I am 20 years old, 5'3", 160lbs. I started developing larger breasts in middle school. By 8th grade I was a 36D, and by senior year I was 36DD. Two years later, I currently wear a 36DDD. I am interested in the surgery because I, like many, have struggled a lot growing up with large breasts. My breasts cause my back and shoulders to hurt, some days the pain in my back is so intolerable that no position I'm in helps. I played sports in high school with a lot of difficulty. Sports bras were not supportive enough, so I would wear 2-3 and running would still hurt. Not only do they get in the way of physical activity, but they also bring a lot of attention, which brings me to the next big reason I want the procedure, my lack of self esteem. I am extremely self conscious about my breasts. I am a pretty modest person and found it hard to almost impossible to find clothes that didn't accentuate or show off my breasts. Swim suits is probably the hardest clothing article for me to find. Anyways, point is, I am very uncomfortable with all the extra weight and I've been debating whether or not to get the surgery for a couple years now. I finally got the courage to do it!
I had my consultation about three weeks ago, on April 30th 2015. My plastic surgeon, Dr. Keith Rae, went over procedure with me. He explained to me that nipple sensitivity isn't guaranteed after the surgery, I wouldn't be able to breast feed. Both worried me, but the latter more than the other. He gave me a packet of information which contained everything about the procedure, including what the incision would look like and a list of possible complications. I appreciate that he went over everything, even the bad things. He answered all my questions and was very easy to talk to. After going over everything, I changed into a gown and he took a look at my breasts. He said I am a great candidate for the procedure! He took a couple pictures and sent it to my health insurance to see if they'd cover it. Two weeks later I got a call that the surgery will be covered by my insurance, and I asked for the soonest date available, which turned out to be June 5th. I did not expect it to be so soon!
I am really nervous! I've never had surgery before. My biggest fear isn't the recovery or even the pain, it's the anesthesia. I've never been put under before and I've been delaying my wisdom teeth extraction because of that. I'm so terribly scared that I'll wake up too early or that I won't wake up at all. I have less than two weeks to mentally prepare myself for this.
Updated on 24 May 2015:
I thought I'd might as well post my awful before pictures. I am very self conscious about my saggy breasts and I usually don't feel comfortable showing pictures of them, but I've gained so much insight and comfort thanks to everyone who shared their stories on this website, I just had to give back!
At this point, my breasts are too heavy for me. I can't stand straight, I always hunch which causes terrible shoulder and lower back pains on a daily basis. My breasts sag so much that my nipples almost point down and my areolas are very big. With the surgery I am hoping to be a full and perky C cup. I would like my nipples to be higher on my breasts and for my areolas to be proportional.
Should I let my PS know what I wish the outcome to be? Or would that make it sound like I'm telling him how to do his job? I don't want to offend or disrespect, but I also don't want to be upset with the outcome.
Updated on 24 May 2015:
First of all, I just want to thank everyone who's posted reviews! I can't even begin to explain how helpful they've all been! xoxo
So, I have a fear of anesthesia. Can you guys tell me what it's like to be put under? I really don't know what to expect. Also, I've started shopping! I'm so so excited to try on my clothes after the procedure and to wear cute bras and bikini tops! Is there anything I should buy for the recovery?
Thank you again!
Updated on 30 May 2015:
Last Tuesday (May 26th) was my pre-op appointment. I went over some of the questions I had, like I asked if I could pick my postoperative cup size which I could, so I told my PS I wanted a full C. I also asked if I would have drainage tubes and he said that I wouldn't. I'm glad I won't have to deal with tubes but how come some surgeons use them and others don't? Some other things I forgot to ask him were how long would I have to wait until I could bathe? And will I have to be on bed rest and for how long?
My surgery is this coming Friday... The days are all going by so fast! I can't believe I have less than a week until I have small breasts!
Updated on 4 Jun 2015:
Oh my gosh you guys, I can't sleep at all! I am so nervous about my surgery. I can't believe that in a couple hours I'll be in the OR and in a couple more I won't have my big breasts weighing me down anymore! Ahhh part of me is so nervous and unsure about this surgery, but the other part of me is ecstatic and happy. The latter being the bigger part!
I'm still super nervous about being put down, but after interviewing a lot of people about their experiences I've summed all their reviews down to anesthesia being a very nice, quick sleep. Hopefully it's true! I'm just going to think about all the cute things I'll be able to wear afterwards!
I'll update this as soon as I can with pictures and everything! Wish me luck!
xoxoxo
Updated on 6 Jun 2015:
Hey guys! I had my surgery today yay! This is just a quick post to let y'all know it all went great! I only have one picture so far of my surgical bra, but as soon as I get to see my breasts I'll snap some pictures and show you guys! And also with those I'll review my whole surgical experience.
Xoxoxo!
Updated on 7 Jun 2015:
Hello hello! I want to take the time now to write about my surgery experience. I've only seen my breasts once when my mom was changing the gauze. I took a picture but it is not a good quality picture at all, so for that I apologize. I promise as soon as I'm able to, I will take some good ones!
So going back to Friday, I couldn't sleep all night, I was so nervous! I started getting ready to go around 5:30 and we left the house at 6 to be there by 6:30. I checked in, got asked a few questions about medications that I take and when the last time I ate/drank was, peed in a cup, and changed into a gown, robe, and socks. Everyone was so sweet, and they could see I was a nervous wreck so they all tried to make me laugh and keep me smiling. My PS came in and drew up the lines on my breasts, and after him the anesthesiologist came in to go over everything with me again. After grilling the anesthesiologist, he assured me that all my worries regarding anesthesia were so common. Most people are more scared of being put down than the surgery itself, it wasn't just me! A nurse then comes in and tells me she's giving me something to relax, and after that I felt kind of drunk, in a really good way! All I remember after that was being taken to the OR and I slid over to the operating bed/table, and next thing I know I'm waking up! For all those that are also scared of being put down, please believe me when I say that it is so nice! It's also quick! I woke up feeling so good. My mouth was extremely dry but I wasn't nauseous or anything, I was a bit emotional though!
I was released that same day, and the ride home was a little rough with all the bumps, but after I got put in bed I was so comfy. I had appetite and ate 3 meals, one every time I took my pain medicine. And it's been that easy every day since. My recovery so far has been so painless and comfortable, I'm kind of worried that since it's been so easy so far that it'll get tougher throughout the week, but hopefully that's not the issue. I didn't have any drains put in, and my incisions stopped bleeding already, I'm not sure if that's normal? The incision cite also feels very itchy at times, it's almost unbearable. I can't really reach for anything or bend over so I've been having someone help me whenever I need to use the toilet or brush my teeth. I still haven't showered because I'm very scared of getting my breasts wet. My PS said I could shower the day after the procedure but I haven't been brave enough!
All in all, the surgery is so worth it. That's it for now, I will update this again if I think of anything I might have left out. Hopefully this helps some people!
xoxoxoxooxoxoxo!
Updated on 10 Jun 2015:
Alright I finally got around to taking some better pictures! I also have a couple questions that I'm hoping someone can answer. Should I just keep the steri-strips until my post op appointment? It's not until next week, I feel like that's so long to keep that tape on? Also, is it normal for some of my breast to be numb? When I touch my breast around where my areola is I can't feel anything.
Thanks again! xoxoxo
Updated on 11 Jun 2015:
I am six days post op now and my incision has become UNBEARABLY itchy. I can't stand it!!! It's not even a short temporary itch that I can ignore, it's the itchiest I've ever felt and it lasts for 10 minutes, if not more sometimes. Is there anything I can do to make it better?!
Updated on 16 Jun 2015:
Today I have my post operative appointment, I think that my PS is going to take off my steri-strips and stitches, but I'm not really sure. I'm really disappointed because I decided to wear a sports bra two days ago and it felt more comfortable than my surgical bra so I wore one. This morning I woke up and took off my sports bra and saw that the steri-strips around my nipple fell off and there was some drainage coming out from the incision underneath. I'm so sad that I have an infection, I was trying to be so careful :( I rinsed it a couple times with hydrogen peroxide and then showered and aired it out for a bit. Hopefully it isn't as bad as I'm thinking it is.