Hello! I am so excited about putting my breasts back how they were before kids! I am currently still wearing a 34C bra from Victorias Secret, but they are so deflated and have no upper fullness. Pre- kids I was a full perky 34D and just want to get back to that. I would like to feel more confident naked and in swimsuits, but still have it not be overly noticeable in regular clothes will I need to be a bit more subtle! I am a daycare provider, so don't really want to be hanging out all over the place, not to mention my oldest son is now 14 and I really don't want all of his friends saying anything to him. I had a consultation almost 4 years ago and was even paid in full when I backed out 2 weeks before. At the time my youngest was just 18 months and I was stressed about not being able to care for him. I went back to the same doctor for this consult, Dr, Wilke in Edina Minnesota and am going forward with it on Oct. 18th. I am excited, but still nervous/anxious about it all! Not sure if I should tell my boys or not ahead of time (or at all!) I'm worried about recovery being that I will have the surgery Wednesday, then will be off work Thur, Fri, Sat and Sun, but then daycare will be open on Monday. I can take it easy during the day being that I have no infants that I have to pick up or anything...but still makes me nervous!
My surgeon and I decided on 415cc HP Silicone. He suggested between 400 and 450 to achieve my desired D cup.
Updated on 5 Oct 2017:
Can't believe it is coming up so quickly! I'm excited and terrified all at the same time. Part of me feels guilty for friending that much money on myself, but I've been wanting it done for a while and saved for most of it myself (not family money!)
Those of you with older kids- did you tell them ahead of time? My 14 year old is super helpful with the 5 year old, but I don't really want to tell him. Also don't want to lie to him though either and make up some BS story afterwards on why I can't reach the cookie sheet above the fridge!
Updated on 10 Oct 2017:
Wow. I am a roller coaster of emotions. One second I am super excited, the next I am stressed out if this is the right decision. I'm not really overly concerned about the pain and recovery period. More so just concerned about the surgery/anesthesia itself. I have been under general anesthesia twice before (wisdom teeth and tonsils) but am still terrified of something going wrong. I know it is pretty irrational, but there's always that "what if" in the back of my mind.
Also got a call from my surgeons office and my regular doctor did not draw blood for my hemoglobin test during my Pre-op, so now I need to go back AGAIN for that in the next couple days. Just added stress.
I also go back and forth on if I should stick with my 415 hp silicone unders or if I should go up to 450. I DO NOT want to be huge, but with a tall frame, I also don't want to wish I had gone bigger.
This is all totally normal, right?!
Updated on 17 Oct 2017:
"Happy Boob eve!" is what my husband said when he woke up this morning and came out to make his coffee! I laughed and it really hit me- holy sh** in 24 hours I will basically be done with surgery! For the most part, I am just excited at this point and ready to get the next stage of this journey underway! I am feeling pretty happy with my choice of size and am trusting that my PS made a great recommendation. He is one of the best around so he knows what he's doing! I am sure tomorrow morning I will have some anxiety, but most of it just revolves around not knowing how I will be for recovery. You hear such different stories from people, so I guess we will see! But I only took one day of work off after a tonsillectomy (as an adult) and used no prescription pain meds for that! They just don't work on me and make me nauseous! I was also out grocery shopping and walking around the mall the day I got out of the hospital after all 3 kids. I think I will be fine, but still prepping myself for the worst!
I have some things prepped bed-side for me. I have also made several freezer meals for my family for the first few days since, lets face it- my husband is not much of a cook!
My brother called and asked if my older two boys would want to go camping, hunting and fishing with him this long weekend since they are off school. YES! YES they do! That just leaves my 5 year old. But hubby has Wednesday (kids are still in school) and Thursday off so he can entertain him. Then he is going to have a slumber party at grandmas Thur night and hang out all day Friday since his big brothers get to do something fun! Post op will be friday and then my husband has a couple work appointments to go to. A few of my girlfriends offered to come hang out on Friday if I'm bored.
Our bedroom and bathroom are cleaned, sheets are in the dryer now. I feel pretty well prepared!
What else should I have in my care kit?! I added some snacks in case I need some food with my meds to avoid throwing up, but really am hoping to take the pain meds as limited as possible!
Also, what did everyone wear to surgery? I have leggings, a tank top and a zip up hoodie set out. Figured it will be comfy enough to just sleep in all day when I get home as well.
Updated on 17 Oct 2017:
Here are my before pics to use for comparison! Can't wait to finally be able to fill this bikini top again!
Updated on 18 Oct 2017:
Here we go! Heading out. Need to be the dr at 6am. Scheduled fur surgery at 7:15! Not really nervous at all...just excited!
Updated on 18 Oct 2017:
They are nice and full!!! Surgery went great. Was done before I knew it. Fought after a few waves of nausea, even after a patch being put on before surgery and IV meds after. Never threw uo though! I was home by 11:15. Doing ok, lots of pressure, but as long as I just lay down and rest it is manageable! Having the ice on for 20 minutes is amazing!!! Will definitely keep that up!
Post op appointment tomorrow morning!
Can't wait to get on with the next few weeks of recovery and see just how great they look.
Ended up with 415 high profile as planned!
Updated on 19 Oct 2017:
Doctor was very impressed with how great they look on Day #1. He said to leave the clear tape on until Saturday or Sunday because it will help keep them lifted since I had NO upper boob left pre BA. Swapped out my bra for a nice soft, comfortable one.
Got a gift of a free facial and Botox at their skin clinic as well! I think I'll take them up on them before my birthday vacation in December!
Headed Back next week for another follow up.
Pain/pressure is completely tolerable. Still icing as much as possible and taking one pain pill every 6 hours (2 at bedtime to help me sleep) as well as the muscle relaxer and antibiotic every 8 hours.
I've been taking Metamucil both days and took a Dulcolax last night. Hoping those do the trick soon! Feel slightly bloated, but not as bad as I thought it'd be.
Overall a very easy recovery.
Updated on 19 Oct 2017:
Here are a few pics from today. Already looking pretty good!
Updated on 21 Oct 2017:
Can't believe how great my recovery is going! Have been in very minimal pain- never more than a 2/10. Last night we went to our friends house for a couple hours and I was ready to get back home to relax and ice. I think between showering, changing bras and clothes...etc I probably over did it a bit. I also attempted to just switch the extra strength Tylenol. Which would have probably been fine if I hadn't done all the activity! Took a pain pill last night and actually slept great!
My left breast is more sore than the right...thinking because that's the side I reach to for things on my bedside table!
I feel like the bloated stomach is starting to go away, but still haven't been able to go #2! Lots of fiber, dulcolax, prunes and pears, salad...nothing! Hoping I can today after cutting back on the prescription pain meds.
They look great still! When I got dressed to go to our friends house you could barely tell. I'm glad it won't be super obvious in all my clothes!
I am so happy with them and think they will be exactly how I wanted them!
Updated on 22 Oct 2017:
Not much change in the last couple days. Pain is still very minimal. Sleeping fine in my reclined position. Still get very tight when the muscles are involuntarily contracting.
My left is more sore and tight than my right. Implants are still riding pretty high. I keep reminding myself it has only been 4 days.
Have another post op appointment on Wednesday. Looking forward to getting some massage instructions to help speed along the process and relieve the tightness.
Updated on 23 Oct 2017:
Today is my first day back to work. I do daycare out of my home, so I'm still able to take it easy a bit while the kids play. I also don't have any younger kids so don't really need to carry any of them.
The first half of the day went great, then I kicked my feet up during their nap time. Just about to go wake them up for the last few hours running around outside. Glad I have a relatively easy job! Not that 10 kids is easy, but at least I'm at home!
Not much boob change. They softened up a bit today, but still sitting pretty high. Trying real hard to use my patience to show a little d&f action! Off narcotics, just Tylenol and muscle relaxer.
No need for new pics since they don't look much different!
Updated on 23 Oct 2017:
After checking them out this evening I decided I'd snap a couple pics! I think they're starting to look pretty damn good for 5 days post op!
Updated on 26 Oct 2017:
Had my appointment yesterday! Everything looks great, even my surgeon said they look just like they should...probably even better than most! I feel absolutely fabulous! Today is the best day yet with very minimal pressure anymore and zero pain! I slept great last night and woke up this morning realizing I never woke up for any Tylenol all night!
They seem to have dropped a bit more and gave really started to soften! The incisions are healing wonderfully as well!
This has been such an easy recovery, not sure what I was so stressed out about!
I did go through my swimsuit collection today and there are about 20 that won't fit now! But I still have 27 bikinis that look amazing now! (Yes- I know...I have a bikini addiction!) I may have to buy a few more family friendly ones for when we're with the kids, but shoukd be set for my 35th bday trip with all our friends in December. Hopefully I can get back to the gym a little bit before though, cuz the tummy needs a bit of work, maybe still some surgery bloat?!!!
Updated on 30 Oct 2017:
Recovery is still going very smooth. Every day they are softening up a bit more. I really don't think I have much more room for them to drop. I absolutely love them, and so does my husband ;) but I do think I would have been just fine with 375 as well. I'm a little concerned about being in a swimsuit in front of our kids, other family members or our kids' friends families! Might have to find something conservative! Not too obvious in clothes though!
I've slept on my side a couple times and it is getting more and more comfortable. I have not taken any meds (prescription pain pills, Tylenol, muscle relaxer...nothing) since day 8. Full arm mobility and am able to do just about everything, though still taking it easy when I can.
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
It has been 5 months since my augmentation! I am definitely happy with my decision to have this done. They ended up being the exact size I wanted. Back to where I began! I am glad I didn’t go bigger, though I think I could have and still looked proportionate. But they are nice and full without being over the top. Able to be discreet or play them up a bit!
The whole process was smooth with no issues. I have a check up next week but don’t anticipate any issues. I think they are very slightly assymetrical, which my doctor mentioned at my Initial consult due to a more prominent rib cage on one side. But not enough to do two different sizes.
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
A few pics from our spring break trip with the family.
Updated on 23 Mar 2018:
Comparison pics to show how they’ve dropped into a natural position. Top pics are 12 weeks, bottom are 5 months