34 years old
No kids
5' 3.5"
107 pounds
BWD 12.5
Current bra size varies from AA to sometimes even B so I'll just say A cup. Band size is 32 or 34 (I dont really wear bras but all the ones I have say either 32 or 34.
I'm getting my surgery in like 4 or 5 days.
I chose transaxillsary incision through the armpit.
I saw two surgeons before making my choice. The one I ended up going with actually helped train/mentor the other so naturally I went with the teacher/more experience. I also preferred his bedside manner as he was patient and answered my millions of questions.
I initially wanted saline but the surgeon I did not end up going with insisted I choose silicone because he said that the wrippling was pretty obvious from the side view in patients with little breast tissue. After looking over photos again, this time from the side, I immediately noticed he was right. Also people complained about how much harder they felt than silicone so within the same day I pretty much switched over to silicone. I knew I wanted Mentor brand from the start because the recall associated with Allergan freaked me out (even though I believe those were textured). After the very first consult I knew 250cc would be the perfect size. Then later when I discovered breast width diameter and implant profiles I did a lot of back and forth and I cannot even begin to tell you how stressed/confused/indecisive I was. I must have easily looked at over a couple hundred before and after pictures. I went from thinking maybe 250 is too small to maybe 275 then 300 and then lastly 325 high profile. After a few weeks of this I thought about it and realized my initial decision was best. I never really liked large breasts and I would never be able to hide them if they were too big. If they were a modest or even smaller size then I could be able to just play them up with a type of bra. I also did the rice test at home but that was honestly aiding my decision to go up. I kept feeling more and more comfortable the higher I went up and got used to it. Then I took a step back and was like "wait, do I really want my breasts to be big and fake or did I want natural breasts?" I had to remind myself of what I truly wanted. After the second consultation and trying the sizers again and discussing the whole breast width thing, I ended up sticking with the 250ccs and I slept like a baby that night lol. The surgeon initially recommended to go moderate profile for the most natural look but after looking at pictures of moderate profile vs moderate plus I felt that the MP was a little more appealing and youthful. Also we agreed that now that I chose 250cc the moderate profile would not properly fit my bwd anyways. The 250cc mod plus has a diameter of 11.3 so that would be good for a 12.5 bwd. I'm a little nervous, a little excited, a little worried. Anyways, I bought some bras for post op, got my medicine, did my covid test, and blood tests. I also quit smoking on September 1st. I think I'm good to go. I just wanted to share since this site helped me so much. I'll keep you guys updated. Bye for now :)
Updated on 30 Sep 2020:
So I just got back from surgery and holy shit I hardly have any pain. I have this pain pump that automatically pumps out numbing medication to the site and they gave me one percocet at the hospital because they said it's better to stay on top of the pain, rather than wait for it to hurt. I'm just in shock how quick and relatively painless the whole thing was. I wonder if it's cuz it has to do with the smaller size too. So I wasn't sure how i was going to break it to my dad but he didn't even notice so me and my mom were like, well f it, let's not even tell him lol. So far I'm so happy. I truly found the best doctor and the nurses and anesthesiologist were so kind. It was a really positive experience. I go in tomorrow for a check up. Hope my journey helps someone else out there :)
Updated on 30 Sep 2020:
Today I literally thought for the first time ever, "I can't wait to go shopping." The pain is totally tolerable and I can use my arms fine. It's not debilitating like I thought it would be. I can get up and sit up and open bottle caps (that one is probably the least fun to do though lol so I left them all open). I just can't believe this right now, every time I look down I get a big smile on my face. Also I poked the implant to see what it feels like; it's squishy and nice :P Wish I had more people to tell about this lol
Updated on 1 Oct 2020:
My expectations were so beyond exceeded. I am elated; I can't even believe this is real. I'm just so happy. They're just perfect in every single way. I feel like I got my cake and I'm eating it too. So excited to see them drop each week and look natural. I'm a 34b now, which is perfect for me. When I was at my heaviest I was a 34b and i just thought, i wish i had these breasts at my normal weight. And now I do, and that's also how I know they look natural, they could never naturally grow any bigger. I also wanted this size because it's the perfect in between; I can get away with wearing no bra but now I have enough boob to be able to actually wear bras. If I want them to be banging I can put on a push up. If I wanna wear a tank with no bra I can do that without being too overly sexy (if that makes sense). I just can't believe how amazing the doctor is. He gave me everything I wanted (I know they havent dropped yet but I can already tell). I have an unusually long rib cage and he was able to lower my breasts so I look more proportioned. I also asked him to make my breasts bottom heavy and I can tell they're going to be. I just cant believe he was able to make them so perfect. And I love my breast gap, omg I'm crying lol. Also, I have little to know pain and it's only the 2nd day. I took 2 tylenol and a muscle relaxer around noon and it's almost 6pm now. The doctor, during surgery, strategically put the numbing medicine next to all the incisions he made to make it less painful. He didn't even have to do that but he did. Kindest doctor ever. And with the numbing pump, my god, everyone just couldn't believe I only took tylenol lol. So so so so happy. Thank you so much Dr. Kachenmeister.
Updated on 2 Oct 2020:
So I got the numbing pump removed, it didn't hurt or anything. I didn't even notice when she took out the first side under my armpit. So just fyi, the doctor wanted to make sure I didn't go around saying he does painless surgery and that it was kind of unusual I didn't have much pain at all. I feel pretty lucky that all I had to take was tylenol 3 times a day and a muscle relaxer twice a day. I think by tomorrow I'll probably be taking just tylenol twice a day.
Updated on 3 Oct 2020:
Well I guess it's just a waiting game now. I've been freaking out a little today thinking I went too big but I really just need to wait for them to drop I think/hope. On the bright side, I didn't have to take any tylenol today.
Updated on 9 Oct 2020:
It's like 9 days post op and with each passing day they're slowly starting to drop! One side is dropping a little faster than the other. They are slowly starting to feel less hard as well. I'm trying to make this post 200 characters, I hope this last sentence does the trick lol.
Updated on 15 Oct 2020:
It's about 15 days post op now. Each day they keep dropping. I just can't wait to see what they look like when they've fully dropped, the anticipation is killing me lol. Anyways, here are some pictures with clothes on and also some off so you can see the size in proportion to my body. Oh and my incision scars are not raised anymore and are barely noticeable; I'm so happy and with that. Sorry I didnt shave lol.
Updated on 30 Oct 2020:
I finally hit the 30 day mark. It feels like forever; I just want the dropping and fluffing to be over. I don't like the look of upper pole fullness so I knew I would have to be patient these first 2 months. Every day they're looking better and better though. After pushing my left breast down, it has now caught up to the right. So far so good; everything is going well so I'm basically just waiting for them to completely settle. I'm very happy with the size; I don't wish they were bigger or smaller. I keep second guessing my projection choice though, but I keep telling myself to wait till they've fully dropped :)
Updated on 6 Sep 2021:
Just a few weeks shy of 1 year. They look natural and they feel soft. They also bounce and jiggle now too. I'm extremely happy. They're just what I wanted. They don't look big and fake under my clothes but when I lift my shirt up there's some nice breasts underneath. I can play them up or down. Ive discovered different kinds of bras. I'm a 34B now. I pretty much just wear "petals" to cover my nipples and it looks like I'm wearing a bra with no straps, it's really cool and looks great. Then if I want to wear a strapless dress and have my cleavage pushed together, I discovered a type of strapless sticky bra for that too. I love shopping now and trying on new clothes. Fyi, I am 10 pounds heavier than a year ago. I currently weigh 117.