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I just wanted to share my story and see if anyone...

Jane151
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I just wanted to share my story and see if anyone else has had a similar experience. I am 33 and had breast implants 10 years ago because I was so insecure about my 34aa and felt like they were the the only thing that was holding me back from being confident. I was completely happy with the implants and barely noticed that I had them. I had the operation without telling anyone at all, only one close friend who let me stay with her for a few days to recover. My family and friends still do not know I had the operation because I had always worn padded bras/chicken filets etc there wasn't too much of a difference in my breast size. I know that they would be very shocked to find out that I had implants.

I do not have PIP implants but after hearing the story of how toxic PIP implants were I started to feel strange about having any implants at all. Over the last few years I have noticed that I am always tired or felt very run down, have memory and concentration problems. Sometimes I feel a little bit dizzy, have joint pain or sharp pains in chest. I know most doctor say that there isn't any link between implants and these health conditions but after reading so many women with implants have similar stories to tell I decided to have my implants removed.

I have booked the surgery for 21st Jan and Im so excited to have them removed and be natural again.

I am very scared about the surgery and I know that my breasts will not look like they do now. I don't really mind anymore, my health has become more of a priority. When I had the implants put in I was in a different mindset.

I have found that this website has been my main source support on this journey to make my decision and so thankful that there are other women on here who have had or are having similar journeys.

I was a 34aa, went up to 34c, over the muscle and have had them for 10 years. Has anyone else in a similar position has them removed, what was it like? What did your breasts look like after the removal. My surgeon said that there is a huge psychological affect on a woman after having the implants removed. How did you all feel?

Thank you for any help/advice/stories. :-)

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December 10, 2013
Congratulations on your decision. I am having my implants out in 9 days (yikes!) and scared too! I had them out 3 years ago after having them for 20 years. My advice is not to let your surgeon talk you into getting replacement implants!! My PS said the same thing and talked me into replacements ... which ended up to be the same size (too big). I really wanted them OUT, so the psychological impact was HUGE when I ended up going through a removal surgery, having a mastoplexy, developing blood clots in my lungs, and ending up with the same big fake breasts! Listen to your own inner voice. All the best to you.
December 11, 2013
Keep us posted. Wishing you the best!
December 10, 2013
I was similarly small to begin with and wish I still had my "before" photo. I think I decided that was history and tossed it. I think i only had one naked picture of myself prior. It's weird to not have it now, all I have is my memory, and I remember feeling very small and sort of deformed. Now I wonder if I would feel that way? I am also concerned about what I will look like after. So many women look so great after! But will I be ok? Will I be even more "deformed"? I have heard from several surgeons that I went to for consult that I will just be very flat as though implants are the "natural" thing to have. But they are not. So I am getting anxious to get them out. I have become more appreciative of my body as I get older, with all of it's flaws. Again, I concur with many women on this site, so thankful to have this community of support! Implants are not what make us whole or beautiful or anything else. Whichever of us goes first, I hope we will be an encouragement to the other. It's ok to have small breasts!
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December 10, 2013

I really want to "like" your comment! :)

December 11, 2013
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December 10, 2013

I'm so glad you're here and that you've started your story on RealSelf! It looks like you're already getting good support from some of the other ladies in this community. One of the things I love about Breast Implant Removal is, not only how supportive everyone is, but that we're all more comfortable in our skin now. It's a beautiful thing!

Here's a post by GreenTemple about her experience. I hope it helps you.

Please keep us posted and let us how you're feeling as the big day nears!

December 10, 2013
Thank you all so much for your replies. I have felt very alone making this decision as I don't know anyone personally who has had implants so I haven't had anyone to discuss this with. Im so happy to be able to read other women's stories, experiences and advise. I told my friend (the only person who knew about my implants) that I was going to get them removed and she is hopefully going to fly over to stay with me for a few days when I get them removed but I know that even if I have to go to and from the surgery alone, I will and pray that everything goes well and I will be healthier and happier when I come out. Im hoping that I don't get depressed or embarrassed about how small my breasts are when my implants are removed. I have realised that at the end of the day my health is more important than having the 'perfect' boobs. Something that I have been giggling about it how many women comment on how thankful they are to be able to hug again! I thought I was the only one who felt awkward about hugging people incase they could feel my implants. I can't believe how much I am looking forward to hugging people tightly again lol. I have also been looking at celebrities with smaller breasts and I see how gorgeous they are even without the big boobs that I thought I had to have to been sexy and attractive. My sister's and cousins all have smaller busts and they look slim and youthful and not boyish at all. I am still scared about surgery but thinking off all the positives on the other side.
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December 12, 2013
Hi there, just read your review and our stories have some similarities - have a look at my review and see what you think :) I think you will be quite surprised (as I was and I think a lot of women on here have been) how happy you feel with them and your body once they are out. Things chance so fast in the early days and for me the relief of getting them out outweighed any insecurities I was afraid I might have 10 fold! Good luck don't worry you will be fine! :) x
UPDATED FROM Jane151
1 month pre

All paid up

Jane151
Yesterday I paid the balance of my surgery. It was 4000 euro and Im wishing the time away to 21st Jan my main anxiety is thinking about having the anaesthetic and just praying that everything is ok.
I seem to be getting a burning sensation and a tiny bit of pain in my left breast, I don't know if it's always been there and I'm just noticing it more or if it has just started?
Like many other women on here I cant stop noticing all the attention to boobs on tv shows, movies, adverts. They are everywhere...no wonder we felt/feel under so much pressure to look a certain way. The way I feel now, I cant imagine how insecure I must have felt at 24 to undergo a secret breast augmentation.
I have made a promise to myself to have my implants removed and take a serious look my attitude to my body and putting my health as a priority.
I am really excited about becoming more clearheaded and less tired and less having less aches. From reading all of the stories on here Im sure I will feel a difference.
I have also been looking a pretty bras for (very) small busts. I know Im 2 or 3 months off that but I just trying to adjust my mindset as much as I can so the post boobs are not such a big shock.
Thank you for all of your comments and messages. I feel like I am getting so much support from you all.
Just over 5 weeks to go!

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February 7, 2019
Good luck x
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Jane151
Sorry just over 4 weeks to go......even better :)

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December 20, 2013
I had mine out 2 days ago and I can tell you that I am so relieved. My PS urged me to get replacements after I had a removal of 20 yr old ruptured implants, 3 years ago, which was a terrible decision. Listen to your own voice! you will not be disappointed, or depressed. Its only day 2 for me without implants ( I had them for 23 years) and I look fantastic without them already! You will too!
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December 21, 2013
Good luck to you! Being implant free is awesome!!!!!! You will look fantastic :)
December 24, 2013
This time in 4 weeks (all going well) I will be implant free and recovering at home. I am so looking forward to the surgery being over. I'm looking forward to being able to update you all with how the surgery went and not have to think about/worry about my implants anymore. Every time I start to feel overwhelmed or nervous about it, I come on here and read all of your own experiences and thoughts. It is such a huge comfort to know you all have positive words to say. I cant wait to feel like I dont have a dirty little secret that I have to keep to myself. None of my family know that I have implants and Im sure when they have been removed I will feel like a huge weight has been lifted mentally. Have many other women had implants and didnt tell anyone? I just always feel like people will think Im pathetic because I felt that I needed to have breast implants to feel like an equal to other women and to feel happy with myself. Again, I cant tell you how much the support on this website means to me. I'm so very thankful for the women who are on here.
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December 30, 2013
First of all Jane...:) you're incredibly brave to get the explant. Who cares what people think about having gotten implants. The important thing here, is that you have become wise in so many different ways. And that my dear, surpasses any ill judgment on anybody's part. Knowledge is power, and you got it. :) xx