Scar therapy making scar darker?

I am officially freaking out now!!! My TT is scheduled for this Fri!

My story is so much like many others on the site. I turned 40 on Sunday and I knew it was now or never for my tummy tuck, I have been wanting this for years. I have 2 children 16,9 and my stomach has not been the same since my last child, she was 3 weeks early and still 91/2 pounds. I am 5 "7 and 155 pounds. I work out with a personal trainer, run and nothing changes with this gut.

I have been reading this site for about 3 months now, it has really helped me feel better about my decision. Every has the same worries and guilt, and it is comforting to know you are not the only one going through this. Thank you everyone who has posted your story it has really meant a lot to me to share your progress.

My anxiety level is going up even as I write this review, I work the next 3 days and still have so much to do around house! My husband has been so supportive and I know he will be fine but I am trying to make this as easy as possible for him. That is adding to my stress !! Lol. I am a hairdresser and will be missing 18 days of work, I hope that is enough time but can't really afford to take more. I have guilt about the cost of this, I have a daughter going to college in 11/2 years and this money could be going to her fund, I also worry about something happening to me and my children feeling my vanity was more important to me then them. I guess this is normal. I will update later got o get ready for work!!!