FINALLY, Getting Some Boobies! And a Better Looking Butt...and Neck...- Tucson, AZ

Hi ya’ll my name is Asch. I’ll be going in on October 4th to get a breast augmentation (b to full d- if you’re going to go bigger, why not BIGGER haha), liposuction of the neck and an area I call the butt doubt chin- I’ve also seen it called a banana roll.
Ever since I was little I always wanted to have a nice womanly figure. While I stayed flat chested, my friend reached a C cup in middle school. Haha, you can only imagine my envy. So finally, at 24, I decided to take the leap and get myself some womanhood! Haha. I’ve also had an issue with my double butt for years now, no amount of diet or exorcise would kill it. So I’m getting that sucked away. And then there is the chin fat that has been bugging me. It looks fine in the pictures but when I look down to read a book or something, it looks pretty bad. So I decided, what the heck, I’m getting everything else done, why not this too?

I’m excited but at the same time nervous. I’m sure some of you watched Nip/Tuck and have seen the episode where the woman appeared to be put under, but she could still hear and feel everything. Yeeeeaaahhh. That’s a fear of mine. I have been under anesthesia before, but it was for a quick 20 minute thing at the urologist. There were no scalpels involved.
I’m also afraid of dying on the operating table and having people ask ‘How’d she die?’ ‘Well. She wanted boobs. She got em but couldn’t live to enjoy them’.
But the worst fear is coming out and having EVEYTHING look horrible. Lopsided, uneven breasts, lumpiness in the areas that were lipo’d. I’m a very self-conscious person and so that would just drive me over the edge.
So, here I am, 2 days away from b-day (haha). The only people who I’ve told are my closest friends and mother. I’m not out in the open about it since I am doing it just for myself, no one else. Plus I don’t want to get slack from people yelling at me not to do it, why am I doing it, spend your money on something else, yadeyada. I’ve had this planned for months now and didn’t tell my own mother till two months ago, then my bff (the one who I grew up with while she gained boobs and I gained nothing, haha) I didn’t tell her until two weeks ago.
So! I’ll update when I’m not totally out of it on drugs!
I wish everyone else on here luck with their surgeries and I wish them a fast and as painless as possible recovery. As for me, sitting on the toilet will suck for a while… haha.

I'll be sending the same review under all the different surgeries im getting, people looking for neck lipo wont be looking under breast augmentation for reviews lol.
-Asch Rose

It still hasn't hit me yet!! You'd think I'd be scared or excited but I feel so indifferent right now. Anyone else go through the same thing? I know I'll have to take something to help me sleep tonight because I know my nerves will keep me up- even though I don't even feel nervous. I'm hoping I'll be asleep most the ride up too. I wouldn't want to spend an hour and half on the road feelings super nervous when I already have car sickness, haha. I just want this to be done and over with....but at the same time I'm scared of the pain that's to come! I'll update after my surgery when I'm not doped up, lord knows I will be after all I'm getting done... haha.
Wish me luck!

Surprisingly i was mot nervous at all through the whole thing. Homestly i just wanted to sleep haha. The staff was super nice and the last thing i remember was breathing through an oxygen mask
then woke with the nurse telling me to breath. Guess i was just that our of it. I felt pretty good aftee getting home-granted they gave me morphine pills which conked me out. But now on the third say im in tons of paIn. All the bruises are starting to show. When i wake in the morning and the meds are all out of my system that is probably the worse pain. Even sitting on the toilet is hell. But it was worth it! Haha. Since i just got them, they havemt settled into their pocket so my boobs look obviously fake lol. Ill probably get that wrap thatll go around the top of my breast to help push it down into place. They are pretty stiff right now too. But itll go away with time. I.cant wait to be able to grope myself amd bounce them around. Hahaha.