I wanted to share my experience getting a boob job to pay it forward a little as it is so much harder to find examples of mini boob jobs on the internet and those on here that I could find were literally a godsend.
I’m currently 23 years old and I’ve wanted a boob job ever since I was in high school and began to realise that the size my boobs grew to in primary school was the size they were going to stay. I’ve never owned a bra that fits me, but going off the fact that my 10A bras are too tight in the band and gaping massively in the cup I would be a 12AA. Flat as a board as you can see in my pics.
I love the look of small boobs, just not NO boobs.
I just want to be a bit more in proportion, I want to feel feminine, I want to feel sexy when I take my clothes off, I want my clothes to fit me, I want to stop basing all my clothing purchases on whether I can alter the bust, tape it so it doesn’t gape, sew in padding or fit a sticky bra. I just want to feel more normal. I don’t want them to be so big that anyone really notices a difference unless they know me super well (since I never go out without some form of boob padding currently), I don’t want boobs that are gonna make people notice them.
Oh and I also really wanted the Motiva Ergonomix implants as I had seen how soft and natural they looked and felt, and I loved the idea that they moved with gravity.
I definitely thought this would be a very simple request but it turned out to be more difficult than if I had asked for DDs.
I consulted with the first surgeon back in May this year. He has a very prominent social media presence due to the fact that his work does look flawless and I was pretty set on using him.
At the consult however, over the hour that I was there in the room, he was probably in the room with me for maybe 10 minutes total? He was pretty dismissive, didn’t ask me for what I wanted or for pictures, just went straight into trying on sizers. When I had asked he’d immediately ruled out the motiva implants as they move around too much due to their smooth exterior and become easily displaced, especially in someone as active as me (I weightlift 5 times a week on top of rock climbing and at the time I was working a physical labour job). He would only use the mentor anatomicals on me he said.
Anyway I tried on the 225cc, 255cc and 275cc in moderate plus profile. I liked the 225cc best although they still were bigger than I wanted, but they said due to my BWD (12.5cm) the minimum I could do was 255cc, but I should do the 275 anyway, and that I would get used to it once I got them. Overall I just didn’t feel very listened to and didn’t feel great about entrusting my body to him on the operating table.
After this I did some research of my own. First I looked at every boob job I could find with the 255cc mod plus implants but 99% of them all looked way bigger than what I wanted.
Then I started researching different profiles. It feels silly now that I didn’t have a good grasp on all of this before the consult, but I didn’t expect to have to figure it all out on my own and I just expected the surgeon (who does a lot of ‘mini’ boob jobs) to be on the same page as me.
Anyway, long story short I worked out that 255cc was not my only option, as the profile was not the lowest I could go, and therefore not the smallest. If I went with a lower profile, the implant would be flatter and wider so I could go with a smaller amount of CCs. My main issue with the 255cc after photos was more how large they looked from the side anyway, and not how they looked from the front.
Updated on 5 Sep 2023:
So after a lot of thinking I booked two more consults with two different surgeons, the first one Dr Moncreiff in Newcastle and the day after another surgeon in Sydney.
I forgot to mention that I’m from Adelaide, SA, and we do not have much in the way of high quality breast surgeons here, so every consult I did required me to fly interstate.
The consult with Dr Moncreiff and the girls there felt so much better. It definitely felt like they were more there to get me the look I wanted, no one said “if you go any smaller you may as well not even do the surgery” which I heard from the other places. I felt way more confident that we were on the same page. He also doesn’t like using the Ergonomix implants, but we settled on the Mentor anatomicals again in 245cc this time, moderate profile. I know I know, it’s not that different to the 255cc that I hated so much, but apparently mentor has discontinued it’s low profile implants due to not enough demand, so this is literally the smallest implant I can do without switching brands. I felt a lot better about this though, as it was still a lower profile than before, and that was my biggest issue I think. Plus he seemed convinced it would give me the look I want, and I trusted him more.
It included a 3D vectra scan which wasn’t super helpful but I’m still glad I did it. It measured me to be half an A cup lol.
Another thing I forgot to mention before is that I was wanting to get fat grafting in addition to the implants to try and soften the edges and fix the lower cleavage line, which as you can see from the before pics deviates outwards a lot.
The first PS said definitely do it, as did Dr Moncreiff. As I have pretty much just skin and bone on my chest, he said he’ll place the fat around the outside of my boobs in kind of two back to back C shapes, fanning along the top of the breast. He said ideally I’d gain a couple kgs so he could harvest as much fat as possible from my inner thighs to give it the best chance of staying there, as not all the fat grafted on will stay there once healed.
The surgeon I saw the next day also said the minimum I could do was the 245cc so that helped make my mind up about that. He ALSO said he doesn’t love using the Motiva implants, this time giving me a better explanation on why.
I might butcher this a little as this was almost a month ago now, but he basically said that he would do them if I want, but I would have to be okay with them probably being wider set with a bigger gap in the middle. He said he was part of the initial trial for them and a large number (I can’t quite remember but it was something big like a third) of the women needed a revision, as the time for those implants to settle into place due to their super slippery surface was much longer than the nano textured implants and it was very likely for them to migrate. Even then, he said, there was a high likelihood of them moving around once healed anyway. On top of this, he said that the stats for the Motiva implants (lower rates of like, every type of complications than other implants) are slightly misleading as Motiva is a relatively new brand and the studies done by other implant brands like Mentor have been done over longer timescales than Motiva has even been around, so of course their stats are going to look amazing. This is not to try and discourage anyone from getting them, I got to have a squeeze and goddamn they are so soft, I really wish they could have worked out.
I tried on some sizers here, which I’ll add pics of. One side I have the 255cc and one the 225. He said the 245 will look somewhere between those two. They are hard to see in the pics though as the top is black.
After all that, both surgeons were gonna be the same price pretty much and both had agreed on the exact same implant, so I basically just went off who I felt better with, and that was Dr Moncreiff. The only surgery date free until late September was the 28th of August, 20 days away. I booked this is as I really wanted to do the surgery as far away from summer as possible so I could get away with covering up for a while.
Updated on 5 Sep 2023:
So surgery’s booked on Monday the 28th, but I had to fly over Friday the 25th so they could take pre op photos, which was a bit of an annoying waste of time and money but oh well, it gave me time to set up the apartment I’d be staying in until Monday the 4th, when I would have my post op check up and fly home.
My partner would be arriving on the Sunday and he would stay with me for the week.
Things I got for surgery:
A wedge pillow off Amazon (you can get nice ones but I just got a cheap one, was like $50). I had this shipped to a friend in Newcastle a week or so before.
Supplements:
Panadol/nurofen
Hydralyte (tons)
Movicol (big box) /non stim laxative - because painkillers
Liver detox (Swisse) - liver health, bloating/indigestion
High strength C (Swisse) - immune health obv
Grape seed gold (Herbs of Gold) - antioxidant, blood vessel, cardiovascular and capillary health, connective tissue and skin health
Live probiotic capsules - so the antibiotics don’t fuck up my gut
Food: (I bought other food too obviously but these are what I specifically bought for the purpose of healing)
2 whole pineapples (bromelain anti inflammatory, helps with swelling, bruising, healing etc)
Lots of citrus fruits (whole bag of oranges) and berries for the vitamin C and antioxidants
Lots of tofu and tempeh (protein is important after surgery and tempeh is great for gut bacteria)
Turmeric (anti inflammatory)
Specifically for gut health repair during and after antibiotics:
Lots of greens - spinach/silverbeet + micro greens
Artichoke
Bananas
HUGE jar of kimchi + sauerkraut (has to be the refrigerated one or the live cultures are dead)
Miso
Broccoli
Raspberries
About a week leading up I tried to up my water intake (I’m so bad with drinking enough water) and about 3 days before I went REALLY hard on drinking heaps of water and avoiding super salty stuff. I aimed for 3L a day. I mixed these with Hydralyte so they tasted better (I hate tap water) to make me keep drinking. Also 3 days before I took 3 Movicol sachets a day with water too, to try to minimise the upcoming constipation via oxy. I also started taking 1 probiotic capsule per day a couple days before and focussed on eating good gut food (and lots of it as I had to gain a bit of weight for the fat grafting).
Updated on 5 Sep 2023:
Okay I’ve finally gotten to the day of surgery. My surgery was booked early morning so kind of just woke up, showered and left.
Surprisingly I didn’t get nervous at all really, I think I experienced all the nerves when I booked in and paid for the surgery, but after that I was just excited. I’ve never been under general before so I wanted to see what it was like having them count down till you pass out but the anaesthetist didn’t even let me know he was about to do it and I went from being wheeled into the room to waking up after it was over. I woke up feeling pretty normal but my whole body was violently shaking from being cold.
I got another hit of morphine from the drip and then was like can I leave now and they said not yet. I just remember being SO desperate to walk around and stretch my legs, like they had that feeling you get when you wake up from a nap in a cooked position like on a couch and your legs are all dead and sore.
They made me sit in a chair and eat a sandwich but I had zero appetite so I ate half, then eventually the nurse who was watching me clearly just looking very uncomfortable in the chair trying to stretch my legs out came over and said I could get up while she took out the cannula. Then the meds arrived and I was out! I probably was there for maybe 30 minutes after I woke up. My boyfriend said when i came out my whole lips and under my eyes were blue haha.
Got back to the apartment in an Uber, took some more pain meds and slept for most of the evening. I ate a tiny bit of the stir fry and cut fruit I had prepped earlier but didn’t have much appetite.
I finally understand now what everyone means when they say their chest feels super tight and like something heavy is on you. It felt like someone was standing on my chest. My legs where they took the fat from felt veryyyy tender too. All I could do was slowly hobble around kind of hunched over, kind of like a goblin. I had zero ability to sit up on my own. I definitely underestimated how completely incapacitated I would be.
Because of the fat grafting, I have to wear these insanely tight compression shorts that go down to the knee, as well as the surgical bra and a stabiliser band. These have to be worn 24/7 for 6 weeks.
These shorts meant that ever time I had to pee, i had to get my poor boyfriend to come and pull them down and then pull them back up again every time. Which for the first two nights was like 3 times a night. Because I needed them to sit tightly against all of my thighs, he would have to get his hand inside at both the front and the back and try and pull them up.
This is all well and good for my boyfriend to do, but just let this be a word of warning for anyone considering bringing their friend or mum along for a hybrid breast aug: just make sure you’re comfortable with them putting their hands down your pants. If it was just the boobs though and I was just wearing pjs I would have been most likely fine doing it myself.
Also side note - I had SO much air trapped under my skin all down my belly and along my chest. I could move it around with my fingers and it would be super loud and crackly.
I have no day of boob pics as my garment doesn’t open at the front and there was no way I was going to try to get that off haha
Updated on 5 Sep 2023:
Monday (day of surgery) and Tuesday were pretty much the same.
Wednesday I was so insanely nauseous from the painkillers for most of the day, it was the worst day yet. Then I forced down some food and perked up a lot, even got my pants up and down by myself once that night. I also took my first shit yay. (I took 4 Movicol a day following surgery until I was off the painkillers. I highly recommend, I barely got constipated).
Thursday I was a lot more mobile, went for a tiny walk down the road, was really just taking the pain meds for fun at that point, I only needed panadol.
Friday I took no pain meds at all just panadol. I went to the shops and the cinema but I was overheating so bad from all the layers I was wearing I regretted it. Opening the car door in the Uber was still too hard.
Saturday didn’t even take panadol anymore, though still took 2 Movicol a day just since I wasn’t moving around too much. Occasionally the right side of my inner pec would feel like it was cramping. My right boob was still sitting higher with more swelling, but that’s most likely because I’m right handed. My belly was a lot less bloated, swelling there was going down too, and the bubbles were mostly going away. Legs were still insanely bruised and swollen.
Monday I had my post op appt. Everything looks great apparently, and they’re dropping way faster than usually expected for someone so flat originally. I was given all the stuff I would have gotten at my 3 week, 6 week and 12 week appointments if I lived locally, and I got the all clear to go home. Carrying all the bags round the airport was a struggle, poor man had to wield two massive suitcases, an overfilled gym bag and a backpack while I could only really hold his laptop bag and my little tote bag. I looked like the laziest girlfriend ever haha.
Updated on 5 Sep 2023:
Not sure if the photos from my previous post uploaded so I’ll put them here again in case. It’s making me do 200 characters so I guess I’ll mention what the legs feel like. My PS warned me they would hurt more than the boobs but to be honest it just feels like really intense gym soreness. The skin on my inner thighs is kind of numb but also sensitive to touch. The ports are so fine, they never really hurt too much.
Updated on 5 Sep 2023:
OKAY I’m finally up to date. I’m currently 9 days post op, feeling pretty good. I drove for the first time yesterday, it was a little sketchy particularly doing 3 point turns and parking etc that take big arm sweeps but I managed. I went into the city to pick up some things, spent a lot of the day walking around.
Even though it is way too early I couldn’t resist trying on a bra. Though the implant is still sitting too high to fill the cup at the bottom, it seems like I’m a 12B at this point. I’m actually surprised, I thought B cups would be smaller than what my boobs are right now but I’m happy with that. My boyfriend is convinced they’re bigger than a B cup though. My guess (and they agreed at the post op) is that the size probably won’t change too much from here as they drop and fluff due to how much swelling I have from all the fat grafting.
I’m definitely hoping they don’t get any bigger. They’re a bit bigger than what I originally wanted but I’m not losing any sleep over it as they were the smallest size I could have gone for my BWD and I would take these boobs over what I had before any day.
The size is great naked but probably slightly too big in clothes. But that’s okay, even though they’re still a lil fucked up looking I already love how I look topless so much more, I feel like my arms look slimmer and I look so much better proportioned. I’m so excited to start wearing lingerie and bathers and dresses and tops with no bra on.
I still can’t shower or even have a shallow bath until 3 wpo. I can’t wait for that, I feel so grotty. And then after that it’s another 3 weeks of wearing these compression shorts, bra and stabiliser band 24/7. Praying it doesn’t get too hot in that time. Midi dresses with baby tees underneath might have to be the uniform for a while. The shorts feel a little too long to just style as bike shorts, but who knows I might do it.
I’m going to return to work tomorrow, it will be a little sketchy but I think I’ll manage. I’m going to cook up a story about how I was going for a bench PR and got a pec strain. Grade 2 to be exact. Those last a few weeks and can hurt. Grade 3 means surgery, grade 1 is a couple days recovery. Leading up to leaving for surgery I’d been wearing SO much padding in my tops (like 2 bra pads and a sticky bra) so hopefully the difference isn’t noticeable. Plus I started working my current job this winter so I might be in the clear.
Updated on 26 Sep 2023:
Okay finally updating at about 4 and a bit weeks post.
Safe to say I was not loving life weeks 2 to 3. I wasn’t allowed to shower until week 3, and I was (and still am) wearing the compression shorts and bralette and stabiliser band 24/7, so I was getting SO itchy under all the garments, my legs were getting hives and overall I just felt so dirty and uncomfortable. My skin was peeling like a sunburn from not being properly washed in a shower for 3 weeks and I wanted to jump out of my skin.
Then to make it worse I caught sight of my bum in the mirror and was horrified to see how much the muscle had atrophied in just 2 weeks. It was flatter than it had been in years, and I started feeling so stir crazy not being able to workout like normal since physically I felt well enough to.
Soooo I did start going to the gym (very carefully) from the end of week 2. I did use weights but was super slow and controlled and did not involve any upper body at all.
At 1 month post op I’m now going to the gym like 3 days a week and doing lots of walking/stair master outside of that. Feeling pretty good, definitely not using any upper body for anything yet.
From 2 weeks PO to end of week 3, my skin and nipples were SO sensitive. Like pre period sensitivity on steroids x 100. Even the tiny vibrations driving in a car hurt my nipples and the seatbelt on my skin drove me crazy. And all over my boobs I’d get random tickling, like bugs all over my skin. I think it was just the nerves waking up. Anyway luckily over the last week that’s all died down like 80% I’d say. I still can’t touch my nipples though.
Boobs are softening up a bit too but I think it’s more that the swelling is going down heaps. There’s still a bit to go but my boobs are getting smaller now from it which is nice. Left one’s dropping a little faster than the right but they’re both looking better and better, still a little way to go though. The right one has a lot more swelling still that seems pretty stubborn, mostly on the cleavage side around the top.
Bruising is all gone from my legs and boobs too. My legs sometimes feel a little stiff on the inner thigh and they’re still a bit tender but I barely notice it.
Anyway; overall at 1 month post op I’m feeling a lot better, counting down the days to the 6 week mark when I can wear my normal clothes again though. I realise I kinda made my 4 week update about how shit the weeks before it were but oh well, less to talk about at this point which is a good thing I’d say haha
Updated on 2 Oct 2023:
Thought it might be helpful to add some pics of the boobs in different clothes! Not wearing a bra or any form of padding underneath in any of the photos. I took all these photos today as I’m meant to be selling all these clothes but trying them on with boobs made me wanna keep a couple of them hahah they look so much better than before
Updated on 14 Jan 2024:
Getting close to 5mpo now, thought it was time for an update!
Over time they definitely have kept looking more real, even though most of the dropping was done a couple months ago. I’d say they look 90% real in real life, most of the time they look completely really but occasionally in certain clothes they look borderline.
I probably chose a bad spot to take these pics as for some reason the lighting at this mirror highlights the outline of the implant around the top that isn’t normally visible haha
I’ve been using scarsil silicon strips on my scars at night and the scarsil gel on them during the day. The silicon strips completely softened and flattened them in one night, they went from hard and raised up to completely imperceptible to touch the next morning. I have to use a mirror to do the gel now cos I can’t feel where they are.
I’m maybe 70% back to full range in the gym. Yesterday I hung off a bar with my feet off the ground for the first time since surgery, felt a little iffy and couldn’t do it for long but I’ve been completely unable to do it until now. Lat pulldowns aren’t great, but a I can do any kind of row movement. Bicep and shoulder stuff is mostly fine, I tried Arnolds and it felt super weird and unstable, like there was no muscle there to hold my arm extended above my head. Oh and if I’m lying down and have my arms extended above my head, the action of taking my arm straight over my head to by my sides is super uncomfortable still.
In terms of softness - not ideal, they are pretty firm. Not rock hard but not boobs. But it’s a price I’m willing to pay since I’ve happy with everything else so far