So over This Mommy Pouch!! - Tampa, FL

So after having four kids with the last two being c-sections my mid section just hasn't been the same.... lots of loose skin... stretch marks..and double the pudge!!! I have to buy jeans a size bigger to accommodate my stomach. I just want to be able to wear my
jeans with a shirt tucked in and not have to worry about my stomach! I'd love to wear a fitted dress without having to hide my stomach with a loose sweater. I am done with having children so I think that this will boost my self confidence and give me that boost to help me feel good about myself again.

So my surgery is getting closer and I'm getting seriously nervous... my hardest battle is going to be not being able to carry my one year old. She's definitely a mommy's girl but whenn she wants mommy there's no changing her mind! I'm going to have to keep her busy and have my older two help out a lot more... any feed back friends?

So today I took some before pictures and wow how depressing!!!! I don't even want to post them... they really ruined my Friday...I know it will change soon however I just can't believe I've let myself get to this extreme. I will say I hide it well in clothes...