My weightloss secrets... - Toronto, ON

...I know it's been a while! I went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me a bunch of presriptions to fill before my surgery on Aug. 22. Wow there's a lot!!! I have also decided to lose some weight before hand, right now I am 5'6" and 150lbs, I would like to get down to 130lbs or 140lbs. I have started the master cleanse diet, this is day 2! I have lost 2 lbs I hope I have the mental will power to do this. I told my doctor about the diet and he said I need to eat healthy 2 weeks before. I will do the diet for 10 days. I hope to lose 15 to 20 lbs. I know I can do it! It is also good for me to detox my body. I want to be ready in every single way. I am so excited I encourage myself by looking at pictures of a dress I want to fit in and by my progress thus far. It is difficult being a wife and mother but I think the weight loss will help my results in the end.

Okay,2 days after starting master cleanse the devil offered me a krispy cream donut and I had one...what a disaster! The good news is I weighed myself and lost 4lbs yay!!! Something's working, but I have to stick to the plan, I know I can do this. I would really love to be 130lbs before my surgery. I had a dream last night that I had my tt done and my belly looked the same except it had the scar too! NIGHTMARE!!! One of my biggest fears is that my belly button isn't centered. That would driv me crazy. I am not scheduled to see my doctor again until my surgery, but I tink I'm going to make an appointment to see him again on Monday to put myself at ease. I trust him completely, but this is maojr for me. I almost feel selfish about it at times...but I know I will be happy. I'm only 28, I want to look my age, youthful. I hope everything works out for me.