New Boobies :) In Cali

I am sooooo excited to be moving forward with this part of my life. I am a 29 year old Wifey and a mother of 2. I have always been small chested and have been happy with myself in the past and just acceppted it.. atleast they were cute lol. After my second child,( breastfed) I can honestly say, I feel like my breasts are deformed. After both kids I was a DD. Now I am a very small A.( I was a B before kids ) My nipples are sunk in and I feel like my womanhood is gone.

So.. with much deliberation between my hubby and I, we have decided to restore my boobs and add sum excitement & Spice to our relashionship. I have also discussed my decision with my 11year old daughter. I was concerned about her views and her impressionable age. To my surprise she is very supportive and understands its not because I am unhappy with "small" boobs but at the fact that they have been depleted and its something that I am fixing because they are "broken" so to speak. Her response was very important to me. She said " Mom you deserve to do it because they really do look bad and not how they used to." I truly love my lil' honest baby lol My surgery was supposed to be at the end of May but I have decided to move forward with it sooner. So now the date is set for May 4, with Pre-op on Monday the 30th to choose the size.

I am freakkkkkiiinnnn out with excitement and a little nervousness in there too. I am confidant my doctor is Amazing and I feel totally confidant in his expertise. He is a Stanford tranied Sugeon, in reconstructive and cosmetic Surgery. He is also the Doctor who trains Surgeons in how to perform surgery. He has 30+ years experience and makes you aware and comfortable with everything. I have a close girlfriend who went to him and her results are stunningly beautiful and natural looking. She has had 3 of her friends go to him and they are all Super Happy. I am soooo excited and cant wait to go for the preopp and pick the size. I am pretty postive I want a very Full C or small D. I am def. leaning toward a D but the Doc goes on CC not bra size.

The results I want are " Dammm those look so good they have to be fake" not " Dam those are fake as hell" The doctor said that that is def attaniable being how much skin I have and that I dont need a lift :) Woooo hoooo!! This is the beginning of my journey....

Yesterday I joined this community to share my story and to read other womens journeys that have made the same choice as myself. The more I read.. the more I see sooo many women with the same story as mine. It is very comforting to hav this site. I am very thankful :)

Yesterday I started doing the rice test. I actually like this method of getting an idea of the size and weight. I had my sister-in-law come over to give me her honest opinion on size. I was playing around with two sizes. One bigger and the other smaller. To my surprise my sis said she thinks I could go a little bigger than what I was playing with! That was not the reaction I thought I would get. Being, that most ppl. seem to say dont get bigger than a C. She said because my frame is bigger on the bottom bigger would match nicely on top :) Wooohoo I thought it was just my hubby being a guy lol I am 5'7 inbetween 135-140 Size 7 jeans. 34 A I would consider myself to be athletic build. I will post pics asap to gain some opinions of the wonderful ladies on this site :) Hope everyone has a blessed day

Last night my hubby and I were talking about size and the incision I should choose. I had thought of going throught the nipple... there was really no other option I was considering. Now I am rethinking that. I am unsure of this part of the surgery now. I dont want the scar under my boob but I dunno if I want to risk having hypersensitive nipples or numb either??? DOes anyone know if you are still at risk for hpersenstive/numb nipples if your have the insicion at the fold. I dont really have much boob to hide the scar... but I may after they are in??? If any of you ladies can give me some insight that would be great. Thank you :) OMG!! This time next week I will be 2 days away. I am totally going though so many emotions and considering all the bad outcomes and axious/nervousness getting EXTREME!! I cant seem to get the "what ifs" outta my head.