No More Nosejob for a while- Pregnant !! :)

After years of hating on my nose, I have decided I...

After years of hating on my nose, I have decided I will get it fixed. I was okay with it but then at 14 I smashed my face into a fence while riding a bike in the dark!! All the cartilage moved to the left side. I was still young and my nose wasn't too long yet so with tons of makeup I could still make myself flawless.

When I was 17 I was young and dumb and thought speeding was cool-so I got in a car accident and again smashed my face against the airbag. It was things MUCH worse. My cartilage shifted again and some of the cartilage on the left somehow moved to the right at the front so the right front is bulbous and the left front is flat-while the right side is flat and the left side has a big bump! The septum also shifted to the right a bit at the top. I moved out on my own shortly was working fulltime and was still young and hid myself with lots of makeup. I started going crazy not long after though.

I was 18 and I started pushing my nose to the other side so hard everyday thinking it would make it straighter. I would push it so hard I would almost cry. Since then I became OBSESSED more than before. I gave up on the shading and crazy makeup-I was going through a really bad break-up and had other things to worry about for myself. I am now 21 and over these crazy years I have lost my confidence. I have had a lot of time to work on myself, inside and out. I am able to go out now without tons of crazy makeup-before I could not leave the house without spending 3 hours in the mirror. The only downside is that I do not feel the way I used to. Atleast with the tons of makeup I felt beautiful-Now I just feel ugly. I mean sometimes I know I am pretty, but all I can see is my nose. It never stops growing and after the accidents I feel like it is growing deformed!!

I used to go around saying "I am who I am! If people don't like it then oh well!" but I realized it is me that isn't happy with my looks, so I have to do something about it!!

The past few days I have been researching like crazy alone. I have met with a couple surgeons in my town which is Ottawa, but one seemed drunk and the other refused to work on me cause he thought I needed therapy first. Well after reading their reviews online I knew I had to search further. I looked at a lot of surgeons in Toronto and found a couple I really like. One of them really sticks out and I am sure I will go with him. His name is Doctor Rival of Toronto and I am looking to do a consultation in August or shortly after, when I have more income, with having my surgery 2-3 months after the consult! It would be so cool to have my surgery close to New Years so I can really start fresh!

I am so excited and have drawn sketches of what I want touched and NOT touched. I think you reaaally have to know what you are doing and the risk you're taking. You should really think about what you want done and make sure the doctor you're seeking exceeds the expectations you have. Here's some pictures, tell me what you think!

Have any of you seen Doctor Rival?

Well it looks like my nosejob will be going on...

Well it looks like my nosejob will be going on hold or possibly never getting one LOL because there is no way I am choosing that over my baby!!
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