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Botox Went Wrong - Pstosis (Drooping) of the Eyes / Cheeks / Mouth Are Possible Side Effects !!!

  • posted 3 years ago
  • updated 1 year ago
  • Not Worth It
  • Cost: $4,000
  • United Kingdom

I went to the UK's top practice for 3 years...

I went to the UK's top practice for 3 years but when it went wrong i was treated apallingly, no admission of error and left absolutely devastated with no information.i thought it was permanent ?? i had to go on the internet and then get a second practitioners opinion.

pstosis ..(drooping) the side effect no one wants to talk about. can leave you looking horrendous..like you have had a stroke or with zombie eyes (or both, lucky me !).the practitioners who inflict it send women away claming they are hysterical, perfectionists, imagining things etc.despite being shown photo's taken just days before the procedure.

allergan are completely aware of these side effects but claim they are due to bad technique/pre-existing conditions??

however if a product is designed to relax muscles why deny it's effectiveness ?

I SAY SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS.YOU CAN GET SEVERE FACIAL DROOPING FROM BOTOX, EVEN SMALL AMOUNTS. IT CAN TAKE 6-9 MONTHS TO CORRECT ITSELF.CONSIDER THIS BEFORE YOU UNDERGO ANY PROCEDURE.

the boards of people who have been treated with botox for migraine, bell's palsy etc.. are littered with horror stories.

botox is not some friendly harmless substance, as it has been marketed / promoted. it has MASSIVE physical side effects, messes with your adrenaline / nervous system, can migrate to your brain, has been linked with pediatric fatalities and does not have a wealth of clinical research around the use of it on the face as it's being used OFF - LABEL ie. not the purpose for which it was given medical approval. we are being used as guinea pigs, no one knows what the effects of long term use are over time on facial muscles, but botox has been linked to atrophy when used continously in other areas of the body so ???

Thousands of complaints have been registered with the FDA who have issued repeated warnings,hundreds of lawsuits pending on this , .. so called 'temporary' side effects can last up to 9months for some individuals. that is 9 months of pain, frustration , depression and having to endure the stares of strangers / friends who are wondering.. what is up with that woman's face ??

Do your research .. lots of extracts from medical journals out there on the web, i'm not making this stuff up.

Botox is not without risk and you should take the procedure very very seriously. It can go very very wrong.

I am in week 9 of bad pstosis (eyes/cheeks/mouth)...

I am in week 9 of bad pstosis (eyes/cheeks/mouth) from Botox. So I thought of starting a journal to see what does /doesn't help with the recovery based on my own experience.i also had excess hylase injected which i'm sure weakened the skin but wouldn't have caused such a HUGE drop.
a 2nd practioner confirmed it was too much botox, which had migrated into other muscles weakened my entire face.

Currently doing CACI facials (weekly), facial resistance training, sauna/steam 3 times a week for a minimum of 30 mins, eva fraser facial exercises, avocado masks (3 times a week), protein shakes / supplements and am tracking down lecthicin which may help the acetocholin (forgive the spelling) kick in the nerve impulses which botox freezes.

I am a week 9 and last night started using a heat pad direct on my face (moisturise the area first , pad wrapped in clingfilm after heating). i am doing this while i watch tv, for about 45mins in total. today for the first time i can feel the nerves in my face waking up at last !!!! (probably timing??) I am doing this across the whole areas affected and today i am get shooting / tingling impulses across my face .. all the way up to my scalp and beyond ?? some really strong, some very mild .. slight discomfort ...

I read that heat destroys the botox toxin, so maybe heating up the muscles affected can have the same effect??

if you have had success with any method please let me know !! i will do anything to get rid of my meltyface

18 months later... I am about 70% back to...

18 months later...

I am about 70% back to normal overall. Still waiting for filler to wear off, so i can get my symmetry back to normal. Corrugator muscles still very badly affected / flattened but powering through with CACI, massage and exercises.
Great review?

My Doctor: name not provided

had 1 area affected by pstosis, they 'balanced' my face and now i have 3 areas affected !!!

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StoryVault 24 Sep 2012
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Real Self Username 4 Jun 2012
I just had Botox last week and one eye is drooping. Im absolutley devastated. Im divorced, atractive but paranoid about aging as Ive been single now for 10 years and men just seem to want the younger women so I look after myself as best I can and tried botox a few times in the past for that little eyebrow lift and it worked wonders. That was until last week when I used a home visiting therapist who kept badgering me to try her at her extra cheap rates. I got what I paid for and ended up going back to my original therapist for help. Im still waiting to see if what he's done will counter her error.
Anyway, there is something that I am going to try from home. It's a micro current unit called the ZAPPER invented originally by Bob Becks. It sends tiny micro currents into the bloodstream and literally zaps any pathogens, bacteria and toxins and helps to produce more white blood cells. now I don't know if it will work regarding the Botox but I do know that there have been many claims of it helping people with AIDS, cancer and viruses.
I got mine from a British company called PhHealth.
A US company called SONAS do a more sofisticated version of it but it's dearer.
I hope it works as this droppy eye has just destroyed the next God knows how many months of the little dating confidence I had left.
screaming in the midwest 13 Apr 2012
I am two weeks out today from my botox and frozen lip on one side and wierd cheek on the other GIRLS how long until MORE effects hit you I keep reading about cheeks falling and the like how long until that happened? THis is bad enough wondering if i can expect that too and if so when! Night time is the worst it s just panic.
GhoulEyes 16 Jan 2012
What's been happening, has anyone recovered from this beast yet? I have been up and DOWN for quite a few weeks now....I thought I was making progress but I really don't know anymore....I think you make some progress and get so over the moon about it and then that becomes the norm and you realise you are still not looking anything like you were before the injections ...I've really been in despair for a while now....as I am now 18 months post injections and my eyes are still crepey and NOT tight underneath. There HAS been progress but it's so small and crawls...I had to come on and write to you today as on Monday I went for an appointment with Ophthamology (Eye clinic) and spoke to a Doctor there about my eye woes. Before I tell you the bad news, I'll tell the bad news. ha. I told him that I was doing eye exercises to try improve things and he told me that I have very likely been making things WORSE. He told me that by tightening your eye like that all you are doing is stretching the skin there and adding to the problem. I could have cried right there on the spot as I have been doing that for months on end, sometimes for up to twenty minutes on a stretch. I can't say for sure if what he is saying is true but it makes sense and I am just too tired to even think anymore about all the contradicting stories we are being fed. The next thing is he had no knowledge of this procedure, he openly admitted that. He tried to explain my eye area away but suggesting I had aged NATURALLY !!! Or had lost weight.....arrrggghhhhhh, I could have screamed. One thing I know is this is all so dreadfully wrong....there are people out there injecting this stuff into peoples faces and nobody seems to know or care about it ...and nobody is monitored....I am so down today as I just want my eyes back to the way they were....I am slowly starting to accept that this is it, I am going to have to deal with the fact that the old me is gone :( Has anyone had any good progress????? ANd if so, how far on are you since injections?
GhoulEyes 16 Jan 2012
P.s. I also just heard that they have FINALLY recognised that fillers are bad news and calls are being made to regulate it.

http://news.sky.com/home/uk-news/article/16144455
Glogglo 17 Jul 2012
little late i would say.....
meltyface 16 Nov 2011
Ah yes, Father Time he gets us all. I think it's understandable that in your mid/later 30's / early 40's those little changes in your face become big issues in your mind. There is huge pressure and constant bombarding by the media about self worth being linked to self image but on a very shallow / visual level. it's takes a very strong woman indeed to withstand that barrage, but i am that woman now. largely due to this experience. i can appreciate what i have and not mourn for what is past. i still have 50% of my life ahead of me (hopefully) and i am very very fortunate to live in the developed world. so i love my little face with all it's little flaws and faults. and that's priceless and gives me peace - better late than never !!
sara321 16 Nov 2011
Hi all,
I´ve been quiet too as I probably haven´t thought about my face THAT much lately (quite a lot anyway).

Tori now that you are going to have a baby, does she/he keep you awake at night? That might also have some affect on your face and make you look more tired. I know I look much worse if I haven´t slept enough. Late happy birthday wishes!

I went to a doctor last week (not about this) and she noticed something about my face when I smiled. So I´m not fully recovered yet. Told her what had happened and she reminded me about facial exercises. I´ve been really lazy, should start exercising my temples at least.. perhaps I should get some bubblegum too. :)

Been thinking a lot about accepting my age.. or actually I think I accept my age very well, just don´t want to accept the changes in my face. Now that I´m 37, I keep noticing those small lines and "wrinkles". Whenever I see a new line, my first thought is to get it filled right away. I´d like to get rid of that thought. I can´t go on filling and filling and filling.. it´s impossible to keep up with time isn´t it...

Way to go Melty, good news that you´re slowly healing!

Hugs,
Sara
sara321 16 Nov 2011
Just a little correction, I´m not running to get fillings all the time, just thinking about it. And that´s the thought I want to get rid of. :)
ToriS 15 Nov 2011
Melty

So glad things are getting better although at a snails pace (I hear you) ..the CACI sounds heaven sent..wish they had one near me ..also had to tune my tua machine down on the right side because the some of the muscles would go crazy at the intensity it took to make others barely respond.. laid off tua on right temple altogether until I see some major changes.

bought some bubble gum ..the kind you get in gumball machines ...to give me a fabulous temple workout.. been chewing daily.
Had my 38th birthday sunday and went out with a new friend/coworker last night who acted shocked to find out my age ..bless her heart she's only 27
made her vow to never ever get botox/filler

Here's to healing and keeping the faith!!
praying for us 17 Jul 2012
Hi, ToriS. I hope you re well and enjoying your baby and all good things in your life. I am wondering how you are healing? I hope to hear that you are healed and this is all a distant memory now. I relatge to your story, especially the loose,baggy skin under the eyes and droop deflated looking skin on the cheeks.. Please let me know how you are.
ToriS 18 Jul 2012
Unfortunately I do not have good news for you. I never healed and things have only gotten worse over the last 2 years. My eyes are baggier than ever, cheeks still sunken low on my face forehead is narrow and I have an exaggerated asymmetry where the left side of my face pulls down much like a stroke victim or bells palsy.

My muscles are working again but the 1+ years of being inactive caused extreme differences in my face since the wrong muscles took over and became stronger. Now I have a much much different face. It is devastating and I hope for your sake this does not happen to you. Most likely you will improve and recover. I had an enormous dose of Botox on my last treatment and it ruined my face. The changes appear to be permanent.

I am still doing daily face exercises and have an appointment to see a Facial Retraining Specialist next week. I wish you the best and hope in your case the toxin wears off in time to save your face structure and skin. If I were you I would jump start a total body cleanse and exercise like a maniac to sweat out the crud. Bikram yoga is amazing. Best of luck.

Tori
praying for us 19 Aug 2012
Hi, Tori! I am just now seeing your reply back to me...I have been re reading this thread for hours tonight and saw my question to you and your reply! Thank you for writing me back. I am so sorry that you are still dealing w all the crappy effects. Honestly, you make me nervous. I am scared to death that I won't go back to normal either. Your case sounded just like mine. I am working out like crazy, doing facial exercies, chewing gum, taking every suppl under the sun. I will continue to pray for you and that you heal. Keep me posted and I will do the same.
praying for us 20 Aug 2012
Have you thought about having a lower bleph and cheek lift? I am already exploring the options. It may be early for me, but I know what I looked like 6 weeks ago when my dysportr wore off and it wasn't pretty. Now I am 6 weeks post botox(34 units for crows,foreheard,11's) and I see the sagging skin on my cheeks from the temples down-and under eye bags,saggy skin becoming visible again. I am getting stressed out again and nervous. I just want to go back to my normal self !
meltyface 13 Nov 2011
Hey Tori et al, long time no speak. how is everyone??

well i hope and getting better ?

I'm still not right at 21 months but there have been signs of improvement so am still hopeful. the orb occuli muscle is slowly reinflating particulary on the left side (the good side) ..like a swimming ring which is having air very slowly pushed into it.bad side is lagging behind and my mouth on this side is still more concave that the left but i am in the range of normal now and much less freaky looking.

skin around eyes less leathery and flat and has more snap, now when it's picked up by the caci prongs it bounces back. I can feel the increased firmness as well thank the Gods.

saw a lawyer but because 3 diff PS worked on me in succession impossible to pinpoint who did what. could persue but would be a low value claim with high costs upfront so will have to let it go. felt less of a victim for talking to her any way.

still got a big dent in the right temple but its filling a tiny bit and skin generally less saggy/droopy. underneath my eyes looks less zombie like but lets face it until the area above the eyebrows and the frontalis are back to normal, i will still look a bit shit.

so still gurning, massaging and having caci facials on the loooooooong slooooooooooow crawl back to normality. but we have had to turn the caci down on the brow by about 20% as the nerves have begun to 'wake up' and it was too intense

and that is A VERY GOOD THING - hurrah !
ToriS 7 Nov 2011
Hi Trippy Melty et all ...yes we have gone quiet lol ...I hope everyone else is quiet because they are recovered and have put this behind them.
I on the other hand am quiet because I'm not recovering and it is hard to face this may just be permanent for me.
My eyes have only gotten more baggy and creased over the months as the muscles slowwwwwly regain strength. My cheeks are still low on my face and the resulting saggy facial skin has given me a constant "droopy" appearance which makes me look tired when still and stressed when expressive. The left side of my mouth still pulls down considerably when I speak giving my face a lopsided appearance very much like a stroke victim. My right temple is still concave and the muscles have not fully recovered.

Improvements? Yes some ..don't mean to be totally negative but they have been slight. My left temple has filled out quite well and left cheek is lifting a tad more than it did 18 months ago. My skin has tightened a bit as it does not hang as low on my jawline as it did in the beginning.

The way I see it I am improving at a snails pace and it will probably take another 2 years for full muscle recovery, building the muscle bulk and tightening the skin (I pray the skin will tighten up again around my eyes)

Sorry for the bad news but I am trying to accept my face the way it is now and live peacefully with the current conditions.

I have myself to blame for slacking on face exercises. Am still trying to make myself get on a regular schedule with them but find it so depressing to do them because then I begin thinking too much about all this instead of just living life!

Please don't anyone lose faith because of my situation. It seems I am the exception NOT the rule when it comes to recovery.

In general I am happier than I was because of some other fabulous improvements in my life (marriage, baby on the way, starting a business, etc) and my appearance has taken a back seat to all this.

Happy healing and blessings to all!
love,

Tori
Trippy65 2 Nov 2011
Wow you've all gone very quiet.. Melty, Tori, Sara.

Hope ur all doing well? X
Trippy65 6 Oct 2011
Hi all, Sara fantastic news!! I'm 70 percent recovered.

Although I've just found out I've gallstones and need an op :( one thing after another aggh!

Anyway love to all
Trippy
ToriS 5 Oct 2011
Congratulations Sara!

I have a question for everybody on this thread .

If someone were to make a documentary film about the downfalls of Botox would any of you be willing to appear in interviews ? It would be possible to appear without disclosing your identity ie dark room or voiceover

Please give me feedback on this board or in private. I am quite serious.


Thanks ladies

Tori
sara321 3 Oct 2011
HI!

How are you all?

Something has happened to me! Now all of a sudden (after 3 months and 3 days) my smile seems to be about 80% back!! And just two weeks ago I said about 40%. Wouldn´t have believed three months ago that I would see this day - I was so afraid that this would be permanent. (Left under eye area is a bit bagged, but I will start exercising it now)

Warmest thanks to all you lovely women for your support! It was so great to find this review when I was so worried in the beginning and thought I was the only person in the world this has happened to.

hugs hugs hugs
Sara
sara321 22 Sep 2011
Baby on the way Tori! So happy news :)) And good to hear from you all ghouleyes, trippy, tori, melty :)

It sounds everyone is now slowly on the way to recovery, brilliant! Trippy, left side of my face is also doing this hot/cold thing, usually it goes cold for a while. Strange feeling.

One more thing about mornings.. when I wake up, I have a bag under my left eye but not on the right. I´m sure it has something to do with botuline. ((I keep talking about Botox but it was actually Dysport / Azzalure in my case - which supposedly lasts longer.. sigh..)

love
banana smile woman Sara
meltyface 22 Sep 2011
Sara - yup everything looks worse in the morning (lymph trapped in the muscles) and when i am really tired. I still look like i've had a slight stroke on both sides but nothing as bad as the sagging hammock i had previously.

Trippy hang in there my lovely... i reckon you still have about 25% of the effect left in the muscles so your body is still in 'defence' mode.

Simba, Tori, Ghouleyes
Ahh it's great to hear everyones good news. Finally !! Over the worst :0)

I've had some developments as well - the connections are restored in my orb occuli muscles - seems like the 'donut' is no longer 'split'. 18months exactly. The muscles were jumping around in last saturdays treatment and myself and the therapist were laughing like loons and punching the air like Rocky.

Tension picking up around eyes about 70% of filler on my cheeks has dissolved. The lumps around my nose are less prominent as my cheeks pick up.

My mouth is still weird but gurning like an idiot every day and it seems to be helping a little :0)

lotsa love Melty xx
Trippy65 21 Sep 2011
Oh Tori....

Fab news!!!!!!!!

Hugs to you

Love
Trippy
xxx
ToriS 21 Sep 2011
I'm so glad to see you all getting better and feeling hopeful! Congrats to everyone for keeping the faith and recovering beautifully.

My progress is excruciating but I have seen very slight improvement in my left cheek recently ..beginning to get some semblance of definition back which makes me hopeful. Lots of tingling lately around where the filler was placed on left side. I believe the remainder of the filler there is dissolving now hallelujah ! Let's hope the right side is next. It has been 15 mos with numerous jabs of hyaluronadase..

Trying to keep spirits high as I've got a baby on the way :))

((hugs to everyone))

Tori
Simba1234 21 Sep 2011
Wow a baby!!! Congratulation Tori. Simba

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