forgot a photo that includes the larger wound I had and it’s progress.
Updated on 15 Jan 2022:
I thought I was making progress with my wounds. But, I went to see my doctor a few days ago and apparently a lot of the skin I thought was coming in was dead. I was told I needed to be scrubbing more around the wounds. After seeing her, my wounds are bright red again, tender to the touch and I feel as though I took five steps back. Once again, I can’t stand the way I look or being in my skin. My bra hurts me to the touch. The cold weather hurts. If my kids or dogs bump into me just right, blood seeps through my bra (more so than usual.) I understand that I will heal eventually but this has been three months of hell, and after losing the progress I thought I had made, idk how many more months I’ll have of this.
This has greatly impacted my mental health, my body image, my intimate life, and anything I seeked to improve by doing this surgery in the first place. While my doctor has been great by texting me whenever I have needed her, and has been nice, I can honestly say that if I could go back, I would have kept my deflated boobs. Deflated boobs beat bleeding for months any day of the week. However, I would do the tummy tuck again in a heartbeat. That has been a breeze and aside from a few stitches splitting a few weeks in, I had no issues with it and recovery has been as expected.
I do not smoke. I eat well. Prior to this I did yoga and exercised at least three days a week. I have followed every post op instruction I received and continue to do so. I am so frustrated and tired of this.
Updated on 11 Aug 2022:
I officially stopped bleeding from my breasts in early May. They finally closed up enough where I would be able to swim if I wanted to. My scars still hurt, particularly on my stomach. They’re sensitive. I still notice a bit of diastasis around my stomach, but given the experience I’ve had, I’m good with it. I am seeing if my belly button can be corrected because it is shallow and huge. My scars on my breasts are pretty extensive. I look great in a push up bra or a tank top but I’m pretty insecure with nothing on. I’m covered in scars. When asked if I would do this again, I’m not sure. My experience with my breasts was the most painful experience I ever had. I want to say, I don’t blame this on dr koo. Her and her staff were great to me. I avoided infection and dr koo was available every time I texted her: even if it was just to cry and express my sadness. I wish my results would have turned out differently. But, I am happy that I have a flat stomach and that my boobs no longer hit the floor. However, in saying this, I don’t think I would have ever chosen this road if I knew how bad it would be for me. But this was my journey. It doesn’t mean yours will be the same.